I was never meant for greatness. I don't know what I was really meant for, actually. But what I do know is that I did so many wrong things. I broke so many hearts. Hurt so many people. Left out so many apologies. So when I came around, I just naturally tried to forget them. To forget who I used to be and all the mistakes I'd made. It didn't ease the pain, pretending like I was normal. Like I hadn't betrayed all of my friends. But I eventually started to believe it. I was never a part of a fantasy. I was just me. I wasn't a traitor. I was an average high school girl. But deep in my heart I know what I have done and that nothing I can do can possibly reverse my mistakes.