It was winter once again and as usual haru was swimming in his tube nothing I haven't gotten varry used to but it seems that thares is something on his mind something he is not telling anyone and I feel bad about it. I supposed to be his friend and your supposed to be able to talk to them about anything but he seems with drawn from the world so I when to Rin for some advice.
"Rin ...Rin" I ran to him panting as I tryed to catch my breath. Rin looked at me with his normal stanfull eyes and his teeth bared
"What do you want " he snarled. It seemed like he was in a mood as well but thare was no time for that I was worried about haru and I need some ancers quick.
"rin stop being like this look haru is really..up set and I can't figure out why" rin snapped at me in a voice witch was quite common for him to take when he him self was upset
"why is what haru is feeling any of my consern " I looked at rin.
"your friends and friends look after earth other" rin turnd to me pining me agenst the brick wall.
"why...why duse it matter if we are freinds or not haru is haru and all he ever cares about is swimming he will never get his head out of the water to fell anything or care about anyone so why don't you gust fuck off ...go back to you littile team find a Indore pool and get off my back" he let go of me and walked away something differently when down between them but he was right to get haru to feel normal I had to get him into a pool maybe then hill open up more ...or so I though when I got back to harus house I found him injoying his favorite meal mackerel and rice with pineapple which wasn't uncommon for him to do it seams like that was his normal go to meal on any given day.
"hey haru " I said holding for him to respond but I got nothing not even a glance in my detection I tryed again as I sat nexed to him "Haru I have been giving it some thought and I think we need a good indoor pool what do you say" he sruged I finally got his attention I smiled "I called the couch and he said it would be ok to you the pool so I was thinking when your done eating maybe will go for a nice swim what do you say" he looked at me and I cude tell that he need that pool more then anything else in the world "yah that sounds good" I smiled with excitement haru finaly is comeing back I thought "all right I'll call the others see if they want to join in on some pool time" haru nodded I went into the other room and call Nagisa and Rei " hey guys look haru has been a bit down and I think it's cus it's winter and he can't swimm so I thought maybe we can all go to the pool together maybe hill open up to one of us about whats going on ."
nagisa was the first to respond in his exited happy voice as all ways "that's a great idea if haru is down thares only one way to chear him up and that's a pool for sure."
Rei was a little more consernd as I expected "makoto what if this is a problem the pool can't fix I mean shur the pool is the number one spot for haru to feel better but what if swimming makes him Bury it further down then it already is." Rei's words worried me a little bit but nagisa quickly reinsured me
"Rei this is Haru we are talking about the pool is ware he lets everything go." rei went quite for a little bit and I smiled "yes that's why we have to let him swim " rei then commented after a long pause of silence
"But what if he lets it all go in the water and he dusen't true to us like you want makoto what if he ?" I thought for a second as nagisa cut rei off.
"Look Rei atlest he is leting it go weather he turns to the water or us doesn't matter so long as he's better right " I smiled felling alot better
"That's right so it's decided then to the pool we all go " they both said right then we all hung up the call I returned to the room to see Haru puting on his coat it was good to see him getting ready to go to the pool I quickly put on my own coat and we walked to the pool together the walk was quite haru only started out to the water I wish he would open up to me but I felt he might once he hits that pool water when we arrive rei and nagisa wear all ready thare haru looked at them and I smiled thinking to myself (good he's finally opening a little)
Haru then said "Let's go to the pool" it was good to hear haru say something aspeshaly when he seams so down Rei smiled
"Yes to the pool" they walked together Rei tryed to get Haru to talk a bit more but not a word more left Harus lips Nagisa gently touches my shoulder he new how worried I was.
"Makoto don't be down we will have Haru back to his old self in no time don't you worry " I turnd to him feeling rather down my self.
"I hope so seeing Haru like this is almost to much for me " he looked at me a little concerned.
"Makoto do you need to talk" I smiled and said I was fine but I was not fine I was vary much so not fine something has broken me but what ...seeing haru in this state has made me feel something but I'm not sure what we walked to the pool in silence.
