There's no such thing.

I've always hated waiting, never been very good at it, whether it was in for something important or barely anything at all. I spent my whole life waiting for him, the stories I've heard from whispered talks. I meet him only once bits of our meeting alluded me at the best of times, but I believe in him. I believe he will come back for me.

In my short and simple life I have learned many of things, like waiting for him. They are all not import, as I lay here dying. The man the oh so possible man. I never figured this would happen, in the short meeting we had he alway looked at me when he believed I was not watching, his eyes were so sad.

My name is Alexandra Cole, I am dying and all I wish for is to stop waiting. Waiting is hard it's hard being left behind, but it's hard to be the one who stays. I am almost done waiting my possible man.