This is my first fanfic be nice
i dont own shaman king
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Lies
the dim light shined through the window, i watched him as he sat up putting his clothes on, wishing he would stop and turn around and see i was awake
and liy back on the bed and hold me close to him. but no he keeped his back to me it Brock my heart i love him but he doesn't love me then why? why did i go to him ever night?
i still remember he said to me the night THIS all started
"i love you with all my heart but if they find out we could never be together and i couldn't live with that Hao"
lies it was all lies. he got up and walked to the door, i closed my eyes desperate not to cry, i heared him stop and come walking back towards me, my heart skiped a beat
he sat down on the bed and leaned over and kissed my cheek
"be back tonight" he said coldly
an order, why? why silva you said you love me i gave you everything and you treat me like an animal. the door slamed shut he had left.
later that day in the park i sat on a bench staring at the ground my eyes filled with tears
"Ha ha ha Yoh Anna's going to kill you when she findes out you took a break from you traning"
my head shot up on the other side of the park a saw my twin and his friends laughing having fun i sat there watching them as they laughed until it got late and they went
home. home what a beautiful word but what dose it mean an place to feel safe with people you love i suppose.
it seemed like a long walk to silvas than ever before. when i got to the front door i was about to open the door but i just stared. after about 5 minutes i went inside
silva was wating for me he stode up as i turned round to close the door. Silva wrapped his arms around me he kissed behind my ear knowing my weak point he kissed down
my chin moving slowly to my neck pulling my t-shirt off he worked his down my chest reaching my nipples he sucked on one before moving to the other he stopped and pulled
my into the bed room pushing me onto the bed he continued his attack on my neck leaving his marks all over my neck clamming me as his. Silva removed his own shirt and
removed my pants and underwear Silva took my dick in his mouth and begun to suck hard and fast. the sensation was amazing i moned loudly and even louder as i came
into Silva's mouth. Silva removed his pants and underwear he moved my legs into piston then positioned himself. he trust into me agein and agein getting faster each time
we were both about to come i screamed his name and too my surprise he screamed mine. we lay there panting heavily silva put his armes around me and pulled my close
to him and said to words i wanted to hear most "i love you"