I pray we'll be alright

And watch us where we go

And help us to be wise

In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer

When we loose our way

Lead us to a place

Guide us with your grace

To a place where we'll be safe

I pray we'll find your light

And hold it in our hearts

When stars go out each night

Let this be our prayer

When shadows fill our days

Lead us to a place

Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe

We ask that life be kind

And watcch us from above

We hope each soul will find

Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer

Let this be our prayer

Just like every child

Just like every child

Need to find a place

Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe

The glorious voice of Celine Dion floats through our car as we drive along the long desolate highway. This song, it would seem, describes our true hopes and prayers. For us, for our future, and for our baby boy.

Mulder casts me a knowing glance as he drives clenching my hand tighter, knowing exactly what I'm thinking about, as usual.

Our precious William. Wondering if we'll ever get him back, praying to the powers that be that he is safe and happy.

Wondering if we'll get to see him take his first steps, and say his first words... Wondering if we'll get to shed those precious tears as we hold one another while watching him sleep.

Just as I got one of the two most important people in my life back, the father of my child, the second one was ripped from my arms.

Always wondering and praying.

We will fight the future.

We will endure hardships, and we may even face death, but one thing I know now, and have known for what seems like forever, is that we will endure it all together.. We will face everything that comes our way, and if we go down, we'll go down fighting side by side

This is our neverending quest. The search for the truth. But so many we have already found.

Each other, and our son.