"CATO!"
It's her scream. It's a panicked scream.
She won't be in danger from any of the other tributes. Fire and redhead are too scrawny. Lover Boy is probably still immobile. So -
Oh my god. Oh my god.
Thresh is still out there.
"CLOVE!"
I'm running now.
"CATO!"
"CLOVE! I'M COMING!" I don't even care that probably everything within six miles can hear me. I promised her. I promised her.
I'm almost there. She's still alive. She has to still be alive. I promised her. I promised her.
There's a long pause, some indistinct yelling, and another "CATO!"
"CLOVE! CLOVE!"
A loud thump and a scream. And nothing.
My stomach seems to drop right out of my body. "CLOVE! CLOVE! CLOVE!" I'm screaming.
I promised her.
The Cornucopia is in sight.
There's nothing moving.
Nonononononononononononononononono
There's a small dark shape lying still beside it. No-one else in sight. It has to be 12.
Not Clove. Not Clove. Not Clove.
It's Clove. It's Clove. It's Clove.
I promised.
With shaking fingers, sitting on my haunches, I gently untangle her hair. Long, dark, and soft. Pretty.
I spread it out on the ground around her, so it encircles her head like a halo. I wipe a thumb over the blood around her mouth and draw stripes along her cheeks. Three on each side.
War paint.
I pop her favourite knife in her little clenched fist and rest it on her chest. Carefully, carefully, I stroke her eyelids down over her intense brown eyes. Beautiful. Glassy. Unseeing.
I stand, and I walk away.
I PROMISED.
I've got Lover Boy in a headlock.
"Go ahead," I say to Fire. My voice is unsteady, even to myself. "I promised her and I failed. Kill me."
Fire is trying to look emotionless, but her eyes look terrified.
"We made a pact," I say. My voice is outright shaking, but I ramble on. "When we were kids. That we'd protect each other, no matter what. We wouldn't kill each other, even if we were the last ones left. Guess what? I failed. I failed her. I failed her. So kill me. Do it." I suddenly bellow. "DO IT!"
And she shoots my hand.
There was a lot of pain, in my death. A lot. I just want to die. Clove, I'm sorry. Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I failed you and I'm sorry.
It's around dawn when a head pops over the side of the Cornucopia. She's practically sick when she spots me. No wonder. I'm a mess.
"Please," I whisper as best I can.
I see her raise her bow, and my last thought is I promised her before the darkness claims me.
