Hey! This is my first entry and I hope you'll like it. I was actually inspired by a personal experience, but without the sword fights. Well, I know you get what I mean. Anyway, this was just to test (actually) if I would be capable of making a good story.
Please tell me what you think… -_-x
"HEART'S REGRET"
Chapter 1- "New Moments"
The world has changed, completely changed...
Peaceful were the streets of Tokyo, sun blazing at the busy neighborhood. Vendors at the market buzz over their products, encouraging passers-by to buy from them.
"Hey mister! Come, these are freshly harvested vegetables. It's good for you and your girlfriend."
Kenshin stopped by the vendor's booth wearing a puzzled face. Kaoru was just right behind him carrying the food they bought to hold them for the week. She wore her usual yellow kimono and had a blue sash binding her hair. She was clinging on Kenshin's sleeve, afraid that she might get lost in the crowd as they move on inside the market.
The vendor smiled at them, thinking they were a pair. Judging by the looks of things, the way Kaoru was holding on Kenshin, who could blame the innocent man? Kenshin returned his smile, laughing inside of him he said, "Um… I'm sure they're all good, dannasama. I'm sorry but we already have what we need."
"Kenshin, why did you stop all of a sudden? We won't be buying those, we already have more than enough." Kaoru taunted. "Sorry 'bout that Kaoru-dono", Kenshin replied then turning back to the jolly vendor he assured, "Don't worry, I'll be buying from you the next time I go to market." Then both of them left the booth, getting through the bunch of people huddling and shouting at every store, and exited the market.
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"What's your call?"
"Snake eyes!… No… han!" A man with spiky hair was kneeling on his left knee and his right foot was flat on the floor. The tension at the moment rises with every second they wait for the dice to be rolled. Shouts and cheers can be heard in the bar as other drinkers propose another call. Sweat was trickling down the man's head, but he didn't mind. If he wins this, that would be his 5th win in a row which, for him, happens only once in a lifetime.
"So you'll go for han?" the dealer confirmed.
"Hai! Just roll the dices will ya?!" The dealer shook the dices and dropped them just as fast. The place became all so quiet, waiting for the dices to stop. They all watched with wide eyes and shaking cups until it fell on… HAN!
"Yeah!" The people yelled, rocking the place with laughs. The man stood up and collected his winnings with a wide grin on his face.
"Now this is what I call gamble! Better luck next time fellas!" he placed all his money in a sack, stood up and swung it over his shoulder. It rested there just beside the character "evil" at the back of his shirt.
"Uh…gotta go guys! My money needs some adventure across town."
"Hey wait a minute! Aren't you forgetting your friends, Sano?" Kigo, one of his friends yelled out through the rumbling drunkards in the bar. He stood beside another close friend of his as they walked towards Sanosuke.
"Right! Why go so soon? You should learn to share you know, and who are the best people to start with but us?" The other guy sucked up.
"Ha! Forget it, kiss ups! If you want easy money from gambling, I have a tip for you two... try winning. I think that works pretty well." Sano couldn't help but chuckle at his own remark, the two didn't look like they're having fun though. Kigo tilted his head slightly to the left, then he had his right hand scratch the back of his head because of irritation. Just as he did, Sano turned back and motioned towards the door.
"Oh... yeah! Why didn't I think of that?! Thanks for reminding me. I'll make sure I place winning in my schedule!", Kigo told him sarcastically. Sano understood that but didn't look back, or even flinch. His only reaction was an awry smile while he was progressing his pace to the exit. He slid open the door and his red headband fluttered in the wind. He then raised his right hand to wave good bye and went on his way.
"That guy's impossible!..." Kigo's friend couldn't agree more with his commentary. Thinking that it would apparently be a waste of time, they got back inside let the gangster be.
He didn't even mind the prickling heat of the sun on his skin; he just smiled on the thought of what he can do with a lot of money like that. Not long after he started walking down the street did a woman came yelling his name.
"Sano! Sanosuke!!" Sano wasn't sure if he did hear someone calling him so he stopped and tried to listen for another call. "SANO!!" He stumbled to his left, surprised by the loudness of that shout. He glanced at his side and saw a woman panting exactly beside the place where he was standing awhile ago.
"Geez lady! I don't think you really have to do that."
"Oh, sorry! ...was just excited I guess." Sano studied the woman, thinking hard if he knows this girl. As he did so, he started to become aware of how beautiful she was and thought that he shouldn't have talked to her that way. She was wearing a white kimono with scattered Sakura flowers in front and back. Her complexion was fair and her hair was thick, black, and braided from the base of the back of her neck. It rested on until the middle of her back, bound by a gray-colored ribbon. She was carrying two bags at her side and a long light blue shawl hanging on her shoulder, running down her left side. Just by the first look, he could tell she was travelling. Sano cleared his throat, thinking of making a good impression but it looks like the woman already knows him.
"Um.. Forgive me but… do I know you?" He really wanted to make her feel like he remembers her but he can't make himself lie to a woman like her.
"I don't believe you! Don't you remember me?… I see you still haven't changed." She looked a little disappointed that he wasn't able to recognize her but still, she understood. It's been 12 years, after all, since the last day they met.
"Well, not entirely. I recognize your face but I just can't remember you name and…"
"Setsuka!" she interrupted. "Setsuka Deishi".
"Set…su…ka… De.. Oooh! Setsuka! Yes I remember now. You were the girl that constantly gets lost in the sekihoutai's camp. We were best friends together with Tsunan, right?" Sano tried to recall more things about her, but the years seemed to have overlaid them all up. All he can remember was that he had a great interest in her since they were little. She always amazed him in just being her normal self.
"Tadashii!! All right! You remember!" she said happily. "So, how are you? Where's Tsunan now? Where do you live?…" "Whoa! Hold your horses! I can only answer one question at a time. You really did miss me didn't you?", he answered jokingly, not taking seriously what he just said. But to his surprise, SHE did. She dropped her bags with a loud thud and swung her arms around Sanosuke's neck. Sano wasn't able to notice it was coming fast enough to react. Immediately, he felt his face go warmer, blushing darker than ever before in his life.
Setsuka was barely touching the ground because of Sanosuke's tremendous height. He noticed this so he lowered himself for her to settle on the ground and without hesitation, returned her embrace. Her skin is soft, he thought, slowly tightening his embrace as he felt tears dropping down by his shoulder.
"I really did miss you! Both you and Tsunan have always been my only two best friends. I missed you so much." Sano didn't know what to say, although he felt exactly the same way. He just let Setsuka pour it out, and hoping she would take her time. He honestly wanted where he was in right now, feeling his long lost love against him, having known someone really cared for him and the coming realizations that he might still have a chance.
All his flowing thoughts lead him to think about what could have happened to her before she got to Tokyo or how was she right after she left years ago. Judging by the way she acted, she seemed to have gone from something bad and entered once again to freedom and comfort of her friends. Her tears told Sano that something wasn't right. He didn't want to see her in tears as much as he hates to see her hide it inside her. He wanted so much to ask her about it, but their situation convinced him that it was not the right time to do so. Oh Setsuka! What is it that bothers you?
She slowly dropped her arms, running down Sano's shoulder and leaned her head on his chest. She was still crying in his arms though, but was already trying hard to compose herself.
"Setsuka, I missed you too. As a kid, I actually didn't take your departure that well, thinking I'll never see you again. But now that we've finally meet again, we should be celebrating." Sano released her and wiped her tears with his hand.
"Now, dry your tears and smile, all right? Today is going to be a very fine day for you! 'Cause I'm gonna treat you for lunch!" The young woman wasn't sure about that, she was actually embarrassed that Sano would have to spend money for her on their first meeting since they parted. "I don't know Sano. I might just take more of your time than I already have."
"No! Onegai, it's all right." He insisted, offering his hand to her. She nodded and thanked him then placed her hand on his. Sano smiled at her and used his other hand to carry her bags while Setsuka held her shawl on her side. They walked further down the street, passing through slits of shade of trees, just like old times…
"Tsunan! Sano! Stop that already!" a five-year-old girl shouted at the two boys wrestling on the ground. It was already near sunset and the sky illuminated a different shade of orange. They were laughing their hearts out as they roll over each other and struggle to pin the other one down. They barely understood, out of their commotion, what the little girl said next.
"Hey! Cut it out you two! I have to go home now. My Brother must be looking for me!". Finally, the two youngsters got tired and rested side by side. Tsunan was certain he heard her say something but, he didn't know what it was.
"Did you say something Setsuka?" he asked panting hard.
"I said I have to go home now." Feeling a little irritated, stomped her foot as she said that.
"Then go! We're not trying to stop you." He replied. Sanosuke sat up, still panting as he was, and placed his hands on the grass at his back for support.
"Baka! She can't, remember?! She'll get lost in the forest again if she goes alone!" he said, exasperated. "How forgetful can you get, Tsunan?!"
"Oh! Sorry Zen'no no ichi!! I think you forgot to mention that little detail!" he replied. Sano stood up, not minding what his friend just said, and shook off grass from the back of his shirt and pants. He looked up at the sky and turned to look at Setsuka.
"Come on Setsuka, I'll walk you home. Your older brother would probably kill me by now." He grabbed her hand as he started to walk towards the forest, also passing under rows of trees projecting a long shadow across their pathway by the setting sun…
Setsuka stepped out of the Akabeko together with Sanosuke. Sano shouted back at the owner, Tae (pronounced as Tei), while still on the doorstep, "Thanks again!"
"Your welcome! I just hope you'll be paying all of your other meals like this, next time." She replied.
"I'll… work on it!" Sano said scratching the back of his head. Setsuka was laughing at him and he can't help but bow out of embarrassment.
"Cut that out!… You weren't supposed to know that! Let's just go." He started walking with her bags on his side, didn't stop until he felt that she wasn't following. He turned around and saw her smiling at him.
"What now?" he said in a pissed look. Setsuka looked down for a while, hands behind her back, and returned her stare at him. "What's wrong?" he repeated.
"Nothing. It's nothing. I just realized how much we have grown apart, how much we've changed on our own chosen path. You… you clearly have grown quite handsomely well, and you seemed to have changed your ways with people." Sano was flattered by the 'handsomely well' part and hid his blush by facing down and looking from side to side. Her voice rang in her head over and over again, dazing him off for a brief moment from his conscious mind, just before she continued.
"You're different now Sano. You really have changed."
"12 years is a long time you know. A lot of things have shaped me over the years with one person to guide me through the right way. Right now, he has a little bit of a problem with his love-life so as a friend and a man, I'm gonna help him in that department." Setsuka became puzzled by what he was explaining. She didn't have a clue what he was talking about and she didn't think twice in asking…
"Who is this friend of yours and what happened? Do I know him?" she walked nearer so they could talk properly.
"It's a long story. Besides, you probably heard him somewhere before, he's actually quite famous, in a bad way though."
"Oh! Okay."…was all she can say. She walked beside Sano, with the man he was talking about in her head.
"So… where will you be staying?" Setsuka was clearly not paying attention when she said, "Thanks for the meal."
"Huh?" he reacted. "Wha… what are you saying??"
"Oh! Gomen nasai! I didn't understand your question." She smiled at him, leaving Sano with a puzzled face.
"I was asking about where you were you gonna stay."
"Don't worry about that, I rented a room from one of the apartments not far from the Akabeko. If my memory is right, my place would be… just 2 blocks from the restaurant."
She got out a piece of paper with a sketch of the area and confirmed her directions.
"Right! At least my memory's better than Tsunan." At this, Sano laughed a bit. He can still recall the times when Setsuka makes an innocent comment out of nowhere, not realizing it was funny and everyone ends up laughing like a wild hyena.
"Hey, how come you only decided to come back now? Now that 12 years has past, I feared you're never coming back." Setsuka didn't answer right away. She looked down with her smile fading as they continued to walk. Sanosuke looked at her at the corner of his eye, again having doubts of what had happen to her after she left.
"Oh, I just missed you two so much I guess. And it's so nice to be back in my home town." She wore a forced smile, almost as if she was trying to hold something back. Sano noticed this but didn't think it was right to interrogate her until she has spilled out every shard of secret she was hiding. So he just left it at that.
"How 'bout your brother? Where is he?" Sano said, still observing her.
For the second time, she bowed down and got rid of her jolly expression. Now, her hair was foreshadowing her face, making it hard for Sano to see or to know what she was feeling. Setsuka balled her hands into fists then she started to tremble. Sano didn't know why, neither did he know what to do. He kept on thinking what he did wrong, or perhaps something he said. But nothing came to his mind that might have offended her.
"Setsuka? Are…" He wasn't given the chance to finish. It seemed like that was what she was trying to do with her abrupt action. "Look! There's my apartment! C'mon!" Then she broke into a run.
"Wa…wait!"...
What is wrong with her? Why is she acting like this?
I can say she's not telling me something…
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All the while, Kaoru and Kenshin were walking towards the Dojo. Kenshin carried the food they bought by his side and paced with Kaoru's gentle, slow walk. It had an awkward feeling, 2 people walking all alone in the street and not even talking to one another. Well, it was definitely awkward for Kenshin, but for Kaoru, he really wasn't sure anymore. Kaoru was unusually quiet today, not only that, she has been less jolly for the past few days. Not anymore the noisy teenage girl that runs the Dojo, not anymore the sweet lady that used to watch over Kenshin every time she can. Her companions at home all had the same question to the same person...
"Hey Kenshin! What's wrong with Kaoru?" the ex-gangster said.
"Kenshin! What did you do now to busu?!" A ten-year-old boy shouted once Kaoru was not around.
He didn't know whether he should laugh about how the two boys would look at him first regarding Kaoru or be scared that he might really be the reason for such change in her.
Maybe I AM the reason. But what could have I done? Could it be about the vendor a while ago? No. She's not that short-tempered and she could've understood. Oh, if only you know how much I love you and how much I would give anything to see you smile. I'm just afraid that a man like me, with the aura of a killer and hands stained with blood by those whom I have killed, is not fit to be given the love of a pure and beautiful maiden like you. Your presence alone can calm my heart and mind, to know that you're safe and happy satisfies my conscience as well. Right now, one of those things is missing and I feel that it's my job to make them come back and stay. But I'm afraid I don't know how. C'mon Kenshin, think! I know you can't bear looking at her like this! She's sad, can't you see that?! Go talk to her and see what's wrong!..
And with that, he looked at her with observing eyes. He wanted so badly to see once again the energetic, beautiful Kaoru he learned to love, which is now hiding in her beneath that peaceful face. Oh how he would love to embrace her now for she looked so fragile and troubled. He didn't know exactly what to do at the moment. She was looking down the road though she can sense that Kenshin was watching her, but she didn't mind. With Kenshin knowing no particular reason, she sped up her walk and drifted to her thoughts as well...
Kenshin no baka!! You're so insensitive!! I have thrown enough clues for you to see how I really feel for you and yet it seems that you have been putting them all aside! I don't think you consider them as the love that a wife would give to her husband but the kind that is shared with your closest friends. Can you be more blind as not to see that I love you as you are!! You don't have to prove anything. Don't say you don't deserve my love, and I don't want any body else but... you.
Maybe this is all a waste of time, maybe your role in my life will only stop as my closest friend. I have been clinging to your shadow and appeared as your tail for too long now... still nothing changes. As time goes by, my dream is stripping off its hope. It appears that our relationship won't even go near to what my heart aches for, for so long. So if that's the case, I won't let myself suffer anymore. I would willingly go with the course that my life leads me. Then maybe, soon I will find my everlasting happiness...
"Uh... Kaoru-dono... um..." Kenshin felt himself stutter, without a doubt, he thought that if he plans to sort this thing out, this is not the right way to start. But he can't help it. He's nervous, and the way Kaoru snobs him just adds up to the pressure of discouragement.
Oh man! Keep your tongue straight Kenshin!
Before he could even talk any further, Kaoru first of. She was still ahead of him, although she was talking to him, she didn't look at him even the shade of his gi.
"What, Kenshin?! Sorry but I don't think I'm in the mood for any conversation right now. Would you mind if I just go on ahead to the dojo? Thanks! Sumimasen."
Kenshin wasn't able to catch up with her question. He wasn't even able to nod, just a small act of reaching out to her before she took off was all he could do.
"Kaoru...-dono..."
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They entered the Rakuen Inn, a new inn in town. Together with the close distance to the Akabeko, this newly built inn became the most visited one. It could accommodate, more or less, about 60 people. They have thirty rooms unlike the others, which only have around twenty. Its rise became widespread because of its services and comforting atmosphere, so it would most likely be buzzing with people.
"Konnichiwa!! I'm here for a room." Setsuka said. The owner got out from the back, maybe just checking the kitchen or something. Although he was kind of aged, he run a very respectable inn.
"Konnichiwa, pretty lady! What can I do for you?" the owner replied with a smile.
"I'm here for a room. My friend stopped by here before he left, about last week, and he asked for a room for me. He said you'd be expecting me." The old man tried to recall any said event that happened and not long did he remember having encountered her friend.
"Oh! Omoidasu! You are... Deishi-san, if my memory is right. Your friend did come by here about last week, he's Reko-san right?" the man asked, fixing his eyeglasses.
"Hai, dannasama. You're correct." She answered with a wide smile. By her side was Sano, still patiently waiting for them. He was carrying her large luggage, although he doesn't seem to be having a hard time. Actually, Sanosuke was having a considerably good afternoon just watching Setsuka talk and smile and, frankly, everything she does.
"Daijobu. I'll go tidy up your room."
"Arigatou!" Setsuka bowed down and motioned to Sanosuke to settle her bags by the corner.
"Oh... will your boyfriend be staying with you in your room? We have extra futons."
"Wha... what?!!" Setsuka and Sano turned red almost at the same time. Sano didn't know what to say. He slightly faced his right side while Setsuka faced her left. They were looking opposite the other, both uncomfortable at the moment and drifting to their own thoughts. How Sano wished that what he said could be true but it was clear to him that it'll just be a dream. Time might have lead her to lend her heart to another man, but he really wasn't sure. He doesn't plan to let his feelings show, not now. On the other hand, Setsuka wasn't taking it that seriously. She was thinking that it was just some misunderstanding, and she assumed that Sano thinks the same.
"N...no, dannasama! We're just friends... a...and he won't be staying with me." She tried to regain their calm atmosphere by putting up a smile to the old man and to Sanosuke.
"...ne? Sano?" Setsuka continued.
"Yeah. We're just close friends." He said as he turned again to the owner. The man smiled at them both then turned his back to the other cabinet on the wall behind him. It looked like storage of futons and pillows. It's not that easy to recognize since there are only few left.
"Hodo-sama! Would you come over here for a moment?" A voice came from behind the curtains beside the cabinet.
"Uh... sumimasen. Would you mind if I take care of this for a while, missy?" the man asked, putting down the futon.
"Not at all. I'm in no hurry, please take your time." Setsuka pointed a supine hand towards the door behind him to encourage the man to go.
"Arigatou. This will just be a minute." Then Sano and Setsuka watched him until he was out of sight. Setsuka brought about a sigh, understanding clearly her surroundings.
"Oh good! This place is crowded." Setsuka said, breaking their silence.
"What made you think that?" Sano felt a little curiosity climbing up his spine.
"Well that's obvious! There aren't that much futons left in their storage, meaning they have lots of guests in here. And considering the 8 futons to be washed in that basket, there could at least be 45 people occupying the rooms. Besides, there are a bunch of slippers by the door, anyone could've seen that since it's out in the open. Not to mention their qualities! Did you know that this place was known faster than any Inn in town? They are complete in facilities, their location's all good and that's what made lots of people come here everyday...."
As Setsuka continues further into a discussion, Sanosuke grew more suspicious. He listened carefully until she was going deeper into more detailed lecture about the inn. It seemed that she knows everything about it.
What is she saying? How could she know all about this? I'm sure that all she said in the beginning was amazing, 'cause it's hard to make conclusions that fast, but it's practically unnecessary. Who would care if there were lots of people here as long as you get a room, anyway? And I didn't even glanced at the basket...
"How do you know all that? It seems like you've been here before." Setsuka was cut off. She tried to catch her breath after all that talking then saw Sanosuke looking at her with a very puzzled face. She blinked a few times as she thought of what she was saying a while ago.
Shit! I said too much! I shouldn't have let myself get carried away! Damn! Could he have noticed? What could he be thinking right now? I guess I have to try a little harder not to spill the beans next time, I won't let anyone get involved anymore. I'll stick to keeping a low profile then maybe he'll get off my tail..
"Huh?.. Oh no, no, no. This is the first time I got here. My friends told me a lot about this place, they were even the ones to recommend this to me." She felt relief escaping in a sigh, now that she has stabled herself through a lie. With her nervousness dissipating, she leaned her weight onto the wall beside her. But her fear didn't end there, as she leaned to the wall, a sound of metal clicking was heard under her shawl.
"What was that?" Sano asked. Setsuka tighten her hold on her shawl while still looking at him.
"That's probably just my coins or something."
"Okay, if you say so... Are you all right? You look pale." Sano tried to touch her face but she held his hand down.
"Daijobu. Don't worry about me, I feel fine", She calmly said.
Moments later, the old man showed up and caught at once their attention. He nodded to them and gathered the futon and pillow she will be using.
"C'mon, this way Setsuna-san." Setsuka was surprised about what he said. She stopped suddenly and so did Sano. Both of them knew it was her brother's name.
"Sumimasen, but how do you know that name?" she asked looking straight to the owner's eyes.
"Why, that's your name ne?"
"My name is Setsuka, dannasama. Setsuna is someone else." She clarified. The owner's face was then erased off of its smile. He exhaled loudly as he looked down and set the futon back on the table.
"If what you're saying is true, I can't accept you then. I'm really sorry, but Setsuna-san is supposed to occupy the room. We can't afford to disappoint even one customer. And I'm afraid we don't have any rooms left", he felt sorry for the young lady. He said sorry once again, returned the futons and went in the back door.
Setsuka exhaled with exasperation. Deep inside her, cursing Reko for his mistake.
I bet he did this on purpose. Saying my brother's name rather than mine. He better not let me see him or I'll make him pay. Dammit! I'm way out of line here, this is big trouble for me. Still, I must do everything to protect my brother.
"Don't worry about this. All problems have an answer and yours is the Kamiya Dojo", Sano smiled. He got her things and turned back to her.
"Kamiya... dojo?" she curiously replied, following Sano to the door.
"Yeah! That's where my friends live. Actually, they're like my second family. You could stay there if you like. They are only three in that place and I'm sure they'd like more company. I live not far from there so I stop by everyday..."
"For food, I'd say..." she let out a slyly grim at him, looking at Sano from the side.
"Huh! Lucky guess", he fought back. But the short moment of amusement slowly disappeared with the realization that Setsuka still isn't certain whether not to accept the offer.
"I...I don't know Sano. If they require company, I don't think I would be suited for that. I'm not that sociable after all and trouble seems to come to me wherever I go. I think I'll just find another inn."
"Don't be silly Setsuka! My friends are very compassionate and they'll accept anyone, no matter who it is, as long as they are of no threat to anyone. And if you worry about trouble, I don't think it would be serious enough for 3 swordsmen to be defeated." He placed down one of her bags so that he could use his right hand. He then gently raised Setuka's head to look at him in the eyes. All the while, she has her thoughts on agreeing to go. Now that she knew there were three swordsmen in the dojo, she thought she'd be safe there for a while.
"I assure you, nothing will happen to you. One of them is a legend, one of the best swordsmen in Japan. I'm sure you'll recognize him when you see him. The other two are a teacher of the Kamiya Kashin and a student. C'mon! What d'you say?" He removed his hand from her chin and waited for an answer.
"All right. But you'll never know when I might hit the road again." And with that, Sano's expression returned glad.
"Let's just hope you never have to." Sano blinked at her as he said so. She was flattered by Sano's sweet talk but didn't let him see her face turn pink. She smiled inside her and hoped that what Sano said could be true.
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Author's note: Hey guys! So what d'you think? I know the first chapter is far from the summary but that's part of what I plan you to see… particularly how things slowly change. Please be gentle… I didn't have anyone's opinion after I made this so I literally made it myself. I'll do the rest based on what your comments are. You just tell me if I should go on. Thanks…
Please tell me what you think… -_-x
"HEART'S REGRET"
Chapter 1- "New Moments"
The world has changed, completely changed...
Peaceful were the streets of Tokyo, sun blazing at the busy neighborhood. Vendors at the market buzz over their products, encouraging passers-by to buy from them.
"Hey mister! Come, these are freshly harvested vegetables. It's good for you and your girlfriend."
Kenshin stopped by the vendor's booth wearing a puzzled face. Kaoru was just right behind him carrying the food they bought to hold them for the week. She wore her usual yellow kimono and had a blue sash binding her hair. She was clinging on Kenshin's sleeve, afraid that she might get lost in the crowd as they move on inside the market.
The vendor smiled at them, thinking they were a pair. Judging by the looks of things, the way Kaoru was holding on Kenshin, who could blame the innocent man? Kenshin returned his smile, laughing inside of him he said, "Um… I'm sure they're all good, dannasama. I'm sorry but we already have what we need."
"Kenshin, why did you stop all of a sudden? We won't be buying those, we already have more than enough." Kaoru taunted. "Sorry 'bout that Kaoru-dono", Kenshin replied then turning back to the jolly vendor he assured, "Don't worry, I'll be buying from you the next time I go to market." Then both of them left the booth, getting through the bunch of people huddling and shouting at every store, and exited the market.
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"What's your call?"
"Snake eyes!… No… han!" A man with spiky hair was kneeling on his left knee and his right foot was flat on the floor. The tension at the moment rises with every second they wait for the dice to be rolled. Shouts and cheers can be heard in the bar as other drinkers propose another call. Sweat was trickling down the man's head, but he didn't mind. If he wins this, that would be his 5th win in a row which, for him, happens only once in a lifetime.
"So you'll go for han?" the dealer confirmed.
"Hai! Just roll the dices will ya?!" The dealer shook the dices and dropped them just as fast. The place became all so quiet, waiting for the dices to stop. They all watched with wide eyes and shaking cups until it fell on… HAN!
"Yeah!" The people yelled, rocking the place with laughs. The man stood up and collected his winnings with a wide grin on his face.
"Now this is what I call gamble! Better luck next time fellas!" he placed all his money in a sack, stood up and swung it over his shoulder. It rested there just beside the character "evil" at the back of his shirt.
"Uh…gotta go guys! My money needs some adventure across town."
"Hey wait a minute! Aren't you forgetting your friends, Sano?" Kigo, one of his friends yelled out through the rumbling drunkards in the bar. He stood beside another close friend of his as they walked towards Sanosuke.
"Right! Why go so soon? You should learn to share you know, and who are the best people to start with but us?" The other guy sucked up.
"Ha! Forget it, kiss ups! If you want easy money from gambling, I have a tip for you two... try winning. I think that works pretty well." Sano couldn't help but chuckle at his own remark, the two didn't look like they're having fun though. Kigo tilted his head slightly to the left, then he had his right hand scratch the back of his head because of irritation. Just as he did, Sano turned back and motioned towards the door.
"Oh... yeah! Why didn't I think of that?! Thanks for reminding me. I'll make sure I place winning in my schedule!", Kigo told him sarcastically. Sano understood that but didn't look back, or even flinch. His only reaction was an awry smile while he was progressing his pace to the exit. He slid open the door and his red headband fluttered in the wind. He then raised his right hand to wave good bye and went on his way.
"That guy's impossible!..." Kigo's friend couldn't agree more with his commentary. Thinking that it would apparently be a waste of time, they got back inside let the gangster be.
He didn't even mind the prickling heat of the sun on his skin; he just smiled on the thought of what he can do with a lot of money like that. Not long after he started walking down the street did a woman came yelling his name.
"Sano! Sanosuke!!" Sano wasn't sure if he did hear someone calling him so he stopped and tried to listen for another call. "SANO!!" He stumbled to his left, surprised by the loudness of that shout. He glanced at his side and saw a woman panting exactly beside the place where he was standing awhile ago.
"Geez lady! I don't think you really have to do that."
"Oh, sorry! ...was just excited I guess." Sano studied the woman, thinking hard if he knows this girl. As he did so, he started to become aware of how beautiful she was and thought that he shouldn't have talked to her that way. She was wearing a white kimono with scattered Sakura flowers in front and back. Her complexion was fair and her hair was thick, black, and braided from the base of the back of her neck. It rested on until the middle of her back, bound by a gray-colored ribbon. She was carrying two bags at her side and a long light blue shawl hanging on her shoulder, running down her left side. Just by the first look, he could tell she was travelling. Sano cleared his throat, thinking of making a good impression but it looks like the woman already knows him.
"Um.. Forgive me but… do I know you?" He really wanted to make her feel like he remembers her but he can't make himself lie to a woman like her.
"I don't believe you! Don't you remember me?… I see you still haven't changed." She looked a little disappointed that he wasn't able to recognize her but still, she understood. It's been 12 years, after all, since the last day they met.
"Well, not entirely. I recognize your face but I just can't remember you name and…"
"Setsuka!" she interrupted. "Setsuka Deishi".
"Set…su…ka… De.. Oooh! Setsuka! Yes I remember now. You were the girl that constantly gets lost in the sekihoutai's camp. We were best friends together with Tsunan, right?" Sano tried to recall more things about her, but the years seemed to have overlaid them all up. All he can remember was that he had a great interest in her since they were little. She always amazed him in just being her normal self.
"Tadashii!! All right! You remember!" she said happily. "So, how are you? Where's Tsunan now? Where do you live?…" "Whoa! Hold your horses! I can only answer one question at a time. You really did miss me didn't you?", he answered jokingly, not taking seriously what he just said. But to his surprise, SHE did. She dropped her bags with a loud thud and swung her arms around Sanosuke's neck. Sano wasn't able to notice it was coming fast enough to react. Immediately, he felt his face go warmer, blushing darker than ever before in his life.
Setsuka was barely touching the ground because of Sanosuke's tremendous height. He noticed this so he lowered himself for her to settle on the ground and without hesitation, returned her embrace. Her skin is soft, he thought, slowly tightening his embrace as he felt tears dropping down by his shoulder.
"I really did miss you! Both you and Tsunan have always been my only two best friends. I missed you so much." Sano didn't know what to say, although he felt exactly the same way. He just let Setsuka pour it out, and hoping she would take her time. He honestly wanted where he was in right now, feeling his long lost love against him, having known someone really cared for him and the coming realizations that he might still have a chance.
All his flowing thoughts lead him to think about what could have happened to her before she got to Tokyo or how was she right after she left years ago. Judging by the way she acted, she seemed to have gone from something bad and entered once again to freedom and comfort of her friends. Her tears told Sano that something wasn't right. He didn't want to see her in tears as much as he hates to see her hide it inside her. He wanted so much to ask her about it, but their situation convinced him that it was not the right time to do so. Oh Setsuka! What is it that bothers you?
She slowly dropped her arms, running down Sano's shoulder and leaned her head on his chest. She was still crying in his arms though, but was already trying hard to compose herself.
"Setsuka, I missed you too. As a kid, I actually didn't take your departure that well, thinking I'll never see you again. But now that we've finally meet again, we should be celebrating." Sano released her and wiped her tears with his hand.
"Now, dry your tears and smile, all right? Today is going to be a very fine day for you! 'Cause I'm gonna treat you for lunch!" The young woman wasn't sure about that, she was actually embarrassed that Sano would have to spend money for her on their first meeting since they parted. "I don't know Sano. I might just take more of your time than I already have."
"No! Onegai, it's all right." He insisted, offering his hand to her. She nodded and thanked him then placed her hand on his. Sano smiled at her and used his other hand to carry her bags while Setsuka held her shawl on her side. They walked further down the street, passing through slits of shade of trees, just like old times…
"Tsunan! Sano! Stop that already!" a five-year-old girl shouted at the two boys wrestling on the ground. It was already near sunset and the sky illuminated a different shade of orange. They were laughing their hearts out as they roll over each other and struggle to pin the other one down. They barely understood, out of their commotion, what the little girl said next.
"Hey! Cut it out you two! I have to go home now. My Brother must be looking for me!". Finally, the two youngsters got tired and rested side by side. Tsunan was certain he heard her say something but, he didn't know what it was.
"Did you say something Setsuka?" he asked panting hard.
"I said I have to go home now." Feeling a little irritated, stomped her foot as she said that.
"Then go! We're not trying to stop you." He replied. Sanosuke sat up, still panting as he was, and placed his hands on the grass at his back for support.
"Baka! She can't, remember?! She'll get lost in the forest again if she goes alone!" he said, exasperated. "How forgetful can you get, Tsunan?!"
"Oh! Sorry Zen'no no ichi!! I think you forgot to mention that little detail!" he replied. Sano stood up, not minding what his friend just said, and shook off grass from the back of his shirt and pants. He looked up at the sky and turned to look at Setsuka.
"Come on Setsuka, I'll walk you home. Your older brother would probably kill me by now." He grabbed her hand as he started to walk towards the forest, also passing under rows of trees projecting a long shadow across their pathway by the setting sun…
Setsuka stepped out of the Akabeko together with Sanosuke. Sano shouted back at the owner, Tae (pronounced as Tei), while still on the doorstep, "Thanks again!"
"Your welcome! I just hope you'll be paying all of your other meals like this, next time." She replied.
"I'll… work on it!" Sano said scratching the back of his head. Setsuka was laughing at him and he can't help but bow out of embarrassment.
"Cut that out!… You weren't supposed to know that! Let's just go." He started walking with her bags on his side, didn't stop until he felt that she wasn't following. He turned around and saw her smiling at him.
"What now?" he said in a pissed look. Setsuka looked down for a while, hands behind her back, and returned her stare at him. "What's wrong?" he repeated.
"Nothing. It's nothing. I just realized how much we have grown apart, how much we've changed on our own chosen path. You… you clearly have grown quite handsomely well, and you seemed to have changed your ways with people." Sano was flattered by the 'handsomely well' part and hid his blush by facing down and looking from side to side. Her voice rang in her head over and over again, dazing him off for a brief moment from his conscious mind, just before she continued.
"You're different now Sano. You really have changed."
"12 years is a long time you know. A lot of things have shaped me over the years with one person to guide me through the right way. Right now, he has a little bit of a problem with his love-life so as a friend and a man, I'm gonna help him in that department." Setsuka became puzzled by what he was explaining. She didn't have a clue what he was talking about and she didn't think twice in asking…
"Who is this friend of yours and what happened? Do I know him?" she walked nearer so they could talk properly.
"It's a long story. Besides, you probably heard him somewhere before, he's actually quite famous, in a bad way though."
"Oh! Okay."…was all she can say. She walked beside Sano, with the man he was talking about in her head.
"So… where will you be staying?" Setsuka was clearly not paying attention when she said, "Thanks for the meal."
"Huh?" he reacted. "Wha… what are you saying??"
"Oh! Gomen nasai! I didn't understand your question." She smiled at him, leaving Sano with a puzzled face.
"I was asking about where you were you gonna stay."
"Don't worry about that, I rented a room from one of the apartments not far from the Akabeko. If my memory is right, my place would be… just 2 blocks from the restaurant."
She got out a piece of paper with a sketch of the area and confirmed her directions.
"Right! At least my memory's better than Tsunan." At this, Sano laughed a bit. He can still recall the times when Setsuka makes an innocent comment out of nowhere, not realizing it was funny and everyone ends up laughing like a wild hyena.
"Hey, how come you only decided to come back now? Now that 12 years has past, I feared you're never coming back." Setsuka didn't answer right away. She looked down with her smile fading as they continued to walk. Sanosuke looked at her at the corner of his eye, again having doubts of what had happen to her after she left.
"Oh, I just missed you two so much I guess. And it's so nice to be back in my home town." She wore a forced smile, almost as if she was trying to hold something back. Sano noticed this but didn't think it was right to interrogate her until she has spilled out every shard of secret she was hiding. So he just left it at that.
"How 'bout your brother? Where is he?" Sano said, still observing her.
For the second time, she bowed down and got rid of her jolly expression. Now, her hair was foreshadowing her face, making it hard for Sano to see or to know what she was feeling. Setsuka balled her hands into fists then she started to tremble. Sano didn't know why, neither did he know what to do. He kept on thinking what he did wrong, or perhaps something he said. But nothing came to his mind that might have offended her.
"Setsuka? Are…" He wasn't given the chance to finish. It seemed like that was what she was trying to do with her abrupt action. "Look! There's my apartment! C'mon!" Then she broke into a run.
"Wa…wait!"...
What is wrong with her? Why is she acting like this?
I can say she's not telling me something…
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All the while, Kaoru and Kenshin were walking towards the Dojo. Kenshin carried the food they bought by his side and paced with Kaoru's gentle, slow walk. It had an awkward feeling, 2 people walking all alone in the street and not even talking to one another. Well, it was definitely awkward for Kenshin, but for Kaoru, he really wasn't sure anymore. Kaoru was unusually quiet today, not only that, she has been less jolly for the past few days. Not anymore the noisy teenage girl that runs the Dojo, not anymore the sweet lady that used to watch over Kenshin every time she can. Her companions at home all had the same question to the same person...
"Hey Kenshin! What's wrong with Kaoru?" the ex-gangster said.
"Kenshin! What did you do now to busu?!" A ten-year-old boy shouted once Kaoru was not around.
He didn't know whether he should laugh about how the two boys would look at him first regarding Kaoru or be scared that he might really be the reason for such change in her.
Maybe I AM the reason. But what could have I done? Could it be about the vendor a while ago? No. She's not that short-tempered and she could've understood. Oh, if only you know how much I love you and how much I would give anything to see you smile. I'm just afraid that a man like me, with the aura of a killer and hands stained with blood by those whom I have killed, is not fit to be given the love of a pure and beautiful maiden like you. Your presence alone can calm my heart and mind, to know that you're safe and happy satisfies my conscience as well. Right now, one of those things is missing and I feel that it's my job to make them come back and stay. But I'm afraid I don't know how. C'mon Kenshin, think! I know you can't bear looking at her like this! She's sad, can't you see that?! Go talk to her and see what's wrong!..
And with that, he looked at her with observing eyes. He wanted so badly to see once again the energetic, beautiful Kaoru he learned to love, which is now hiding in her beneath that peaceful face. Oh how he would love to embrace her now for she looked so fragile and troubled. He didn't know exactly what to do at the moment. She was looking down the road though she can sense that Kenshin was watching her, but she didn't mind. With Kenshin knowing no particular reason, she sped up her walk and drifted to her thoughts as well...
Kenshin no baka!! You're so insensitive!! I have thrown enough clues for you to see how I really feel for you and yet it seems that you have been putting them all aside! I don't think you consider them as the love that a wife would give to her husband but the kind that is shared with your closest friends. Can you be more blind as not to see that I love you as you are!! You don't have to prove anything. Don't say you don't deserve my love, and I don't want any body else but... you.
Maybe this is all a waste of time, maybe your role in my life will only stop as my closest friend. I have been clinging to your shadow and appeared as your tail for too long now... still nothing changes. As time goes by, my dream is stripping off its hope. It appears that our relationship won't even go near to what my heart aches for, for so long. So if that's the case, I won't let myself suffer anymore. I would willingly go with the course that my life leads me. Then maybe, soon I will find my everlasting happiness...
"Uh... Kaoru-dono... um..." Kenshin felt himself stutter, without a doubt, he thought that if he plans to sort this thing out, this is not the right way to start. But he can't help it. He's nervous, and the way Kaoru snobs him just adds up to the pressure of discouragement.
Oh man! Keep your tongue straight Kenshin!
Before he could even talk any further, Kaoru first of. She was still ahead of him, although she was talking to him, she didn't look at him even the shade of his gi.
"What, Kenshin?! Sorry but I don't think I'm in the mood for any conversation right now. Would you mind if I just go on ahead to the dojo? Thanks! Sumimasen."
Kenshin wasn't able to catch up with her question. He wasn't even able to nod, just a small act of reaching out to her before she took off was all he could do.
"Kaoru...-dono..."
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They entered the Rakuen Inn, a new inn in town. Together with the close distance to the Akabeko, this newly built inn became the most visited one. It could accommodate, more or less, about 60 people. They have thirty rooms unlike the others, which only have around twenty. Its rise became widespread because of its services and comforting atmosphere, so it would most likely be buzzing with people.
"Konnichiwa!! I'm here for a room." Setsuka said. The owner got out from the back, maybe just checking the kitchen or something. Although he was kind of aged, he run a very respectable inn.
"Konnichiwa, pretty lady! What can I do for you?" the owner replied with a smile.
"I'm here for a room. My friend stopped by here before he left, about last week, and he asked for a room for me. He said you'd be expecting me." The old man tried to recall any said event that happened and not long did he remember having encountered her friend.
"Oh! Omoidasu! You are... Deishi-san, if my memory is right. Your friend did come by here about last week, he's Reko-san right?" the man asked, fixing his eyeglasses.
"Hai, dannasama. You're correct." She answered with a wide smile. By her side was Sano, still patiently waiting for them. He was carrying her large luggage, although he doesn't seem to be having a hard time. Actually, Sanosuke was having a considerably good afternoon just watching Setsuka talk and smile and, frankly, everything she does.
"Daijobu. I'll go tidy up your room."
"Arigatou!" Setsuka bowed down and motioned to Sanosuke to settle her bags by the corner.
"Oh... will your boyfriend be staying with you in your room? We have extra futons."
"Wha... what?!!" Setsuka and Sano turned red almost at the same time. Sano didn't know what to say. He slightly faced his right side while Setsuka faced her left. They were looking opposite the other, both uncomfortable at the moment and drifting to their own thoughts. How Sano wished that what he said could be true but it was clear to him that it'll just be a dream. Time might have lead her to lend her heart to another man, but he really wasn't sure. He doesn't plan to let his feelings show, not now. On the other hand, Setsuka wasn't taking it that seriously. She was thinking that it was just some misunderstanding, and she assumed that Sano thinks the same.
"N...no, dannasama! We're just friends... a...and he won't be staying with me." She tried to regain their calm atmosphere by putting up a smile to the old man and to Sanosuke.
"...ne? Sano?" Setsuka continued.
"Yeah. We're just close friends." He said as he turned again to the owner. The man smiled at them both then turned his back to the other cabinet on the wall behind him. It looked like storage of futons and pillows. It's not that easy to recognize since there are only few left.
"Hodo-sama! Would you come over here for a moment?" A voice came from behind the curtains beside the cabinet.
"Uh... sumimasen. Would you mind if I take care of this for a while, missy?" the man asked, putting down the futon.
"Not at all. I'm in no hurry, please take your time." Setsuka pointed a supine hand towards the door behind him to encourage the man to go.
"Arigatou. This will just be a minute." Then Sano and Setsuka watched him until he was out of sight. Setsuka brought about a sigh, understanding clearly her surroundings.
"Oh good! This place is crowded." Setsuka said, breaking their silence.
"What made you think that?" Sano felt a little curiosity climbing up his spine.
"Well that's obvious! There aren't that much futons left in their storage, meaning they have lots of guests in here. And considering the 8 futons to be washed in that basket, there could at least be 45 people occupying the rooms. Besides, there are a bunch of slippers by the door, anyone could've seen that since it's out in the open. Not to mention their qualities! Did you know that this place was known faster than any Inn in town? They are complete in facilities, their location's all good and that's what made lots of people come here everyday...."
As Setsuka continues further into a discussion, Sanosuke grew more suspicious. He listened carefully until she was going deeper into more detailed lecture about the inn. It seemed that she knows everything about it.
What is she saying? How could she know all about this? I'm sure that all she said in the beginning was amazing, 'cause it's hard to make conclusions that fast, but it's practically unnecessary. Who would care if there were lots of people here as long as you get a room, anyway? And I didn't even glanced at the basket...
"How do you know all that? It seems like you've been here before." Setsuka was cut off. She tried to catch her breath after all that talking then saw Sanosuke looking at her with a very puzzled face. She blinked a few times as she thought of what she was saying a while ago.
Shit! I said too much! I shouldn't have let myself get carried away! Damn! Could he have noticed? What could he be thinking right now? I guess I have to try a little harder not to spill the beans next time, I won't let anyone get involved anymore. I'll stick to keeping a low profile then maybe he'll get off my tail..
"Huh?.. Oh no, no, no. This is the first time I got here. My friends told me a lot about this place, they were even the ones to recommend this to me." She felt relief escaping in a sigh, now that she has stabled herself through a lie. With her nervousness dissipating, she leaned her weight onto the wall beside her. But her fear didn't end there, as she leaned to the wall, a sound of metal clicking was heard under her shawl.
"What was that?" Sano asked. Setsuka tighten her hold on her shawl while still looking at him.
"That's probably just my coins or something."
"Okay, if you say so... Are you all right? You look pale." Sano tried to touch her face but she held his hand down.
"Daijobu. Don't worry about me, I feel fine", She calmly said.
Moments later, the old man showed up and caught at once their attention. He nodded to them and gathered the futon and pillow she will be using.
"C'mon, this way Setsuna-san." Setsuka was surprised about what he said. She stopped suddenly and so did Sano. Both of them knew it was her brother's name.
"Sumimasen, but how do you know that name?" she asked looking straight to the owner's eyes.
"Why, that's your name ne?"
"My name is Setsuka, dannasama. Setsuna is someone else." She clarified. The owner's face was then erased off of its smile. He exhaled loudly as he looked down and set the futon back on the table.
"If what you're saying is true, I can't accept you then. I'm really sorry, but Setsuna-san is supposed to occupy the room. We can't afford to disappoint even one customer. And I'm afraid we don't have any rooms left", he felt sorry for the young lady. He said sorry once again, returned the futons and went in the back door.
Setsuka exhaled with exasperation. Deep inside her, cursing Reko for his mistake.
I bet he did this on purpose. Saying my brother's name rather than mine. He better not let me see him or I'll make him pay. Dammit! I'm way out of line here, this is big trouble for me. Still, I must do everything to protect my brother.
"Don't worry about this. All problems have an answer and yours is the Kamiya Dojo", Sano smiled. He got her things and turned back to her.
"Kamiya... dojo?" she curiously replied, following Sano to the door.
"Yeah! That's where my friends live. Actually, they're like my second family. You could stay there if you like. They are only three in that place and I'm sure they'd like more company. I live not far from there so I stop by everyday..."
"For food, I'd say..." she let out a slyly grim at him, looking at Sano from the side.
"Huh! Lucky guess", he fought back. But the short moment of amusement slowly disappeared with the realization that Setsuka still isn't certain whether not to accept the offer.
"I...I don't know Sano. If they require company, I don't think I would be suited for that. I'm not that sociable after all and trouble seems to come to me wherever I go. I think I'll just find another inn."
"Don't be silly Setsuka! My friends are very compassionate and they'll accept anyone, no matter who it is, as long as they are of no threat to anyone. And if you worry about trouble, I don't think it would be serious enough for 3 swordsmen to be defeated." He placed down one of her bags so that he could use his right hand. He then gently raised Setuka's head to look at him in the eyes. All the while, she has her thoughts on agreeing to go. Now that she knew there were three swordsmen in the dojo, she thought she'd be safe there for a while.
"I assure you, nothing will happen to you. One of them is a legend, one of the best swordsmen in Japan. I'm sure you'll recognize him when you see him. The other two are a teacher of the Kamiya Kashin and a student. C'mon! What d'you say?" He removed his hand from her chin and waited for an answer.
"All right. But you'll never know when I might hit the road again." And with that, Sano's expression returned glad.
"Let's just hope you never have to." Sano blinked at her as he said so. She was flattered by Sano's sweet talk but didn't let him see her face turn pink. She smiled inside her and hoped that what Sano said could be true.
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Author's note: Hey guys! So what d'you think? I know the first chapter is far from the summary but that's part of what I plan you to see… particularly how things slowly change. Please be gentle… I didn't have anyone's opinion after I made this so I literally made it myself. I'll do the rest based on what your comments are. You just tell me if I should go on. Thanks…