I wish you would look at me the way I look at you.
I wish you wanted me the way I want you.
I wish u would tell me how much you wanted me.
I wish I could announce my love for you to the world.
I wish I could proudly call you mine.
I wish you knew just what I'd do for you.
I wish you understood just how much I payed attention to you.
I wish you didn't have to always laugh at me when I looked at you.
I wish you could see through my walls.
I wish I could ask you out.
I wish I could steal your heart the way you stole mine. It would be the perfect crime.
If the policemen come, I won't tell.
I wish I could hold you in my arms.
I wish I could date you.
I wish I would be popular so that you'd notice me.
I wish all these things knowing they will never come true. Because you are dating someone and I'm a nobody. I am short, pale, ugly, skinny, and socially awkward. I don't know what to say when you walk by. I don't know how to act or do, and I end up making
a fool of myself. All the words I never told you hang off my tongue. But you will never know these things. I wish you would know that I would change myself in an instant for you. I can't change my age, if I could I would. I can't change how I look
that much but I try. I try so hard for you but I fall down so many times. Maybe I should just stop trying, but failure leads to success right? Maybe if I try hard enough I will reach my goals. Who am I kidding, you're too perfect for me. But I will
persue you with all my heart body mind and soul. I think I'm best for you and that's what I want. What's best for you. I will never hurt you. I will be the wall you can lean on, and if you don't have wings, I will cut off mind and give them to you
without a second thought. I will rip up my halo and rescue from your hell. I will give my soul to you and slay your dragon for you.