"I'm sorry , I 'm not ready to be with anyone " said Clarke , Lexa stumbled a little , the rejection hurting her more than she thought possible , her eyes became glassy , she didn't heard the " not yet ", it was too late , Lexa was now hiding , the Heda spirit taking her place.
When Clarke raised her face and looked at Lexa , she saw that her posture was more stiff and her eyes seemed different , she thought it was Lexa controlling her emotions , not wanting to appear weak.
" Heda understands , weak sky girl is not ready. Even if she is not ready, Heda will protect weak sky girl ! "
The Heda spirit had promised to Lexa to watch and protect her love interest until Lexa decided she was ready to come back.
Uh? Since when Lexa was talking in the third person ? And weak sky girl ? The rejection must really have been a choc, thought Clarke , she began to feel guilty "Thank you , I think? "
The commander gave her a firm nod " Weak sky girl is welcome ! "
The day sure was strange for Clarke , the commander was always close to her , watching her every moves to make sure nothing happened to her . Usually ,she almost never saw Lexa who was always busy talking with her generals, training with her army. Today she didn't leave her side , growling when someone was coming too close to them!When an hunting trip was organized , she jumped at the chance to get away ,she liked to be with Lexa and it was her fault if Lexa was hurting but there was a limit ! At lunch the commander kept insisting to feed her , blowing on her food to make sure she didn't burn her tongue ! Everyone was now looking weirdly at them ! She needed to get away!
She was relaxing, sitting hidden behind some trees , enjoying the peace of the forest, finally alone , she began to doze off, dreaming of chibis Lexa jumping everywhere .
When she awaked a few hours later , feeling better , she heard a humming coming from the tree she was leaning against , she started to look everywhere , a little afraid of what could make this noise , when she heard " Worry not weak sky girl, Heda protects you! ", she let out a big sigh , in the tree branches was Lexa , keeping watch . It was nice to know someone like Lexa was always protecting her but it was becoming ridiculous! Lexa was becoming a stalker! And this way of talking! Clarke left with a huff , Lexa by her side , toward the Grounders camp.
On their way, Lexa stopped her with her arm, "Weak sky girl stink! Heda will take you to bath! "
A glare from Clarke accompanied by a rapid shake of her head " No , you will not take me to bath ! I'm old enough to bath by myself! Here I say enough ! You are acting more and more weirdly! "
But Lexa didn't even seemed to listen to her ! She just took firmly her arm, leading a now screaming and kicking Clarke towards the lake.
They finally stopped in front of the lake , Clarke was exhausted , no longer resisting ,
" Now strip, Heda will wash you! " said Lexa imperiously.
This made Clarke react and gather the last bit of strength she still had left , her glare returning full force while crossing her arms " No , I will not strip in front of you and you will not….What the hell are you doing!?"
Lexa was naked , looking strangely at Clarke " Heda is preparing for bath! Heda will throw weak sky girl still dressed in the lake if weak sky girl doesn't remove her clothes!"
Clarke was agape , it couldn't be happening ! When will this day finally end ? She wanted the Lexa she knew to come back ! She took her clothes off quickly , hiding the most she could under the gaze of Lexa. Once Inside the water , she began to relax a little ,the water was hiding them, she closed her eyes while expiring slowly ,enjoying the bath, when suddenly her eyes opened wide in shock , a pair of hands was rubbing her head , then her shoulders , descending slowly on her body " Stop , stop , I can clean myself!"
But Lexa kept rubbing , imperturbable " Heda will take care of weak sky girl! "
Clarke didn't dare to move or say anything else anymore , she was too afraid to let escape a moan . On their way back to the Grounders camp Clarke was still bright red , she couldn't look Lexa in the eyes anymore!
It was late, the night has fallen , Clarke was feeling tired after this weird day and watching the plans for several hours, she was ready to go to sleep in her tent ,hoping that Lexa will be back to normal the next day , when she was ready to leave the commander tent, she felt an arm taking hold of her firmly, she was then raised off the ground , the commander carrying Clarke on her shoulder toward her bed , Clarke tried to struggle her way out but it resulted in a slap on her ass and a grunt, Clarke was no longer trying to move , completely mortified. She was thrown on the bed, in complete shock , the commander telling her "Weak sky girl stay with Heda! "
Ok ,Lexa was becoming more and more weird, she definitely had to escape during the night!
Clarke opened her eyes carefully , Lexa seemed asleep , her breathing was even, she had released her grip during the night . Clarke could finally escape this madness! She left the bed , going to the back of the tent , she didn't want to pass in front of the guards , they will alert the Heda and there were already enough rumours! She was ramping under the tent , her head already on the outside , she could already taste the sweet freedom , when she felt a hand on her ankle , an half asleep Lexa was dragging her back to the bed , Clarke tried to resist , holding firmly to the tent but the commander had too much strength , she was back in the bed covered in mud, in the arms of Lexa . The commander was purring while nuzzling against her neck , going back to sleep quickly. While Lexa was happily sleeping , Clarke couldn't fell asleep , being held so close to the commander was making her feel weird, her heart was beating fast , too fast, she had a hard time to breath and to swallow with her dry throat, a question constantly on her mind « why was Lexa sleeping naked? » Ugh , the night was going to be very long.