She was sick and tired of crying, crying over him over his stupidity, his words that some how manages to tear her heart into shreds. Why did she fall in love with him? She knew he would hurt her even though he promised that he would never hurt her, but she knew he didn't even know he was hurting her and she knew his heart belonged to some other maiden. But was it too wrong to hope? Just hope he would come at night and confessed that he loved her. She just sits and hopes, any one else would have given up and realized he wasn't worth it. It was all because of him that she was a mess it was all because of him that her heart longed for his attention and his kisses. So now she sits on her favorite bar stool watching her stealing the man of her dreams away just but that gorgeous smile of hers. Lucy knew she could never match up to Lisanna, she knew she could never be compare to her and she knew anyone would pick Lisanna over her. Lucy looked at the smiling Mirajane as flashes of Natsu and Lisannas lips moving in sync. A cold hand grabbed hers and she slowly looked over and she gave Gray a fake smile, if only she could fall in love with someone who will catch her. Gray understood her, he knew her situation and he knew how if felt to have the person he loves love someone else. Lucy knew Gray loves Juvia but she moved on, Juvia gave up on Gray and gaved Lyon a chance. They were broken, they were sick of crying, they were sick of seeing their love of their life's kissing someone else. So here they are sitting next to each other drowning their sorrows with some beer while whispering to each other so no one else knows about their situation, they didn't need pity.
"Look how cute Juvia and Lyon are!" Mirajane squealed while whipping the counter not noticing Gray flinching. "don't forget the Lisanna and Natsu!"
Lucy flinched before gulping down another glass of beer, her gripped tighten on Gray's hand. "They're perfect!" Lucy slurred while tears formed in the corner of her eyes. "but me and Natsu would be more perfect." Lucy added quietly.
"You know Lucy, you really need a boyfriend." Cana hiccupped "there's not going to be a lot of fish in the sea."
"Yah, you too Gray." Mirajane piped in.
"What about you Mirajane?" Gray laughed "you're single, why don't you stop bugging me and start looking for a boyfriend yourself."
"I'm ready to go home. It's been a long day." Lucy yawned before standing up and stumbling to the door with Gray trailing behind.
"Bye Minna!"
The doors slammed closed and Lucy finally let her tears fall before bolting to her apartment with Gray hot on her trails. They sat beside her bed, they couldn't take it...they couldn't take seeing their love of their love kissing someone else.
"I'm going to quit." Lucy whispered before leaning her head on Gray's shoulder. "I can't handle seeing them together."
"Me too. We won't want to ruin their happiness." Gray stated while leaning his head against Lucy's.
They were sick of crying over them, they were sick and tired of feeling this pain in their heart. They knew what they had to do, they had to leave Fairy Tail, all those memories and smiles behind. This was for the best, for everyone. They felled asleep against each other with their hands still locked together. They were broken. They were tired of waiting. They were tired of crying. They were tired of feeling numb.