Hello everyone!
This is a short Fan Fic-novella based off of the song: Lie by Circus P, and sung by the lovely Vocaloid, Megurine Luka. This is my Third Story, and sorry if you are reading this and have read my other two fan fictions, writers blocked killed my inspiration for those two stories... maybe one day I'll touch back on them and complete them. However, not at this moment. ^^" I might make a follow up story to this one for "I Love" Gumi's response song to "Lie" but we will see how this one goes first!
Disclaimer: I do not own Vocaloid, or the lyrics to the song, as well as I do not own the Copy Write to any Vocaloid mentioned within the story. How ever I do take claim over the idea of protraying the story, with of course, tryin' to stay as close as I can to the Lyrics.
I hope you enjoy, and chapter two will hopefully be up tomorrow or the next day! Good reading and please leave your thoughts! One can't improve, when one doesn't know what they have done wrong!(: R&R
Chapter 1: You
You have always been on my mind, since that very first day we met. I knew then I loved you, and you loved me. You had this air around you, that made me feel whole, made me feel alive. I wanted to feel like that every moment of everyday. I wanted to eternalize the feeling, eternalize you... and me... I watched you everyday, I watched how your hair glinted with the sun, how the shadows played across your youthful, yet matured face. I watched how others watched you... watched you with lust in their eyes. But I knew you would never look their way, for you were mine... you were mine.
I sat alone in the lunch hall, fiddling with my skirt, twisting the fabric that was neither soft nor hard between my pale fingers. And you approached me, a smile gracing your face. I smiled back, and how could I not? I was utterly, blissfully, entirely under your spell. It was a perfect moment. I watched how the clothes you wore swayed and moved against your skin. I wanted to touch that skin, but I didn't allow myself those kind of thoughts... no matter how many times I thought them. You sat across from me, your hair falling perfectly around your face. I allowed myself to stare into your eyes... I loved how your eyebrows perfectly arched above them, and how your eyes were perfectly spaced with your beautiful nose between them. Your lips were full, and... oh how I wished to press mine to yours! But again I was entranced by your eyes... and this time my gaze did not stray away from those eyes. Their color always made me weep from their beauty and intensity. Their color was a mixed...
"Luka."
I blinked a few times as reality returned to my mind. "Yes?" I breathed lightly, a little out of breath from the sound of your voice.
"Did you finish the song?" You asked with a hopeful smile. I wanted so badly to tell you yes, just to see the light glint in your eyes as your body was overcome by happiness. But alas, I shook my head and looked away. That smile faded from your face, but not entirely. You were always so nice to me. "That's alright... lets see what you have so far."
I slowly pulled a notebook from my pocket. It was small, pink and easily transportable. The cover was a plain pink other then the octopus I had glued to it. I hesitantly handed you the notebook and hid my face in a curtain of my long pink hair. My fingers gripped my skirt until my knuckles turned white, as you read through what I had. You sat down the notebook, your face expressionless, but your eyes betrayed what you thought. A knot filled my throat and I could not beg you to stay as you gathered your things and left. I picked up my notebook and read the page you left open. And my heart dropped.
I gave you the wrong notebook...
Inside this one was all the thoughts I had about you. All the descriptions and words the fit you perfectly. Which days you smiled at me and which days you didn't. And worst of all, how I undyingly, endearingly, and eternally loved you.
My hands shook as tears filled my eyes. I never wanted you to find out about this. I was content with watching you and yearning for you through the painful heartache that filled me every time I saw you. I picked up my things and headed straight for the recording studio. I wanted to finish this song, I wanted to fix this wrong and hopefully remain friends with you. My forever. My love.
Wow... I didn't realize how short this was.. XD Well it isn't supposed to be a super long story. :3 Hopefully the next chapter will be twice as long or longer! I hope you enjoyed, PLEASE leave your thoughts and any ideas/criticisms behind! Thanks!(: ~Hanna
