Inspired by Rehab by Rihanna

I still remember the fist time I looked at him across the Pit, his eyes shinned bright as he caught me staring at him. My breathe caught in my throat. I was suddenly unable to speak before this magnificent man. He swept me off my feet before I even realized what I was doing.

When we first met, I never felt something so stronger

You were like my lover and my best friend

All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it

Four was magical, every kiss left me breathless. I was floating on cloud nine whenever I was near him. All our time spent together was behind closed doors ravaging each other's body. He worshiped my body in ways I never knew were possible to experience.

Every thing seemed perfect in my eyes...

I didn't expect him to up and leave me, I thought what we had was unheard of. I thought he loved me past loving my body.

I didn't know how to follow

It's like a shock that spun me around

And now my heart's dead

I feel so empty and hollow

Depression soaked deep into my bones. Wallowing in my self pity near the chasm. Silent tears fell from my eyes burning my cheeks on the way down, pulled by gravity. I felt used, like yesterday's newspaper; tossed to the wind to be picked up and thrown away all over again.

And I never gave myself to another the way I gave it to you

I gave four my most precious gift. He owned my body and soul. I never understood what it was like to feel alone until Four left me. I vowed to never let another man in to where he had control over my heart.

You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

It was easier for me turning into an ice queen, a cold hearted bitch. Anger pulsed through my veins when I saw him from afar with her wrapped in his arms. He's the one that should be suffering, not me. Albeit here I am, determined to not give a damn.

And now I feel like I can put this relationship to an end

Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more

I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking

I should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab

And, baby, you're my disease

I was addicted to him. I loved the way he smelled. I loved the way his eyes burned a flame for me. I loved they way he took my breathe away.

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're love swept?

You'd do anything for the one you love

Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there

It's like you were my favorite drug

The only problem is that you was using me

In a different way than I was using you

But now that I know it's not meant to be

It gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

There is no turning back at this point. There is no going back on the things he took from me. I can only hold my head up high and move on, not dwell on the past.

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

Authors note

Hi everyone I wanted something different. Something that was poetically expressed for those tho have been hurt by a relationship./p