A Façade

When have I started wearing this thing?

That everytime I wear it, I turn into a different being

And whenever I laugh or cry

I really don't know if it's true or lie

I noone sees it

Nor does the reason behind it

I noone notices

Cause noone ever cares

People are just happy seeing the fake me

For noone give a damn of my true personality

So sometimrs I really don't care

If in my face it will be there

But it makes me wonder

If it's a shield or a cover

If it's a good thing or a bad thing

For me to keep on keeping

But somehow I couldn't help

But to put on myself

For there really are just times

That I couldn't hide these tears of mine

And that whenever I'm in pain

And there's no help that came

All I can do is keep it still

And keep all that can feel

So till the day come

That all of it will be gone

Will be the only day

I take my façade away