MERCEDES' POV

Today has been so stressful and I have no idea why. But there is someone who always makes my day. You might wonder if it is my loveable Kurt, sadly it isn't. He's at Dalton academy, since Karofsky is a threat to him, I mean the dude is crazy. I saw him turn the corner to his classes, and I'm lucky I have him for almost everyone, but he doesn't notice me, he sits in the front and I sit in the back.

He's a football player, incredibly gorgeous, and he's dating the most obvious girl every football player has dated. Quinn Fabray. It didn't surprise me when they sang Lucky together in class, especially when I saw them make out on the hall during the week before we left for Christmas break. Yes, it's Sam Evans. But can I help myself? Not really, I mean the white boy is a god. But hey, he has his goddess, and he seems happy, so I can't really say much.

I went to the library to get some quiet and peace. I haven't really had some study time to myself. I've been helping people with Spanish tutoring, one of those people is Sam Evans, and you can imagine the excitement I get inside when I see him. As I turned to a corner to get a book I had saves, when I heard someone.

"I offer my services as a mistress." What? Is that Santana? Who is she with? I peeked through a small opening and saw Sam with her. Whoa! Sam? She's with Sam? I hid myself well behind the bookshelf, trying not to be seen. What was she doing? Did I hear her right?

"I'm dating Quinn." Santana roller her eyes and leaned in more into Sam.

"And this just in? She cheated on you, with custard nipples." Finn? Quinn had cheated in Sam with Finn?

"No she didn't." I saw Sam trying to deny something that maybe in the end, probably was true. Poor Sam, he really loved Quinn, but it doesn't surprise me Quinn cheated.

I dropped my book from my hand, which made a lour rough noise. Which got Sam and Santana's attention.

"Wheezy? What are you doing?" I grabbed the book, groaned in defeat from being caught, and I walked to meet them. Once Sam saw me, he grew big smile, a smile he had when he looked at Quinn. Wasn't the boy just grieving at what had been done to him? Why is he smiling at me like that?

"I was…uh…looking for a book. What…what are you guys up to?" I asked as Sam's smile disappeared and turn his back towards me to face Santana.

"I'm dating Santana." I saw as Santana's face started to form an evil grin. My heart…felt broken. But why? Why was I dieing inside?

"What? I thought Sam…you're dating Quinn." I was perfectly fine with Sam dating Quinn, but not Santana, I mean out of all of the girls at this school, he goes for Santana. My voice was cracking as I asked him the question. Santana gave me a confused look like saying, "what bit your ass?"

"She cheated on my with Finn. I don't want any part of her." I sighed and tried to prevent a tear from falling down my face.

"So, you are willing to date Satan?" Santana got pissed, but I didn't mean it like that, it slipped.

"Excuse me?" She stood up from the seat, and Sam had to come between us to prevent her from doing anything stupid.

"No Santana, I didn't mean it like that. Look, do whatever you guys want, in the end it's none of my business."

"Exactly." Santana had her hands on her hips and then crossed them across her chest.

"I just-" I looked at Sam who looked concerned. I looked down, then felt my arm wet, a tear managed to fall from my eyes. Crap.

"Mercedes?" I looked up to Sam with tears falling form my eyes. What the hell is the matter with me? Sam stepped away from Santana and started walking towards me, but I backed away from him.

I stormed out of the library and headed to the choir room. I needed to cry, I couldn't believe that I am crying! Mercedes Jones! God! I'm going soft. '

I grabbed my stomach and muffled my cries with my right arm. I bend down on my knees, and grabbed my face and continued crying. Why Santana? I just couldn't wrap my head around that. My hair covered my face, and I hated that feeling. I moved my hair out of my face and went towards the piano, and started playing random chords. I placed my hands on my cheeks and I couldn't stop the tears from falling down.

I took a deep breath, and looked at the ceiling.

"Mercy?" I looked straight ahead at the person who said my nickname.

"Oh…it's you."

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