First fanfic..named after song by Saliva R&R! :D I don't own X- men.. no matter how much I wish I did! :D I LOVE RYRO… the song is the rhyming part.. I assume yall are smart people.. you can figure it out…
ALWAYS:
John stood there, like a statue, staring at her. It wasn't fair, really; she was so beautiful, but no one could touch her… She was kind too…Too kind for someone in love with his best friend.
I hear…a voice say "don't be so blind"…
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Does she love me…? He stared hard into her eyes…the window to the soul…hopefully seeing into it… All he saw was tears. I hurt her. I still do.
Am I…your one and only desire?
Am I the reason you breath?
Or am I the reason you cry?
I love her. I always have.
Always… Always… Always… Always… Always… Always…
I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!
She was frightened. She wanted to scream at him. She wanted to kiss him. She wished he were out of her head…
I LOVE YOU
I HATE YOU
I CAN'T GET AROUND YOU
I BREATH YOU
I TASTE YOU
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
I love him…. Don't I? She met his gaze as a tear rolled down her cheek. I do. I always will.
I've hurt her. Why did I come back? ' Because you love her, you idiot'. He broke the silence..
"I'm sorry…I…I…I love you." That's all that was needed. She understood completely. He was barricaded. He couldn't get out of his life. He was alone, and so was she.
I just can't take anymore…
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you
I have to leave… For good this time. I have to stop doing this to her. She deserves better… So much better. But he couldn't leave until… until both of them understood WHAT they were leaving
I love you
I hate you
I can't live without you
I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?
Always… Always… Always…Always…
She was mad… She was mad despite the fact that she understood.
"How could you? You have my heart in your hand…But I didn't realize until now… I love you."
At this he got excited… But he hoped not to show it on his face. Despite himself A huge grin spread across his face And he came toward her…
Only to have her move away.
"I almost died! I LOVE YOU, JOHN ALERDYCE (sorry bout spelling) but I can't love you!"
I see the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Was it all just a part of your plan?
The pistol's shakin' in my hands and all I hear is the sound
I LOVE YOU
I HATE YOU
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
A slow smile spread across his lips. He closed the distance between them so there lips were only a hair's length apart. He was staring at her… in her… through her. He read her like a newspaper.
"I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you I just can't take anymore, this life of solitude I pick myself off the floor, and now I'm done with you…" When he finished he waited for her to kiss him.. He wanted it too. He looked in her eyes and saw sadness… The same sadness he had felt.
She whispered one word before pressing her lips to his…
"Always…"