So technically this was supposed to be posted on the 14th, (since it's kinda sorta honestly a surprise anniversary present for a certain someone, shhh) but I'm busy tomorrow, so today it is!
note: This is part of the 'Sing for me' series, in which the story is based on a song
Disclaimer: hahaha no.
Song: Dear You
Artist:Higurashi
Dear You
Where are you now, what are you doing?
Are you in this endless sky?
Dear Nanami,
The boat left the island today. To be honest, I'm still not sure whether I believe it or not. I know it's real, but then again, things that aren't, sometimes feel more like the truth than what is.
Geeze, I don't even think I'm making sense.
Where are you now? What are you doing? Is it something as mundane as looking up into the endless sky?
-Hinata
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Dear Nanami,
It's weird talking to the others sometimes. No matter how much we try, we still get into arguments. Which is natural right? But when we fight…it feels different. Now that you and Komaeda aren't around. I can't really explain it, but it's just not the same. I know I sound like a kid, but you really supported me. And made me smile.
…
Damnit Nanami, why do I feel so empty?
-Hinata.
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Dear Nanami,
I had a dream about the others. Do you think they hate us? Because we got to live, while the rest of you died, and how we have a chance at a real life while you lost yours in a world where everything was a lie?
I hate it. I hate it, I despise myself knowing that maybe, just maybe if things were different, it would've somehow worked out.
Do you hate me?
-Hinata
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Dear Nanami,
I think I'm going to lose it. Actually. Everything is fine, but at the same time it's not, and I think I'm going to lose my mind because I shouldn't be losing it, but I am and it's driving me insane. Forget Super High School Level Ultimate Hope, it's more like Super High School Level Lonliness.
But then I think of you, and for some reason you're smiling, and it encourages me, and I'm not sure why.
-Hinata
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Dear Nanami,
Sometimes I wish we could go back to life in the game. It sounds terrible, but I mean the game before everything hit the fan. Maybe this time it'll be alright. No, I know it'll be alright this time, because there's no way in HELL that I'll let anything bad happen to anyone this time.
Would you let me stay by your side Nanami? Would you let me stay close to you? I mean…never mind.
-Hinata
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Dear Chiaki,
Can I call you that? Just for today. I know that White Day is a month away, but since it's not like I'm going to get any chocolate from anyone that I actually want it from, so just let me call you Chiaki for today. I sound so immature…but to be honest I'm beyond caring.
Where are you now? What are you doing? I'm writing outside on the beach, and the sky is the best kind of clear. Are you in that sky? Will you smile for me like always Chiaki? That's all I ask for. Please…?
-Hajime
Anata wa ima doko de nani wo shite imasu ka?
Kono sora no tsuzuku basho ni imasu ka?