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Don't know Remus' dad's name so I made it up XD

Remus – FIRST YEAR

"Daddy." a five year old version of me said.

"Yes, buddy?" dad asked.

"Why is that man watching us?"

I was looking towards a guy leaning against a lamp post. But as soon as my dad looked, he was gone.

"No one's there, buddy." dad, smiled. "I think someone needs some sleep."

"But there was someone there." I insisted.

"Come on, Remus."

Dad ushered his son onwards. Dad and I were about to cross the road when he was restrained and gagged, while someone else grabbed me from behind. The guy that had grabbed me, moved round to face dad, I faced him as well.

"Daddy!" I said. "Daddy, what's happening?!"

The gag preventing dad from speaking fell from his mouth.

"Greyback! Let my son go!" he growled. "Leave him alone!"

Greyback didn't say anything to dad. He just stood there grinning.

"Daddy, I don't want to play this game anymore." I whimpered.

"It's ok, buddy. Everything will be fine." dad said.

"Oh, we both know that's a lie, John." Greyback grinned. "You see, kid, I'm going to make the rest of your life a living hell, just by doing one tiny little thing. Sounds fun, right?"

"No." I replied in a small voice. "Please let me and my daddy go."

"No can do, kid. No can do."

Sharp fangs dug into my shoulder. I screamed, as the sharp objects pierced my skin. Blood ran down my shoulder, drenching my light coloured t-shirt and skin. As I tried to get away, claws dragged against me, tearing through my clothes and skin, scaring near enough every inch of me. Screaming and yelling I continued to squirm and try to get away. But Greyback kept me in place, fangs still in place

"DADDY!" I screamed over and over, crying. "NO! STOP IT! NO! DADDY! MUMMY! HELP!"

"REMUS!" dad cried, struggling against the two people holding him. "REMUS!"

Dad yelled profanities as he continued struggling against the two restraining him. He watched as the blood rushed out of me, which was now running down my neck and arms, and had completely soaked through my t-shirt. Not to mention, dying Greyback's hands and face. All too suddenly, I was the dropped to the ground on my back, bleeding, screaming and crying, and dad was let go. Greyback grinned, mouth bloody.

I woke up, and almost screamed as I sat straight up. Thankfully I stopped myself before I did. I looked around, finding that I still lying in the bed that I had in my Gryffindor dorm room. Staying quiet for a while, listening. My dorm mates were still asleep. Shaking, I picked up my wand and cast a silencing charm, one that I had mastered from day one at Hogwarts. After casting the charm, I placed my wand back onto my bedside table and dragged my knees to my chest, hugging them close. I rested my forehead on my knees and just cried. James, Peter and Sirius – while I had become friends with them – had no idea about my nightmares...or what had happened when I was five. I mean, I couldn't tell them! What I hated about having this nightmare here at Hogwarts was I wasn't anywhere near my mum and dad. They always knew how to make me feel better. It was made worse by the fact this was only my first year at Hogwarts, and while I had made friends in my three dorm mates I just felt so alone. I guess I was really, if you thought about it. I was alone in the world until I went home for the holidays.

For the rest of the night, I just sat there crying to myself. Thank God it was a Saturday. I did take my head off of my knees at midnight, but that was only to grab the teddy bear, one that my nan made me when I was younger, from ender my pillow. Whenever I was upset, I always took the bear out from its hiding place and just hugged it like I did when I was younger. No one knew I had it with me, and I was going to keep it that way. Like my lycanthropy, this was my secret.

It was when it turned half eight on that Saturday morning that I stopped crying. Sniffling to myself, I placed the bear back under my pillows and dragged myself into the bathroom. When I ended up leaving the bathroom at ten, my friends were slowly waking up. They didn't really notice as I slipped back into my bed, not bothering to close the curtains.

"Morning, Rem." Sirius yawned.

"Morning, Sirius." I smiled.

"Merlin, did you sleep at all, you looked knackered?"

"Couldn't sleep."

"Again? Maybe you should go to Pomfrey, see if there's a potion she can give you."

"Yeah, maybe I should."

But I don't think there was a potion known that I could take that would help me.

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