Okay my second song fic using the song Death of Me by Red. This like my other song fic will be multi-chaptered, but this one will be Jara instead.

I should have seen those signs all around me,

But I was comfortable inside these wounds;

So go ahead and take another piece of me now

While we all bow down to you;

I should have seen it. I should have seen what was happening, but I couldn't see anything outside of the pain I was feeling. Mara had taken everything from me. She was willing to have my help until that meathead Mick came back and then she was all over him again. I loved Mara, I bowed to her, I even told her about my past.

You tear me down and then you pick me up,

You take it all and still it's not enough,

You try to tell me you can heal me,

But I'm still bleeding and you'll be

The death of me!

We'd never gotten on from the first day she arrived at this school, but then when Mick left there was no one in my way. Mara took all of my help she wanted it all, she took all the information that I had about my past and still that didn't seem to be enough for her to just go out with me. She thought that she could change me, but she can't.

How can you end my affliction

If you're the sickness and I'm the cure?

Too long I've faked this addiction,

Another sacrifice to make us pure;

She thought that she could help me to be less 'rotten' if that was possible, but I can't understand that still. She's the reason that I'm so rotten towards Mick, she won't break up with the meathead and just accept me as her boyfriend, but I'm the cure to this rotten-ness, but I can't cure myself. I tried so hard to be nice, helpful, supportive everything that Mara needs, I was scarifsng the fun that I had with Alfie for her, so that we had a chance of being something.

You tear me down and then you pick me up,

You take it all and still it's not enough,

You try to tell me you can heal me,

But I'm still bleeding and you'll be

The death of me!

We were getting on so well we were going to get somewhere, until she broke that hop with one answer. She didn't take my sacrifice in to mind she thought that I wasn't going to be her boyfriend while she had Mick, she turned me down.

You tear me down and then you pick me up,

You take it all and still it's not enough,

You try to tell me you can heal me,

But I'm still bleeding and you'll be

The death of me!

I saw this to late to stop it she was controlling me. She wanted my help and she got it, but as soon as Mick arrived she wanted his help. She still doesn't know everything about me then. She knows half of what she thinks she does. She could write every detail about everyone in the house, everyone but me.

She turned me down.

She tore me apart.

I won't forget;

I cannot forget this;

I won't forget;

I'll never forget this;

I won't forget;

I cannot forget this;

I won't forget;

I'll never forget this;

How could I forget how she used me.

How could I forget how she took control of me.

How could I forget how she watched me be cut open by her words.

How could I forget how she walked in and took everything.

How could I forget how she tried to get me to do all her campain work.

How could I forget how she pushed me out of her life when Mick came back.

How could I forget how she abandoned me and let me come back to my stupid life.

You know I can never prove this solution;

You aren't the one that I thought you were;

And so I learn to embrace this illusion,

The line that separates- it starts to blur;

I can never prove any of this to anyone. Mick would never let me speak about Mara like that without someone getting in trouble and knowing my luck that person would be me. I thought Mara was well a geek, a good person who wouldn't do the things that she did to me.

You tear me down and then you pick me up,

You take it all and still it's not enough,

You try to tell me you can heal me,

But I'm still bleeding and you'll be

The death of me!

Why did I let her give me that hope just for her to brake it, it's not ike I wanted that extra pain in my life. Why did I let her take everything, the secrets of my parents, my life, everything.

She can't heal me. I'll bleed to my death if no one is able to do so. If Mara dosen't realise what she's done to me soon then I'll die and she'll be the cause.

And you'll be the death of me!

She'll be the death of me.

I will not forget!

I cannot forget this!

And you'll be the death of me!

I will not forget what Mara has done to me.

I cannot forget what Mara has done to me.

All of this pain for nothing and I now know that Mara will be the death of me.

Okay so tell me what you think in a review I'll try to update this as soon as possible as well as putting up my Jina song fic. Also tomorrow I wil be updating House of Threats, House of Scares, the poll for that is still open, so you can vote for your favourite pairing - The poll will be closing either after this chapter or after the next cahpter of House of Threats, House of Scares.

Review please.