Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or their members Kendall Schmidt, Logan Henderson, James Maslow and Carlos Pena. I also don't wanna earn money with this story.

This is going to be an FF with about 10 or 11 chapters. The actual chapters will be longer then this one is. I hope you'll enjoy. Please leave some feedback.

And thanks to those who favourited my first one shot 'Not The Other Girl' and put me on their 'Favourite Authors' list.

Light The Fuse And Run

Kendall was sitting on the couch in apartment 2J. He felt like nothing went right anymore. He felt that he was losing Logan as his boyfriend and his best friend. Kendall and Logan had been dating for almost a year but for the last 2 months they didn't really talk anymore and a few days ago, Logan had stopped talking to Kendall at all.

"Hey man, what's up?" James entered the apartment and sat next to Kendall.

"I'm losing him, I know it", Kendall answered and buried his face in his hands. James heard him sobbing and was sure that Kendall was crying.

"I don't think so", said James rubbing in circles over Kendall's back with his hand.

"He hasn't touched me in days. Hell, he doesn't even talk to me anymore", Kendall replied.

"I'm sorry, man. Do you want me to try and talk to him?"

Kendall sobbed and shook his head. "No, I have to do this." Then he looked at James, his eyes red from crying. "Thanks, Jamy, for being here."

"No problem, bro", James said smiling. "You know I love you."

"Yeah, thanks, man." Kendall got up and went to his room. He wanted to be alone but that didn't work because 5 minutes later, Logan came into the room and sat down on his bed.

"Logan", he began but was struggling to find the right words.

"Kendall, we should break up."
Kendall couldn't believe his ears. He looked at Logan in shock. "You...what now?"

"We don't have anything to say to each other anymore", Logan said looking away from Kendall.

"Wait!", Kendall replied. "It was YOU who stopped talking to me weeks ago."
"I just felt our relationship breaking apart." Logan still didn't look at Kendall.

"So instead of talking to me you just decided to stop talking and let our relationship get ruined? Well done, Logan, really well done."

Tears in his eyes, Kendall got up and left the room. He couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't understand that Logan would just let it all end. Kendall thought that Logan had loved him.

Kendall didn't know where to go, he just left the Palmwood's and walked around the city. He didn't know where he went until he reached the airport.

''I haven't been home in a while'', Kendall thought and went to one of the counters where you could buy a ticket.

"Hi", he said and smiled at the sales girl. "I need a ticket for a flight to Minnesota, please."

"Young man, tell me, how old are you?" The lady behind the counter looked at Kendall in expectation.

"18, Ma'am. I'm allowed to buy a ticket. Here's my passport." Kendall didn't know why but he always had his passport with him.

The lady nodded and printed out a ticket. Kendall paid and the lady told him that his flight would leave in about 2 hours.

Kendall didn't know what to do with his time but went through the security check already. He had a feeling he wouldn't come back any time soon.

As he sat in one of the waiting lounges in front of his gate his phone rang. It was James.

"Dude, where are you? Are you okay?", James asked and sounded really worried.

"I'm going home, James", Kendall answered. "Logan broke up with me."

"When are you gonna be here?" James now sounded rather relieved.

"I don't mean the Palm Wood's, James. I mean home, as in Minnesota."

James gasped. "You what now? Man, you know that you're kinda abandoning us here. You can't just run away from your problems. You have responsibilities now."

Kendall really didn't want to hear any of it now. "I just can't deal with it right now. I just need space. Gimme a few days and I might come back to LA."

"What do you mean you 'might come back'? Kendall, listen to me, you go but you'll come back in four days, okay? I'll talk to Gustavo, he might understand."
"We'll see, James, I really don't know." That being said Kendall just hung up on James and turned off his phone.