Hey everyone! Thanks for reading my first story! This is going to be a multi chapter story and it's rated M for safety and also possible future lemons, but not quite sure where I'll take it yet, but definitely sexual themes and a bit dark at times so if that doesn't suit you please don't just tell me that you don't like it unless you have a real reason to criticize. Also Natsu is going to be OOC, he's going to be a more mature version of Natsu. Also, you will probably hate me at some point in the storybso just know that everything will work out in the end and everything happens for a reason, also know I only use Lisanna as the "bad" person in the beginning because it fits but there will be redemption. So here goes nothing. (Also this is going to be NaLu in case you missed that.)

Disclaimer: I own nothing, absolutely nothing.

AGES:

NATSU: 22

GRAY: 22

ERZA: 22

LISANNA: 20

LUCY: 21

Any new characters ages will be posted in the chapters they are introduced in.

Chapter 1: Not interested?

He didn't understand. He didn't think he would ever understand. He racked his brains a hundred times over to try to understand what he had done wrong. He took another swig of Fireball whiskey praying to forget. He heard a rap at the door and the voice of his best friend following it.

"Hey man, listen..." Gray's voice was cut off by a teary eyed Natsu standing shirtless in his doorway. Gray jumped in a mix of surprise and fear at the odor that was coming off of Natsu.

"Well," Gray stated with great emphasis, "I was going to go hang out with Erza and one of her friends, why don't you come you've been in that room for days now and I can't stand seeing you like this." Natsu looked up and into the dark blue eyes of Gray. Although they fought every no and then he knew Gray was worried and it would get him off his back for a while anyway. Natsu sighed and walked to the bathroom in his and Grays small apartment. He stripped down and let the water run for a bit, warming up, before he got in. 'Why' he continued to ask himself in his head. He let the tears mix with the hot water coming from the shower head as he thought back to one week ago.

"Damn Natsu don't mess this up now, you can do this." He jogged up the stairs to his girlfriend Lisanna's apartment. He took a deep breath before sliding the key into the lock and opening the door. He began to walk down the hall to the aforementioned white hair girls room but stopped before he even began.

"Sting...please...harder..."

Natsu felt his heart fall to his stomach. This was a dream all a bad dream, something took over his legs and they began to creep down the hallway. 'No please I don't want to see, please'

"Sting..."

He made it to the door and slightly peeked between the crack that was already there. He saw Lisanna, his one true love, his childhood crush, and the woman he was about to propose to, cheating on him with a man he didn't know. He already knew the tears were falling before he felt them. He was frozen. But what he heard next made him want to die.

"Sting...I love you..."

"Let's go man we're going to be late!" He was brought out of his thoughts by his friend who was now banging on the door.

"Alright I get it I'm coming." Natsu hopped out of the shower and dried himself off. He threw on the clothes he had left for himself, a pair of dark khakis with a red shirt that had the words STAY LIT in big letters across the entire front of the shirt. He stepped out of the bathroom and followed his friend out the door pulling on his black and gray hi-top Vans as he stepped out the door. As they were walking down the stairs he nudged his friend, "Are we going sober?"

Gray looked at him with an all knowing gaze as he pulled a blunt out of his pocket, "Do you think Erza will be?" Natsu chuckled lightly before remembering his friend and all the antics they had gotten themselves into over the years. "Of course not."

After about 20 minutes in the car the blunt was almost done and they were almost at Erza's house, Natsu looked out the window as he hit the blunt again before eventually throwing it into their roach motel (for those who don't know a roach is a smoking term for the end of a non filtered joint or blunt that you can still smoke, most people save it for later in 'roach motels' The More You Know about smoking XD). Natsu stared lazy eyed over at Gray.

"So who is Erza's friend you never told me." Natsu asked rather slowly. 'Damn I need to find out where Gray gets his weed I'm baked'

"I don't know I've never met her before but Erza said that she thinks you'll like her."

"So that's what this is about, you know it's only been a week right?"

"Natsu, I know, but," Gray chose his next words carefully, "I'm worried about you man. You don't have to marry this girl or even date her, fuck I don't give a shit if you hate the bitch just please try to have a good time, we're here." Gray said as he pulled up the driveway before parking and then waiting for Natsu's reply. Natsu looked back at Gray and sighed before simply replying with, "ok, I'll try." Gray smiled and gave Natsu a pat on the back before getting out of the car. They walked up the small stone path to Erzas luxurious 2 story home. They rang the doorbell and were almost immediately shoved inside a house that looked like someone had won a lifetime supply of Reeses and then ate it all.

"Damn Erza munchies much?" Gray laughed.

"Is that a problem buddy?" The red haired girl questioned with half lidded red eyes as she pointed an unopened pack of Reeses at the black haired boy.

"Not at all," the pink, excuse me, salmon haired guy interjected, "just show me where the green is at and I'm set." Erza simply pointed a finger to the room and said closet. Natsu took off only to return a second later to plug in his phone and then took off again. Gray looked at Erza and she looked at him and they already knew that when Natsu walked into that closet he wasn't going to walk out the same.

Natsu stepped into what he could only assume was Erza's room. It was red and had pictures of her two favorite things hung up on her wall, strawberry cheescake, and her and Gray. Natsu smiled at the pictures only to instantly frown at the couple when his mind began to wander to a week ago. He shook the thoughts from his mind and refocused on the mission at hand, finding the weed. He turned and saw the closet on the other side of the room and he took off straight for it only to be greeted by a wall of smoke, he ran in and quickly closed the door again. He finally turned around and for the first time in a week if you asked who Lisanna was he wouldn't go into his room and be depressed. Because the girl in front of him, she wasn't Lisanna, she was perfect.

"Oh hey I'm Lucy, sorry I didn't introduce myself earlier with Erza, I was kind of busy," she said motioning to the bong in her hand. Natsu just stood in shock of this perfect angel bestowed upon him. He finally realized she had introduced herself and gave her his signature grin before introducing himself.

"I'm Natsu," he said sticking out both hands, "one for the bong and one to shake your hand with," he clarified while smiling. Lucy handed him the bong and shook his hand before sitting back down in her beanbag. She looked curiously at Natsu as he listened carefully to the door. He put one finger over his pursed lips and began to walk over to the door before ripping open the doors. A startled Erza and Gray fell on top of each other at the sudden movement before looking up to meet Natsus intense gaze. They stared at each other for a good 30 seconds before bursting into laughter. Natsu sat back down and took a rip off the bong, "maybe this night won't be so bad," he glanced over at Lucy, "and boy was I wrong about not being interested." He smiled inwardly and then passed the bong to a waiting Lucy. "Yep definitely interested."

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