Authors note:This is my first attempt at writing in a long time ,later chapters should be longer .I would love to know what you think but no flames please
Warnings :This is an AU story ,it will be boyxboy with potential later lemons I repeat this is yaoi .Squall x? (I'm not sure yet) There will also be swearing potential violence and all the lovely things that will make this M rated though this first chapter isn't
Disclaimer :I do not own final fantasy or any other copyrighted materials ,square enix owns part of my soul though so I think they should send me Squall In repayment.
This is unbetaed .I would love a beta and if you are interested please contact me!
any further warnings will be listed at the top of the relevent chapter.
Another night spent among flashing lights and blaring music,eyes scanning over the crowd dancing in a frenzy on the floor but never able to join in.
"Anything interesting puberty boy?" Seifers voice asked in his ear piece ,Squall raised his hand to his forhead with a wince "You can see the same things I can Seifer."he replied.
It was the same everynight he worked,he provided security at his father's club Esthar to make sure nothing got out of hand .Seifer was one of the other bouncers and his childhood rival though to be honest the rivalry had never really died and Seifer took great pleasure in annoying him as evidenced by the voice in his ear again .
"Aww I'm getting more than one word replies tonight?I feel special ." he resisted the urge to growl "Whatever." Squall muttered into the mic attached to his collar ,eyes still scanning the oblivious crowd as he shifted his weight onto one foot and crossed his arms.
He steadfastly ignored Seifers laughter ringing in his ear and concentrated on getting through the rest of the night despite the headache already forming behind his probably wouldn't of been so bad if he enjoyed this kind of place ,if he could relax and accept the numbers girls offered him despite his chilly gaze.
That really wasn't his thing though,girls that is but at 22 finished college with a degree in security he was alone gay and completely in the wished wasn't,wished he could be like Irvine the playboy of his group of friends and fearlessly approach whomever he found attractive not that Irvine would ever approach a guy ,he was a ladies man through and couldn't do it couldn't be that open with his friends nevermind a stranger .
The night rolled to a end finally ,nothing more than a few scuffles for Seifer and him to break walked up to the bar and raised two fingers to the bouncy red head behind the bar "A double?"Selphie asked "didn't seem like that bad of a night!" she made the drink as she talked smiling at him.
He shoo his head always amazed by her boundless energy "Seifer was loud"he replied ,taking the drink from her.
"When isn't he?"she giggled her gaze sliding to a spot behind him"Speak of the devil..."
"And he shall appear."Seifer finished approaching the bar as he pushed a strand of his platnium blond hair that had escaped his slicked back style out of his green eyes."What lovely things is our ice princess saying about me tonight Selphie?"he queried as he took the drink she offered .
"He was just commenting on your enthuasim for the job"she replied with a twinkle in her eye
Squall tossed the rest of his drink back ,grimacing at the burn in his throat before standing"I'm leaving "he said curtly and head towards the door waving his hand at the chorus of farewells and goodnight behind him.
He walked outside ,shivering as the cool night air hit him and glanced at the sky .Pausing to glance at the stars he couldn't help wondering ,when will things change?when will I feel like it's okay to be me?Squall shook his head to clear his mind of the thought ,hunched his shoulders and headed to home for some much needed sleep.