Title: Syaoran's Quest

By: Michelle Marie

First Chapter: Syaoran's visions

In the deep blue sky a man lost his hope, even the dreams who inspired him to live where lost forever into a huge black hole. A hole where praying is no longer required. The man got on his knees and started to pray. Praying for forgiveness and memories. Salty tears where soaking up the floor. The man noticed the floor and decided to dry it by pressing down his body against it. He no longer cared for his health. He only wished to hold her; to kiss her and even to love her. "I'll do anything to obtain another kiss from my mistress"- said the lonely man. Over and over again he could hear himself say those exact words. Desire is the new inspiration for this man. After moping the floor with his exposed chest he suddenly remembers an old phrase.

"Never want something impossible, only want what you can get." The man cried out loud. "You where always a fool Yamazaki!" But amazingly he chuckled. " He he, you where always a fool. I bet no won remembers by now, all thanks to you…" The man got up from the shinny floor. "Damn my chest is cover with disgusting pubic hair. Wait a sec, pubic hair? Oh no, did Eriol brought another one?"

The man stomped out the living room. "FUCK ERIOL NOT AGAING!"

"Ok Syaoran what are you talking about?" "Don't act innocent around me, you know what's up."

"You made love on the living room again?"-asked Eriol

"Eriol you where the one who screwed someone on the floor, NOT ME!"

"Aww but I'm not the one who wears the evidence." Eriol points at Syaorans chest. Syaoran sticks his tong out.

"I guess you where spaced out and didn't noticed the mess, as usual."

"What you mean as usual?"

"Ever since she left…well you seem distant. Oh by the way, that isn't pubic hair, that's Spinners hair."

"Since when does the cat lives here?"

"Since always, don't you remember?" Syaoran closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.
"I'll take it as a no then."

"So, I don't remember because?"

"Sakura."

"Where is she?"

"She left two years ago; she took your child with her."

"But…"

"Everyday you seem to get stupider and stupider."

"Did I like her?"

"You loved her! I'm tired of giving out the same answer over and over again."

"Ahhh! My head. It hurts!" Syaoran passed out. He fell into the hard, cold floor. Eriol shakes him gently.

"Syaoran! Oh no not again!"

Syaoran's Vision Mode:

Suddenly he appeared in a huge stage. Millions of people where chanting his name. He grabbed a microphone. The wind waved his hair. Instead of crying he yelled out the name of his mistress.

So many thoughts where crossing in his mind still he managed to continue. "Her lovely shadow was all I had. Her sweet voice is ringing inside of me. Loneliness is my best friend. Love is my enemy. I no longer have a heart; I replaced it with sorrow and sadness." –said Syaoran

After talking Syaoran took a good look at his crowd. Woman's, children's, even grandmothers where chanting his name. An old dude named Yamazaki waved good-bye to him. Syaoran was a bit surprised and annoyed. "Why would he come to this?"- asked Syaoran.

Suddenly the 21 year old ran out of the stage. "Syaoran don't run!"-yelled his fans.

Syaoran was afraid of his actions. His past was full of lies and sexual encounters. His present was full of loneliness. Then out of nowhere a lady with huge glasses and blond hair appeared... It was so sudden yet, he expected her.

"Kiss me!"-commanded Li.

Whiting minutes Syaoran's face was covered with blue lip-stick. He never felt so excited and wanted in his life. His face was flushed. His heart was pounding wildly.

"I love you!"-said the mysterious woman.

"I love you to, Isabel!"-said Syaoran.

Both of them stopped for a moment. They looked into each others faces. Then she said: "Times up!"

"Aww, Isabel please…we haven't had se-"

"Syaoran! Pay me the 1,249.99, NOW! Maybe next time we meet will be able to have some…"

"Fun?"

"Exactly!"

End of vision mode.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"-yelled Syaoran

Syaoran-kun takes a good look at where his staying. "My bedroom"-he whispered. Syaoran drop himself into the floor. Looking straight at the red floor he said: "Why I'm I seeing the future?" Syaoran starts pounding the floor. "Why is Sakura suddenly important in my life? I haven't seen her since…" He bit his lips. "Love of my love, love that can never be. Who knows if she forgot me already. After all more than 10 years has passed." Syaoran gets up from the floor. "She probably is married, a 21 year old married? …it is possible…her beauty can't be ignored." He throws himself into the bed. "I wish to be with her again. But why the meaning of this visions?"

End of first chapter…like it? Please post a reply…thanks for reading! Oh by the way...no Syaoran is no sex adict on the next chapter you will understand!