Summery: Casey's view on her recent break up with Truman, has she moved on? Short oneshot.
Disclaimer: I don't own Life with Derek.
The relationship that we shared was doomed from the very start and I think that subconsciously I knew that our relationship was never going to be permanent. It was more like lines drawn in the sand, those waves kept on coming and pretty soon those lines just faded away almost as if the was nothing there at all.
So I guess that's why I didn't cry or even get that mad when I called you and heard another girls voice in the background. I didn't even care when you tried to lie and say it was your sister. I know your sister, she's only three and I know a sister would never say her brother's name in a seductive tone like that, there really is only one exception.
You suck at lying. Trust me there is only one 'Lord of the Lies' and you're not even close to being like that person. You lie like a little kid who says he didn't take any of the ice cream while a chocolate moustache has formed around his mouth.
You try way to hard to be something you're not. You try to be cool, to be charming and to be a rebel. I know someone who is all those things and more and he's doesn't even try. You try to be the best but you're coming in last because he's way better than you.
If you haven't got it by now, what I'm saying is that we are over, for good this time. This time I'm not going to let you walk all over me. I'm not going to come running back into your arms just because you tell me that you love me because those three words are just that, three simple words that you so easily strung together to make that endearing short sentence. It won't work anymore because I see through your act so easily. Never try to get an acting career, you truly can't act.
Each time you told me that you were going to change I foolishly believed you. I was blind. You told me that I was the only girl for you, that I was special and that you would never leave me. I wanted it to be true so much that I convinced myself it was.
I have found someone so much better than you, someone who knows me better than anyone else in the world, someone who actually cares enough not to break my heart. He can do every single you can twenty times better and luckily you opened my eyes so I could finally see that. So maybe I should thank you because if it wasn't for you being the worthless piece of crap that you are I probably would never have noticed the great guy standing in front of me, so thank you Truman, thank you so much for being the biggest waste of air on the planet because you came in handy after all.
So I wrote this ages ago (except for the last paragraph) and completely forgot about it so here it is. It really sucks but I was writing a song and then the song turned into this instead so Voila here it is. Review.
Victoria
