I know this has been done countless times before, but I wanted to try my hand at some angsty stuff.

Disclaimer: I definitely don't own anything. I barely only own my shoes.


Just hero worship. At least that's what he keeps telling himself every-time he sees him, his boss that is.

He is definitely not falling for his boss. No, that just cannot be!

But at some point of course, he can't deny it anymore. He feels so drawn to this man, he barely even knows.

He knows he's just someone his boss works with to him. But there's this stupid childish hope in him that grows and grows every-time his boss praises him or smiles at him.

He cannot be falling for his boss, so every-time that stupid hope rears its head he always tells himself: "No, it's just hero worship."

But deep down he knows it isn't and to be honest he's scared of it. He keeps it locked away in a dark room, where no one or anything will ever reach it.

Of course his walls breakdown at some point, he's only human.

It always happens when Chandler praises him or something and then this stupid, utterly goofy but honest smile appears on his face.

But the scariest thing is that he doesn't have the heart to quell it.


There it is. Now please don't flame but go ahead, tell me what you thought of it. I'm very interested