So some people may be asking why the fuck are you now writing another story when the o others arent even half done. Wells its because I'm having STUPID FUCKING WRITERS BLOCK! on all of thoose damn stories. So what I decided was FUCK IT I'm gonna write all of the stories and update when I have the idea for the next chapter to whatever story the ideas for. And plus Never Stopped Loving You is my favrite of the ideas I had and is the one I've been dying to write but of course you all have to go with the rapist story or the teacher/student story *evil glare* and of coure I love you all so much I cant say no to you. So yeah this is Never Stopped Loving You, and I hope you all like it because I'm in love with this story. Is it even possible for me to be in love with my own story...Oh fuck it, I dont care I totally am. Also Kendall has two little sisters in this story, the other little girl...I'll explain that later. And Logan,Carlos and James all have siblings to because I need practice making charecters for when I decided to make a REAL book, and I would have a OC contest because I know theres alot of people who like making OC's but I'm holding a grudge right now and being a total bitchy female cuz everyone broke my heart by not wanting to do my Logan or Carlos Dominant Challenge. *sad classical music* I'll probably get over it ...someday Anyways I hopes everyone likes this.
Kendall woke up to the feeling of eyes on him. Being a older brother he always knew when someone was watching him, expecially when you had a younger sister like Katie. But that wasnt how it started it had started when...
Kendall cut his own thoughts off, it was always too painful when he thought about that.
He opened his eyes and saw Big blue eyes staring right into his green ones, this person was almost nose to nose with him. Kendall let out a yelp and jumped away from that person, making that person jump back, fall on there butt and then giggle.
That person was Courtney Giselle Knight, Kendalls four year old sister.
Kendall sat up in his bed and rubbed at his eyes.
"Courtney." He whined playfully.
Courtney giggled at her older brother.
" Courtneys Sorry Kenny." She giggled shaking her red curls around. Courtney always spoke in third-person. She was dressed in Tinker Bell PJ's and her hair was down and wild at the moment.
Kendall smiled at his sister and then he was up and throwing her over his shouler letting out a screech and squirming. Kendall laughed and dropped her on his bed. Then he attacked her sides and started tickling her.
She laughed and squirmend trying to get away from him but he wouldnt allow it.
"Say Sorry." Kendall said.
"Sorry." Courtney gasped as soon as the words were out of Kendalls mouth.
Kendall decided to have pity on his sister and let her go. She panted, the laughing had shaked her little body to a whole new level.
"Wheres Mommy, Court?" Kendall said.
"Sleepin, but-but Courney woke up and saw it was ready for Kenny to wake up so she came and woke Kenny up." Kendall looked at the clock and saw it was six-thirty. School started in about two hours and the Katie actually went to school before him so he would have to wake her up. Kendall went to a public high school which he liked but his mom had signend Katie up for a magnet school, and Katie loved it there.
"How about you wake up Katie while I get dressed?" Kendall said smiling at his sister.
"Okay." she said and then she hopped out of his room closing the door behind her.
Kendall combed his hair before finding some clothes to wear. Kendall always took his showers at night now because he had to get the girls ready for school and had to sit with Ariana until his mom woke up. He wore skinny jeans, black vans and a green T-shirt. He walked down the hall when he was finsihed getting dressed and walked by his moms room slowly so she wouldnt wake up, he walked into the girls room and found Courtney on top of Katie and shaking here.
"Katie get up!" Kendall said as he walked in.
Katie groaned, she sat up with annoyed eyes, she looked at the clock and growled.
"I hate school." Katie muttered, she placed Courtney on the floor, gave her a kiss and then grabbed her towel and walked into her bathroom.
"Sweetie why dont you go downstairs and watch Spongebob okay?" Kendall said to Courtney.
"Okay." She squealed before running out of the room.
Kendall sighed and then walked back to his room, the crib that Ariana sleeped in was in the corner, but now Ariana was awake holding onto the bars and giggling, Kendall smiled and reached for her, he picked her up and held her at his hip.
"Hi babygirl." Kendall said, sweetly.
Ariana yawned and cuddled into his neck, holding his shirt in both of her tiny fists, Kendall smiled and brought her down stairs into the living room where Courtney sat watching her shows.
"Court watch Ari, okay?" Kendall said as he placed the brunette soon to be toodler on the floor.
"Okay, Courtney watch Ari." Courtney said with a nod.
Kendall smiled and ruffled Courtneys hair as he past her, he went to the kitchen and made oatmeal for Katie and Courtny with strawberries in it, then he got some milk and out it in a cup for Ariana.
He set the table for the girls and then took his ADHD medicine with some orange juice, not making any breakfast for himself.
He went back into the living room and grabbed Ariana again.
"Courtney got eat your breakfast." Kendall said Kindly, Courtney happily hopped up and ran into the kitchen, Kendall right behind her with Ariana.
Katie was already at the table, eating her breakfast, Kendall put Ariana in her high chair and then looked at Katie with distaste.
"Go change your shirt." Kendall said with a frown.
"Why?" Katie groanend.
"Your a freshman in high school, boys arent the same as they were in middle school, you cant wear shirts that are so low cut." Kendall said as he walked over and put some dried up KIXS in a bowl for Ariana.
"I've been in high school for a whole month already. No guys are trying to make a move or anything." Katie said, rolling her eyes.
"But they will! Soon, very very soon. And then you'll like one of them, someone you thought you could trust and then they'll fuck you up." Kendall said raising his voice slightly as he gave the cereal to Ariana.
Katie sighed in annoyance, Kendall was constantly paraniod about someone hurting her. And the horrible thing was she couldnt say anything back, knowing things like that did happen, it had happened to Kendall and her brother had never been the same since that happened to him.
And she hated upsetting him about it.
"Okay." Katie said getting up, she came back a few minutes later with a shirt with a higher cut.
"Thank you." Kendall said.
"Yeah yeah." Katie muttered before going back to her food.
Kendall sat down at the table finally, finishing his orange juice before he had to get Courtney and Ariana ready for the day.
"So are there any boys you like in school?" Katie asked her brother.
Kendall froze.
"No." he said in a cold voice.
"I heard Dak Zevon has a interest in you." Katie said, trying to make Kendall talk about it.
"Oh? Where'd you hear that from?' Kendall said, narrowing his eyes.
"Carlos. He said Dak was hitting on you at lunch the other day." Katie said with a smile.
"I dont like him." Kendall said trying to close the subject.
Katie wouldnt let him.
"You should give him a chance." Katie said.
"I dont want to." Kendall muttered.
"One date." Katie begged.
"No, I dont want to date anyone. I dont have time. I have school. Homework. Work. Babysitting." Kendall said.
"You have time on weekends. You do all your homework in study hall. You only work when it snows. Courtney is going to a day care that goes to six o'clock now. And me and Mom can watch Ariana." Katie said, challenging her brother.
"I dont want to date." Kendall muttered angrily.
"I think its time you get back out there. Its been two years, Kendall." Katie said soflty.
Kendall stayed quiet as he stared down at the table.
"He's your type. A brunette. Brown eyes. Pale. He almost looks actually like L-"
Kendall cut her off.
"Dont. Say. His. Fucking. Name." Kendall said in a dangerously cold voice.
"He's not Voldermort Kendall. Its just a name. Lo-"
"STOP IT!" Kendall screeched, tears in his voice.
Before Katie could respond, Kendall was up, picking up Ariana, and taking Courtneys hand leading the two girls out of the kitchen, he walked them up the stairs, and into Courtney and Katie room. He was crying as he changed Courtney into her school clothes, then full on sobbing as he changed Ariana and put on her clothes on. Kendall told Courtney to got sit with Katie when she was dressed after giving her a hug. Courtney did.
Ariana's lip quivered and she touched Kendalls face softly.
"Daddy." Ariana said in concern as little tears ran down her face.
Kendall sniffed and wipped away his own tears, then Ariana's.
"Daddy's okay." Kendall insisted.
"Why Sad?" Ariana asked curiously.
"Papa." Was all Kendall said.
Ariana hugged Kendalls arm. She knew what papa meant, papa always made daddy upset, papa was how she was here, papa meant alot to daddy. But the subject of papa always made daddy sad, so no one ever talked about papa. not grandma,or Courtney, or Uncle Carlos, or Auntie Camille or Auntie Stephanie or Auntie Mercedes or Auntie Jennifer. Only Auntie Katie talked about papa, and sometimes Uncle Carlos, but bringing up papa made daddy cry, so Ariana never asked anything about papa or said papa unless Daddy wanted to talk to Ariana about Papa. And when Daddy did talk about Papa, it was only ever to Ariana, and Daddy only had good things to say about Papa. Daddy said he loved papa very much, but papa was gone, and Ariana would probably never meet papa, but daddy told her papa loved her, and that papa was very nice and smart and Daddy said she looked like papa, that she had his smile and his hair.
"Papa bad?" Ariana asked, her little forehead scrunching up.
Kendall gasped.
"No Ariana. Papa is not bad. Papa is good. Daddy loves papa. Very very much." Kendall said with a nod.
"Papa...good?"
"Yes." Kendall said sternly.
With that Kendall picked her up and carried her down stairs, Katie was putting Courtneys coat on and her own.
"Shit, I forgot my sweatshirt. Katie watch Ari." Kendall said, he put his daughter down before running back upstairs and into his room, grabbing his and Ariana's coats.
As he ran downstairs he put on his sweatshirt and then put on Arianas coat for her.
Kendall opened the front door, and took Courtneys and Ariana's hands, helping them walk down the stairs and then down the street, ignoring the house across from his, to the corner, waiting for Katie's bus.
"Hey Kendall?" Katie asked.
"Yeah?" Kendall said not looking at her.
"I'm sorry about talking about L-...him. I know its upsets you." Katie said in a guilty voice.
"Its okay." Kendall sighed.
Katie opened her mouth to talk but was interrupted when her bus pulled up and the doors opened.
"I'll see you after school. Love you." Kendall said before kissing the top of her head.
"Bye." Ariana and Courtney squealed.
"Bye guys. Love you." Katie said before getting on the bus.
Kendall felt Ariana shiver and he picked her up, holding her closer when she shivered again. The little girl was getting over a cold at the moment and he didnt want her to get sicker both for her health and his grades, when she had to go to the docters, he had to bring her, then he would miss school and have extra homework to do and then he couldnt sleep becasue he had to stay up all night to do it.
But after all Ariana was his first prioratie.
A few minutes later Courtneys bus pulled up and after checking that she had everything, telling her, he loved her and giving her a kiss on the head, Kendall allowed her to get on her bus and then he walked back to the house, Ariana still in his ars, he took there jackets off when he got inside and then brought her in the living room and put on Dora for her to watch. It was only seven thirty, he had a hour before school.
He went upstairs and made sure he had everything for school and brought his backpack downstairs.
Kendall barely sat down by the time the door bell rang, and then loud impatient knocking.
Kendall got up and rolled his eyes.
"Dont get your panties in a twist." Kendall said as he answered the door,it was a saying he had picked up from... Kendall opened the door to allow his best friend, Carlos Garcia, to walk into the house.
"Shut up." Carlos said, punching Kendalls arms.
"Your here early." Kendall commented as he shut the door.
"Daniel woke me up at the fucking crack of to fucking early." Carlos said .
Kendall laughed.
"You mean dawn?" Kendall asked raising his eyebrows.
"Same damn thing." Carlos said.
Kendall laughed again, sending Carlos a smirk.
"Why'd he wake you up this time?" Kendall asked in amusment.
"Something about aliens taking over the world." Carlos said shaking his head.
"He must have seen you in the morning. Thats a crazy sight, dude."
"Shut up. He probably saw you in the morning." Carlos said pushing him.
"Or the poor thing saw you and James getting it on." Kendall said in mock horror.
"Or he saw you in the 6th grade. Thoose braces were horrifying, man. I still have nightmares." Carlos said making Kendall pout.
"Your mean." Kendall said.
"Yeah yeah yeah. Now, wheres Ari?" Carlos said exitedly, but before Kendall could open his mouth Ariana ran into the room.
"UNCLE CARLOS!" Ariana screeched happily, before running towards him and hugging his legs.
"Hey sweetie." Carlos said, picking her up.
"You wanna leave early?" Carlos asked Kendall.
"Sure."
Kendall walked upstairs and went into his moms room, he woke her up slowly.
"Mom, I gotta go." Kendall said.
"Okay,honey." She got up and the followed Kendall downstairs.
"Hello, Carlos dear." Jennifer said when she saw Carlos.
"Hey Mama Knight." Carlos said smiling at her.
Kendall grabbed his backpack and put it on, Carlos handed Ariana over to Mama Knight.
"She already ate breakfast." Kendal said.
"Okay, dear."
"Shes all changed and everything."
"OKay honey."
"Victoria will be here in a hour."
"I know dear."
"I left her snacks on top of the fridge. Remember she can only drink low fat, lactoise free milk."
"I know, dear."
"And remember-"
"Kendall I know how to take care of my grandaughter while your at school. Ive been doing it for two years. Stop being paranoid." Jennifer said.
"I just wanna make sure." Kendall said, anxeity clear in his voice.
"I know your protective sweetie, but I know how to take care of a baby, I have three times before." Jennifer said, rolling her eyes.
"He's a good mommy." Carlos teased.
"Hush." Kendall said, he kissed Ariana's forehead.
"Love you, Ari." Kendall said.
Kendall said bye to his mom and then he and Carlos left, getting into Carlos's car, driving them to school.
Kendall would worry about Ariana every second he was away from her, and would only relax when he saw her again.
So, I hope this was good and it gave you a little interest in this story at least. I'm guessing you get that Ariana is Kendalls baby, he got pregnant with her when he was a freshman, also that Logans the father, but Logan doesnt know about Ariana, I'll explain why he doesnt in future chapters. Also you get that Logan is 'papa' and that Kendalls still in love with him.
Hope you liked it.
Lots of Love,
Sarah.