Author's Note- Another comment fic that was written for the Sam/Jack community on Live Journal.
One More Thing
"One more thing," she whispered wearly.
In an instant her hands were on either side of his neck. Her lips were immediately on his. Her tongue slipped into his mouth, tasting the roof of his mouth, tasting that which was forbidden to her, tasted him. And oh god...her tongue faintly picked up the flavor of coffee, regulation SGC coffee that he had every single morning before the briefing.
Everything she couldn't say was spelled out in her kiss. That she needed him, that she wanted him, that she loved him.
His hand gently reached up to caress the side of her face. His tongue gently made it's way into her mouth and she let him take control. Oh god...he was kissing her back. He wouldn't in real life she knew, this was just a hallucination after all. He could kiss another her, one who wasn't in the Air Force, but he wouldn't kiss her. Not like this.
Maybe he was her safe bet after all. Maybe she had clung too tightly to the "I care about her a lot more than I'm supposed to" line. Maybe all he ever saw her as was his friend and second. A lot had changed between them in three years. He hadn't even shown that he cared for her like that after the Entity incident. The feelings that he felt for her must have changed, and she couldn't, wouldn't, burden him with the feelings that she still had for him.
She broke the kiss and immediately was back to staring at him across from her.
"Never mind," she mumbled.
The ship shook slightly and as she got to her feet she made a decision. She'd leave her feelings for him on this ship. She'd move on and she'd see him only as her commanding officer. She'd get a life, one that wouldn't include him.
She knew she'd fail.
He owned more of her heart than anyone else ever could.
Author's Note- Thanks for reading and if you liked it let me know. I swear I'll be writing a proper fic soon!