A/N: New fic! My god, it's been a while. My first try at an MA story, and yes this doubles as a warning. If you continue to read, there will be adult themes and adult language, both explicit in nature. Read at your own discretion. So, respectful feedback is welcomed, comments are treasured, and favorites of any kind are always a gift :). If you decide to let me know what you think, or if you have any questions or suggestions, feel absolutely free to be as brutally honest as you so choose just please, keep it respectful. I hope you enjoy 'And Then What?', a Gaara/OC fanfic.
1. Dionysian
I didn't choose to marry the Kazekage, such a decision was beyond my control. When the elders came to my house so late in the evening three months ago, I thought terrible news awaited me. I'm not so sure how accurate that prediction was. I mean, it's not like I'm too old, I think 22 is fairly young. But I'm still older than the Kazekage by two years. So, why did they choose me?
"Are you alright?" The voice of the Kazekage perked my ears and shook me from my deliberation. I looked over to him to find that he'd eaten all of his food while I'd barely made a dent in mine. I smiled at him and nodded, grateful for the concern. I mean, he wasn't as scary as everyone made him out to be. But then again, I'd never thought of him as scary. Intimidating, yes. But not scary.
He rose from his chair and grabbed his plate. "Thank you for the meal. Please excuse me, I have some paperwork that I must finish by the end of the night."
"Of course, Lord Kazekage."
He set his plate in the sink and let the kitchen and me to my thoughts. He was a quiet one, so I supposed being married to him wouldn't be all bad. The elders told me I was to serve him as his wife and to care for him in the natural way a woman cares for a man, whatever that means. Honestly, I hadn't intended on tying the knot until well into my thirties. But I guess it can't be helped. I don't know what they're so worried about or why they think matrimony is the answer, but this is the role I've been assigned and I'll do my best to play it out.
The sound of my phone vibrating against the table brought me from my inner thoughts. I grabbed the phone before it could hang up. "Hello?"
"Hey Koshinja, I was just calling to see how you were doing."
"Oh hey Ichina," Boy was I glad to hear her voice. "He just finished eating, if you were going to ask."
"Oh." I could hear the naughtiness in her voice. "Was he eating out?"
I could feel the heat turning my face red. "Ichina stop it, you know it's not like that. We may be married but-"
She laughed. "I know, I know, I was just kidding. I know how you can blush. Okay, well then call me if you need me. Otherwise, see you at work tomorrow."
I hung up the phone without really saying goodbye. And this is how the days had been for the past three months. I'd go to work, return to my new home to find the Kazekage in his study, he'd look at me once and go back to work, then I'd get dinner ready, we'd eat in silence, he'd leave to finish working, sometimes Ichina would call, then I'd get ready for bed. The Kazekage always seemed to be up late and up early, I've never really felt him in the bed besides me. I go to sleep and he's not there, I wake up and he's not there. Although this living arrangement isn't ideal, I still want to do something to help him out with the inevitable stress, and I know just the thing.
…
I raised my hand to knock on the door. For some reason I couldn't bring myself to do it. Like I said, the Kazekage wasn't scary, he just was really intimidating. His turquoise eyes were beautiful, no doubt, but their intense gaze was enough to make me want to sit down and stay out of the way. I was about to abort the mission when I heard his voice filter softly through the door.
"You may enter."
I swallowed and opened the door. When I entered the room I realized just how badly I was shaking, and I hoped he wouldn't notice. "Lord Kazekage I'm sorry to disturb you so late in the night. It's just that I thought you might like a snack," I offered him the pineapple flavored chocolate cluster I'd purchased from the late-night shop owner. "I don't know if you have much of a sweet tooth but the man at the shop said these were good stress relievers so I bought you one."
He nodded, giving me permission to approach his desk and set the candy on it. He reached for it and to my disappointment, set it aside. I didn't want to linger too long and foster unnecessary awkwardness so I bolted out of the room before either one of us could say anything else.
Back in my, er our, room, I popped the second cluster into my mouth. I'd bought one for myself too. It was really yummy, tangy and sweet. Just the sweet treat I needed, and with good timing too. I didn't have to go into work until later tomorrow thanks to repairs on the building so I was going to have a relaxing night and morning which started with my favorite pillow and some late night reading. I was reaching for the pillow and accidentally knocked it off the bed which was irritating. I leaned over the side of the bed to retrieve it when suddenly my body felt hot. I pulled myself back up and I was shaking, trembling as if the night air had somehow infiltrated my room. But the shivering didn't make sense given the heat pulsating throughout my body. Without much thought a moan escaped my lips, filling the otherwise silent room. I didn't understand what was happening although slowly it was becoming clear to me that my body had been sent into a state of extreme arousal. I could feel my nipples harden as they brushed the inside of my cotton night shirt. The bedsheets against my thighs were too soft and teasing. I could hear my labored breathing almost as loudly as my thoughts as the ache between my legs was making itself apparent. My toes were curling as the strain on my intimacy turned painful and I knew I needed to do something about this before it got out of control.
I was preparing to make a beeline for the bathroom when suddenly the door flew open. It was the Kazekage in a state in which I'd never seen him before. His eyelids fell seductively over his turquoise pupils, lashes casting shadows over a bright pink blush. His lips were parted slightly and I could see how heavily he was breathing, not so much hear it. Besides the physical state he was in, I noticed that he wasn't wearing his robes. Actually, he wasn't wearing anything except for a pair of baggy black pants that fell off his body slightly, exposing the tender flesh of his hips. He turned his eyes on me and I could see the hunger nestled in his stare, I could feel it wrack my body.
Before I could blink he was between my legs, his hips pushing me roughly against the bedside table. His hands were on either sides of my waist, gripping the furniture. His shinobi senses must have taken over considering how quickly he moved. His lips were hovering above the skin of my neck, his breath teasing the area. When finally he pressed his mouth to me, I rushed to cover my mouth to hide the moan. Immediately he was grabbing my hips, picking me up and nearly throwing me on the bed. I was trapped in between his knees as he used one hand to restrain my wrists above my head.
"Don't move."
It wasn't a request that he uttered as he returned to my neck, this time licking the skin slowly up to my ear. I could feel his other hand as it moved past my night shorts and into my panties, heading to cover my slit before slipping a finger inside. I didn't realize how wet I'd been and groaned at his quickened pace.
"Please Kazekage-sama, I need..." I could feel the blush spreading across my cheeks as I bit my lip. He seemed to get the message though and suddenly I found myself flipped over with my panties and shorts at my knees as he lifted my hips into the air. I could feel the warmth of his cock as he rubbed it against me before pushing in. I moaned loudly at the feeling of him inside me. I could feel myself getting closer and closer to climax as he pumped in and out of me. His movements were fast and hard and it felt so good it hurt. Using one hand to support myself, I reached to other hand to my opening and found my clit and began to rub in in time with his thrusts. Suddenly he had leaned over and was at my ear, breathing rugged breaths before biting my ear. The sounds he was making paired with the pain and pleasure I was feeling drove me over the edge as my walls started contracting and my body convulsed as I came. That must have pushed him over too because he pulled out and I could feel the warmth of his cum as it spurted onto my back.
Out of breath and spent we both collapsed, just as we were, pants and underwear down, covered in the end result of a good time.
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I awoke to the gentle warmth of the sun on my face. I blinked for a moment before recalling the events of the previous night. Involuntarily my breath caught as a blush spread across my face. We... I turned over to find the Kazekage gone, only the ruffled bed sheets a sign that he'd even been there. Thinking back on the night before I know I must have been as red as his hair, but I couldn't ignore the slight pulsing between my legs. That was the first time anyone had made me come through penetration. And although an embarrassing thought, I wouldn't mind having a little bit of that again.
I shook the thoughts away from my mind. Okay so that happened, whatever. It really wasn't a big deal. People slept with people they barely knew all the time, and he was my husband so really there shouldn't have been much to think about. But however logically I wished to approach the situation, as the day progressed, I couldn't get the leader of the Suna off my mind. All throughout my shift at the hospital, the red haired shinobi kept taking over my mind. I I was standing in line to punch out when I felt someone slink their arm around my shoulders.
"Hey Shinja, you were pretty quiet today, something on your mind?" It was Ichina, loud as ever.
"Shut up." I tried not to sound irritated but truthfully I had been struggling with the decision of telling my best friend about my sexscapade with the great Lord Kazekage for the majority of the day. The entire ordeal was pretty stressful actually. I punched in my ID and turned around to look at Ichina, flashing her a smile. "Walk me home?"
On the way to my house, I told her everything. Throughout my story her face stayed the same, which bothered me. She had the detached expression of a therapist instead of my best girlfriend. I kept telling her she was in the wrong line of work.
"Sounds like you had quite the big 'O' last night." she mused.
"Honestly, it might have been the best I've ever had. I don't know how he got that good for being so young."
Ichina shrugged. "Maybe it's just natural talent. He is gifted in many other ways."
I smirked. "You're telling me."
"Well if it was that good, maybe you should do something in return for him." She wiggled her eyebrows at me suggestively although what she was suggesting, I wasn't really sure. We'd made it to the gate of my house and I looked away. I would have been much redder than him had it not been for the fact that I'd thought his reaction so cute.
Sitting down in my seat I cut into the salmon. It was good but it needed a little pepper. Apparently he thought so too because our fingers brushed each other's when we both reached for the shaker. Immediately I withdrew my hand and the pepper fell to the floor. A moment passed in which we both stared at one another and I saw the blush on his cheeks had deepened to a lively pink. We were a mess and effectively making one. Before we could get any more awkward, I rushed to the floor to find the pepper. So preoccupied with the task was I that when I looked up I was only a few inches away from the Kazekage's crotch. And suddenly Ichina's suggestion came back to mind, prompting the moment in which I knew how to properly thank him for the pleasure he'd given me last night.
With a really quick pep talk, I nuzzled my face in the Kazekage's crotch. I heard the sharp intake of breath from above and realized he'd stopped breathing. In that instant I put it in my head to have him breathless by the end of this experience. He smelled musty which wasn't all that bad actually. And as blow jobs weren't my forte, most of my actions were experimental. I kisses up and down the inner seam of his pants, feeling the growing hardness against my skin. Heat was emanating from his body and suddenly I found myself turned on. I reached up and found the zipper to his pants which I pulled down and to my surprise, his erection sprang free. I wanted to ask him why he wasn't wearing underwear but by this time he was breathing again, I could tell because he let out a little moan when I kissed the head of his cock. It was so warm, it actually felt nice against my lips. So I trailed kisses along his shaft, down to the base of his member where two soft and no doubtedly hard-at-work bals awaited me. I took one in my mouth and sucked it gently before doing the same with the other. Through the space between him and the table I could see his stomach moving in and out, clenching and unclenching as I started to move my hand up and down, pumping his cock slowly. Now I could hear more moans and they just egged me on, drove me to take the head of his hard cock in my mouth and move it down as far as I could. Whatever I couldn't manage to fit in my mouth I continued to pump with my hand and I made a mental note to learn how to deepthroat. I moved up and down on his cock, bobbing my head to a rhythm I was comfortable with. He was openly moaning down and the room was filled with the decadent sound of his pleasure as well as the delicious smell of both of my meals.
I felt him push deeper in my throat as he moved forward in the chair. I did my best not to gag as one of my eyes filled with water. It seemed like he wanted control but the way he was sitting restricted his movement and left him at my mercy, which I liked. But I knew he was close so I did my best to speed it up and take more of him in my mouth. With a wrenched groan and gasp of air, he came, shooting warm liquid into the back of my throat. I'd had him so far in my mouth that I'd had no choice but to swallow although I did so with little pleasure. I proceeded to lick the cum that escaped my mouth from his semi-hard cock which sent visible trembles through his body. As he pushed his chair away from the table I realized how horny I'd become. But how did you ask THE Kazekage for sex? I couldn't do that. So as I rose from underneath the table, I did so with my eyes to the ground. I was making my way to go when he caught my wrist.
"Wait." The singular command was enough to make me stay. "Why did you do that?"
I was confused. "You didn't like it?"
"No that's not it at all. I'm simply curious."
I dared to meet his eyes which were staring at me intently through the haze of the after-orgasm. "Well last night you-" I bit my lip and turned away. If I was going to say this, it was going to have to be all at one time. The words came out in a rush. "Last night when we fucked you gave me such a great orgasm that I wanted to do something for you in return."
He was silent for a moment. "Well, thank you." He said and let my wrist fall to my side. "It was... really good."
I couldn't deny my pride at hearing him say that. "Thank you." I felt my lips pull into a small smile.
"Um," He seemed at a loss for words, another state I'd never seen him in. "I've tended to all of the necessary work for the night. Perhaps I could, um, reciprocate what you've done for me."
I fully looked at him then and blinked a few times. "Reciprocate?"
He nodded, his face bright red. "Yes. If you wish I could perform oral sex for you."
His embarrassment was contagious, I found myself twiddling my fingers before a realization struck. One of us had to be brave or assertive or something. Although embarrassing, I was growing tired of turning red in these sexually charged situations. I don't know where the courage came from, most likely some feral need resonating from the ache between my legs, but I decided to throw the inhibition out the window. "Honestly Lord Kazekage," As I said the words, I bended over and draped the front half of my body over the dinner table which suspiciously was missing food. I knew my skirt was higher than needed, exposing the blue lace panties I was wearing. "If it's okay with you, I'd like very much to feel your tongue."
I felt his cool fingers as they pushed themselves into the waistband of my panties and slowly pulled them down. His touch was cold but exciting as he traced one of his fingers along my lips.
"You're very wet." He commented. Suddenly I felt the warm and wet sensation of his tongue against my sex. He ran it slowly along my slit before prodding slightly in between my lips. I moaned and he took it as encouragement, plunging his tongue into my hole. Before I knew it he was moving his tongue rapidly in and out, effectively tongue-fucking me. I moaned loudly then, loving the feeling of his mouth in a place so intimate. But he wasn't quite doing the thing I needed him to.
As if he could read my thoughts, the Kazekage moved his tongue down further, sliding it to my clit. When he made contact, I grabbed the table tightly, enjoying the intense pleasure it brought me. Suddenly he was sucking on it and I was doing all I could not to move too much despite my shaking legs.
"Do you enjoy that Koshinja?" Hearing him say my name in between sucks on my clit prompted a loud moan in response. "Honestly Koshinja you've made me hard again." His comment seemed merely informative but I had to wonder if that was truly his intent when suddenly I felt a finger slip inside of me. He must have known I was getting close because he started alternating between licking and sucking my clit while simultaneously moving his finger in and out of me. When he added a second finger, I moaned out his name.
"Lord Kazekage," I said it breathlessly because by that time the pleasure was too intense. And when he accidentally missed my clit and licked the area of stretched out nerves right beneath it, I came. I felt myself contracting around his fingers which he'd kept moving. Upon the removal of his fingers I felt him grab my hips and suddenly I was in his lap, his hard member pushed against me. His hand was underneath my chin, exposing my neck to him which he licked slowly. He stopped by my ear and chewed the lobe softly. "From now on, whenever I'm pleasuring you, say my name, not my title."
And without warning he entered me. He was doing most of the moving himself, using one hand which was wrapped around my waist to hold me in place while also thrusting his hips upward and into me. And just like that I was shameless, nearly shouting in pleasure as he rammed himself into me. His other hand he had massaging one of my nipples and without meaning to I leaned my head back to face him. His eyes were closed in undeniable ecstasy and without thinking I kissed him. He shoved his tongue in my mouth and I knew we could taste each other. I could feel the climax coming in the kiss and pulled away to catch my breath as his kisses met the corner of my mouth and trailed down to my neck. I could feel my release come when he gave one good thrust and shot into me, biting down hard on my neck.
"Gaara!" I cried out as my orgasm hit. When the waves began to recede I fell back against him, feeling the rapid rise and fall of his chest. I was done in and trying to figure out how in the world I was going to make it to our room when he lifted me up. His cock sliding out of me sent little jolts of pleasure through my afterglow. He pulled up his pants and, to my surprise, gathered me into his arms. He moved so quickly through the house that we were in the bedroom in a flash. He lay me on the bed before climbing in himself and turning towards the bathroom door. I pouted a little, I was in the mood for contact.
"What is it?"
I blushed, caught. "Well I was wondering if we could... cuddle?"
He didn't say anything, just scooted backwards towards me. I took it as a yes and although it wasn't exactly the way it was supposed to be done, I fell asleep spooning with the Kazekage, holding him comfortably in my arms.
