I'm experimenting with writing a One-Shot. Sirius 3! Please review! I phone you enjoy- though it's kind of sad. xx

James was dead.

Lily was dead.

Peter was dead.

Muggles were dead.

And I laughed.

It was ridiculous.

It was horrible.

It was impossible.

Mere hours and everything had been turned upside down.

Ridiculous.

A street full of innocent Muggles was destroyed. So were my best friends.

Horrible.

One of my best friends was a traitor.

Impossible.

Ministry officials came.

I laughed.

I laughed out of pain, out of grief, out of disbelief.

Pain for my broken heart. Pain as though I had been blown apart myself.

Grief for the ones I loved. Grief so overwhelming, the only thing I could do was laugh.

Disbelief for the impossibility of the situation. Fat little, weak little Peter becoming a traitor and just as good as killing his best friend.

They took me away.

I laughed still.

They locked me up.

I went willingly.

Just about everything I cared about had been taken away from me.

My freedom was nothing anymore.

And so I laughed.

There was nothing else to do. I would not break down and drown in my sorrow.

I laughed with pain. With grief. With disbelief. Ridiculous, horrible, impossible laughter.

Laughing or crying. Sorrow in two different forms. Emotion bursting. Laughter.

I was overflowing in emotion.

Anger.

Sadness.

Passion.

Laughter.