just a tiny little drabble. Nothing big
I need him to see me. Why can't he? Why can he only see that American idiot that even tried to kill with those bombings during WWII?
Why does he only has eyes for him? Doesn't he remember that he tried to murder him and his people?
Doesn't he remember who supported him during that time? Or is he just that stupid and oblivious to not know that the American is trying to be friends with him just to use him?
Or that those allies made him work for him?
Is it wrong for me to want to scream at you and punch and slap you across the face? Is it? I don't know.
The only person that knows how I feel like is South Korea and he only knows the feeling because of China.
Now that I think about this: China is the one to blame. He gave me away to Japan and that's why I feel so much attraction to Japan, he had made me into a respectable and perfect lady and also a perfect colony but then...
The Japanese idiot gave me back to China since he had seen that I had turned into the perfect little colony that he always wanted.
And then he decided to take me away from China back to him. And then he decides to let his people abuse of my women and make my men fight for him in the war.
I never felt like I could hate him anymore. I just wanted everything to be like when we were kids.
But it had to change.
I couldn't forgive him for all that but I had to because he was the only person that helped me to gain my independence from China.
I know that even if I'm angry at him, I could never hate him.