The grass beneath my fingertips, a reminder of my fate
Soaks through my skin into my core as I taste my hate
The waters that take over me could never wash the pain away
If only I could breathe again, one breath left astray
My heart beat shatters ripping at the seams
Within me my body rages suppressing jagged screams
Lonely can't begin to describe it, gone without a prayer
For I am lost without him, broken beyond compare
Tears proceed down my face with every step he takes
For every shallow footstep my heart divides and breaks
It pains me to remember those three words that prevailed above the blue
Were the ones I lived my life for when whispered "I love you"
I know now that his love for me was betrayal within a lie
But for as long as I live this feeble life this ache will never die
So as my tears stain the earth my defenses sink and low
Because within my heart I know that I could never let him go