Tears rolled down my face

I cried out in anguish

Holding his cold lifeless body

Lifeless.

Why did you have to go?

To sacrifice yourself to save me.

Why, why?

I remembered the last meal we had together

You had actually laughed

I still remembered of the taste of your mouth

The lust….ah the lust

It is killing me

Why did you have to go?

After we broke out of the castle in Germany

I took your efforts for granted

If there was a problem

I'd always think

Don't worry, Fang would handle it

I'm not regretting that we destroyed Itex together.

It's just….I love you fang.

Why couldn't it have been me?

You pushed me aside,

Only to take the bullet,

Straight in your heart

At least you died without pain

Dead before you even blinked

Falling…falling, and finally landing with a loud crunch

Bones breaking, blood all around you

Why did you have to go?

Now that your gone,

I finally realized,

How much i…..miss you

As I watched your body turns to ashes,

This letter would with you,

Crumbling to dust beside your body

I really hope this reaches you

You're Beloved,

Max