My Dearest Love

My dearest love, how I have betrayed thee
With blind anger, I didn't see
The harm I caused you
And the others too
You shall never know my deepest regrets
Inside me, this sadness sets
You shall never know my honest feelings
It feels as though my heart will never begin healing
Nothing ever seems to matter anymore
My bones feel tired and sore
I tried so hard to swallow my hatred, my anger
But it consumed me, letting my hatred linger
I've forgotten the feeling of your arms
Holding me so tenderly to protect me from harm
Calling me your Angel of the Night
With you, everything felt so right
How can I prove to you my love?
Innocent and pure, the symbol of a beautiful dove.
I wish to be with you always
And together, forever, we will stay
But I must hide away for awhile
But I will carry within my heart, the memory of your smile.