Going it alone
Short Summary
Bella and Edward sleep together then the party accident happens days later he tells her he doesn't love her and him and his family leave 2 weeks later Bella find out she's pregnant and decides to live with her mum in Florida and have a fresh start but what will the future bring for Bella and her baby or babies read to find out
THIS IS MY FIRST FANFICTION SO READ AND REVIEW
Chapter One (Bella's POV)
He left; he just left me with those painful words stuck in my mind. He told me he didn't love me and that him and his family were leaving they didn't even say goodbye my so called best friends Alice and Emmett just left without even telling me I was heartbroken but I lost my best friends I thought of them as family and they all disappeared. It has been a month since he left and I'm still not getting better I've been ill. I can't eat I can't sleep because I just end up throwing it back up and when I sleep I just have nightmares.
FLASHBACK
It was Friday and none of the Cullen's where in school which was odd because it wasn't sunny today and then when I got home Edward was stood by the side of my house I walked over towards him.
"Take a walk with me" He said
"O-Kay" I said
We started walking through the trail by the side of my house when we got just out of site of my house he began talking.
"Bella me and my family are leaving" He Said
"Why" I asked
"I can't do this anymore I need to stop pretending Bella I don't love you I need to move on and live my life and so do you so were leaving everyone's already gone I just stayed behind to say goodbye and tell you I'm sorry but I promise you this it will be like I never existed" he said
I just stood there stunned we've been together for two and a half years and now he tells me this.
"You don't love me" I asked
"No Bella I'm sorry" he said
"Sorry that's all you've got to say we've been together for two and a half years and now you tell me this Edward after all we've been through we had sex Edward you could of told me before that but no I thought you loved me but now I see I was just a plaything you used me" I screamed
"I'm so sorry Bella"He Said
"I hate you Edward" I screamed
I walked off and went home I just went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
FLASHBACK OVER
I need to get myself together I need to get better not just for myself but for Charlie and my unborn baby yeah that's right I said my baby a week after he left I found out I was pregnant I'm about 3 and a half months and my bump is showing pretty much I told my mum and dad they were angry at first but they got over it Charlie's mad at Edward and said if he sees him he's going to shoot him good thing he's bulletproof isn't it. I finished school last week and know I'm moving with my mum to Florida in two weeks she has my room and the baby's room ready we just have to move up in two weeks the college I'm going to is a 5 minute walk from moms house and she's going to watch the baby when I'm in school. I have my first scan in 3 weeks because I decided to wait until I move in with mom instead of swapping doctors but I went to see one to get it verified that I'm pregnant and he gave me the pills and everything I needed I have everything packed and I can't wait to move to get a fresh start he has one so can I but I'll always have a part of him with me and I can't help but be thankful because if I wasn't pregnant I'd still be moping around even though this baby wasn't planned I still love him or her so much. At first I was scared about this pregnancy because I thought it was impossible for vampires to have babies but then I'm not a vampire I'm human I was scared the baby wouldn't be normal but the babies progressing fine so we'll just have to wait and see.
(Edward's POV)
I can't believe I told her that I didn't love her but that's the only way she would let me go I can't believe I said all that hurtful stuff to her I just hope she moves on and has a happy life after all she hates me .Everything has changed we know live in England but life is different Alice never shops anymore she just sulks in her room with jasper Emmett hates me and he never tells jokes everyone is sad and it's all because of me even Rosalie misses Bella. That's all I do is sit in my room all day and think about Bella this is all I've done since we left I only leave my sofa to go to the bathroom and to hunt .It hurts when that's all the family do is think of her.
I miss Bella she was like a sister and now she's gone - Alice
I miss Bella I can't believe it. It was all my fault if I had kept control we wouldn't of had to leave and everyone would have been happy –Jasper
I can't believe my little sisters gone I miss her so much her blush and the way she tripped over her own feet-Emmett
I miss Bella I know I acted like I hated her but I didn't I envied her she could have what I wanted and she was willing to just throw it all away- Rosalie
I feel like I've lost a daughter I miss her so much- Esme
I just can't believe she's gone I miss her she was like a daughter –Carlisle
I just can't believe I'm hurting everyone but it's for her to have a normal life were she isn't in danger every second when she's with us.
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sorry if it's not the best but it my first try so there goes