Butterfly fly away

Flashback

"mommy sing me my song." I begged with my cute 5 year old pouty face.

She smiled and picked up her guitar .She opened her mouth and started to sing.

Sleep my butterfly, tucked in tighhht. Everything will be alright. Listen to my voice and then you'll see… you'll be safe close to me. Wherever I go, however faaarr. Look to the sky and feel me in your heart. Someday , if I go you'll still be my little butterfly, just spread your wings and fly.

Her voice was perfect and the song she wrote just for me felt right in my little eyes I could see who I wanted to be when I grew up. As I drifted off to sleep I heard screaming and gunshots I bolted up and walked into the hall. I yelped. Standing there was a big man with a gun pointing straight at my mom who was cowering on the floor. "MOMMY!!" I screamed tears started building. The trigger was pulled just as she said. "I love you butterfly, I'll always be there look to the sky.

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Present day at 17 years old

I awoke in a pile of sweat.

Dad left for work at his multimillion dollar company already and I was jumping in the car on my way to the shit-hole they call Forks High. My 2010 Bumblebee Camaro rumbled underneath me. Every other person I know would kill to have my money but all it does is remind me that the only reason I have this money is because my mother died when I was four. I'd trade the nightmares, flashbacks, money, and the memories to see her again. Jasper was the only one who kept me sane and off drugs, my best friend that I've fallen in love with, but he has no clue, my life is a soap opera waiting to be discovered! I hopped out of my car into an awaiting hug.

"Bella! I missed ya' darlin'!!!" He drawled with his cute Texan accent.

"Jazzy-poo!" DAMN! Cue the cheerleading bitch of a girlfriend!!

Jasper huffed and put on his fake smile he wore pretending he didn't see her and James making out in the janitors closet. "Hey Jess." He gave me a fleeting glance as she pulled him away to wherever the hell the other bitches were. I shrugged and walked to the only peace on campus; the auditorium, picked up my guitar and started singing one of the songs my mom used to sing.

Hush a by, don't you cry, go to sleep my little baby, when you wake you shall have all the pretty little ponies, in your bed momma said baby's riding off to dreamland, one by one they begun prancing for little baby, blacks and bays, daffles and grays running in the night, when u wake u shall have all the pretty little ponies, can u see the little ponies dance before your eyes, all the pretty little ponies will be there when u arrive can u see the little ponies dance before your eyes, all the pretty little ponies will be there when u arrive, hush a by don't you cry, go to sleep my little baby, when u wake u shall have all the pretty little ponies….. all the pretty little ponies.

A tear slid down my face as I remembered her writing that. I wiped it and headed for 1st period.

LUNCH BELL!!!

As I walked I noticed screaming from behind me, I turned to see Jessica yelling at Jasper and him yelling back. She stomped away and Jasper walked to me and starting heading towards lunch. I peered back and Jessica was glaring at me. WHAT THE HELL?!

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