It's been so long. It's been so long since I heard the Hymn of the Fayth. It's kind of sad really. Their song was so beautiful. I've sung it to myself so many times now. But it just not the same. There are so many things that are just not the same anymore. Like, whistling. Every time I hear a whistle I kind of want to cry. I'm sure you understand better then any one else.
Sometimes I wonder if I can truly still live in Spira without feeling all this emptiness. Ever since you left, there's been this big hole in my heart that just can't be filled. Sometimes it's hard to look Rikku in the eyes, because, strangely she reminds me of you. I can barely go any where anymore without the thought of you popping up in my head. Just the other day I saw what I would guess to be a couple on their first date. The man told a joke that the woman forced herself to laugh at the joke. I quickly excused myself from the task at hand to calm myself down. The worst of all, is that sometimes I cry, and I'm all alone.
I never intended for things to turn out this way. It was supposed to be easy. I was going to die at the end and everyone would be happy. I didn't plan on being stuck here, most importantly stuck here without you by my side. Sometimes I feel your presence but it's always my mind playing tricks on me. It's just not fair, it never has been. Please just come back. I'm wasting away without you here.
It's short, I know. But I like it. Hope you enjoy as well. By the way! I don't own any of this really.