•-• hello ppl this is my 2nd fanfic. So it not might not be the best sry about that. Pls review. I don't own maid sama which is sad in my case.

Regrets

You told me that you loved me. Every time you did I rejected you. Then one day I told you to get out of my life. You were a nobody, a mistake, why would I ever fall for you. My first regret. After hearing those words your voice cracked like you were about to cry. I regretted ever saying that to you. So you left first saying you would love me forever an thanks for being my first love. " Thanks Misaki for being the first girl I loved and even my last. Goodbye.

A few days pasted and you lefted the school and went to Brittian. You went away and I never got to tell you my feelings. I cried for a week. My friends said it okay but the truth was you loved me and I pushed you away.Fuck all this shit. Why.

8 years later I see you in a suit. Your now the CEO of the Walker co. I'm a lawyer now, a famous one. I went to a party and saw you. It seemed like you were trying talking to me but I avoided you. I started to date Tora. The guy you saved me from. Weird huh. The moment you saw us, expression fell like that time I rejected you. I felt guilty yet I still kissed him in front of you. When I saw your face after I realized I fucked up badly. Your face now held anger, sorrow and coldness toward me. When you were about to leave I told you to wait and asked if you still loved me. You responded with a response I didn't expect. " Misaki didn't I tell you I would love you forever and it's fine if you get married or date a bastard like him your happy so I'm okay" I expected you to answer I hate you. I started sobbing, but you left cause I said the words I didn't mean at all. " you bastard you left me and you still love me tsk I hate you still. You chucked and patted my head like old times saying it's okay.

A few days later on the news it said you died in a car accident saving a girl. The girl was me I wanted to fix my mistake but instead I killed you. On your funeral everyone told me he loved me so much he took the burden of me breaking his heft over and over again. The response I gave him that day made him want to become the CEO so he could impress me and finally declare his love again. Yet, I pushed him away. His grandfather gave me a letter that he wanted to give me. I loved him yet and I pushed him away. Yet he still loves me.

Dear Misaki

If your reading this then I'm dead. The day you rejected me I felt my heart break. You hated me. The illegitimate, bastard , the mistake. When you said those words I realized that you loved me. You just didn't want to love me so I left. In the end you fell in love with Tora. Hehehe I alway wanted to see you in a wedding dress, see you every morning I woke up, little Misa-Chans every where, making love to you. Everything but I know you will always reject me. It's okay though. You love me but you still reject me it's okay cause I love you either way. I will always. Usui Misaki was the one thing I wanted to hear. Proposing to you I had everything planned that night in the party. Then you kisses Tora. I will leave the wedding ring to Tora so he can propose using it. So here's my final request to you. Live life, marry, have kids. Forget me. I know you can do it.

Love

Takumi Usui Walker

My biggest regret was pushing him away and rejected me. Still I'll live for him.

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