This fic is post 'Sexy'.

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee, Blaine, Kurt, or any other characters mentioned.

Regional's. Backstage, immediately following the Warbler's performance.

We ran off the stage, breathless. I felt like flying. We rocked. And we knew it.

I laughed out loud and turned to Blaine.

He smiled, "You were amazing."

I blushed, "What about you, Mr. Soloist Extraordinaire?"

His cheeks colored slightly, but he held my gaze, "Thanks."

We both looked down awkwardly. The silence lasted for a few seconds, until I heard a cough from behind me. I started to turn, but Blaine grabbed my arm.

Suddenly, I was falling. And there were arms around me, helping me to stand. And Blaine was everywhere. His arms, his chest, his face.

Our lips touched for the briefest of moments. And then his mouth was on mine and it was everything I had ever dreamed about.

Except it wasn't.

I pulled back.

His face was bright red and he wasn't meeting my eyes. I opened my mouth to say something, but his expression stopped me.

I turned away with a "See you, Blaine," and walked off to find a hole to curl up in.

"Shit," I swore as soon as Kurt was out of earshot.

You really blew it, didn't you, Blaine?

David looked at me apologetically, "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean -"

I cut him off, "It's fine." It wasn't. "I just need to..." I left the rest of the sentence floating in the air as I walked away, in the opposite way Kurt had gone.

I wandered farther and farther backstage, the voices of the Warblers and New Directions getting fainter and fainter. Once I was sure no one would stumble upon me, I sat down on the floor and cradled my head in my hands.

"Everything was leading up to that, Blaine. You had once chance and you blew it," I couldn't stop the words from tumbling out. "He probably hates you now. Right now, he's probably laughing about how pathetic you are with the rest of them."

I groaned when shouts of my name came floating over where I was sitting. A well-rehearsed plastic smile settled over my face.

Here we go.

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