Disclaimer: I do not own Detective Conan or the song "The Kill". Both belong to their respective owners.

A/N: I was listening to this and thought of a couple scenarios for the lyrics. From Ran's View Point

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)

It's been months since I last saw Shinichi. He calls once every few months. Every day he's gone hurts. I try to be strong, but it's hard. Sometimes, for example right after he calls, the pain is unbearable.

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Shinichi called tonight. After hearing his usual 'I'm on a case' excuse, I told him that he has to come back. I also told him that I couldn't take his excuses anymore. He told me that he couldn't come back yet, but to wait for him. I cried all night.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

I sat up late last night, thinking. Right now, my entire life revolves around Shinichi. I wait for his calls and don't date because I am waiting for him. I'm tired of it. I'll call him tonight to come meet me. I need to talk to him, face to face.

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

I called him. He tried to weasel out of meeting me. I felt hurt. He finally caved in and agreed to meet me two days from now. I will confront him about our relationship. It will be decided, one way or another.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

We meet at a café. He looks the same as the day he left. We both sit down. I take a deep breathe and start.

"Shinichi, we need to talk about us."

"What do you mean, Ran?" he asked.

"You need to come back and stay for good," I tell him.

"Ran, I can't come back yet. I'm sorry," he whispers.

"I'm sorry then, Shinichi, because I can't keep waiting for you." I get up and walk away. The last image I have of him is his shocked face.

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

I'm not sad about it. I had excepted pain. I had thought I couldn't live without him, but I can. There is hurt and sadness, but not as much as before. I guess we were never meant to be.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me