Message of Regret

Kagamine Rin fanfic

At a small harbor straying from a town

I stand outside a small town. In the harbor. How can I forgive myself?! This bottle in my hands is my final wish. My br . . . Tears flow down my face.

Alone a girl stands still

Alone. I stand in the water, that goes to my knees, alone. How can I forgive myself for what I have done?! This small glass bottle holds my last wish. My regrets.

It has been here at this sea from long ago

This very sea, where I stand, is where it all started. My memories come back to my mind, my unforgiving mind.

A secret legend

I remember my servant standing in the water, looking at me as a sat down on the sandy shore. He told me about the glass bottle and parchment. It was a legend.

"Put a parchment with a wish written on it"

"Into a small bottle"

"And if it's washed away by the sea then someday"

"The thought will bear fruit"

I remember him looking at the glass bottle as he bends down, letting go of the bottle, watching the current flowing the bottle downstream. He looks at me and tells me, "Maybe it will make my queen's breast grow?" I shriek. He then says, "Just kidding." I can see him smiling. Even now, I can hear his voice, his laugh, "I would like my lady to remain the way she is, now."

Drifting away, a small bottle of glass

A message with a wish placed in

Far beyond the horizon

Quietly disappearing

I close my eyes, taking a deep breath in. I open them. I bend down, letting the glass bottle go, going back standing up straight, and watching it as it slowly fades away in the horizon. The message holds my regrets, my wish. I can hear his voice. My broth . . . Brother's voice . . . "Len . . ." tears fall out of my eyes yet again.

You were always beneficial to me

And would do anything

I've only always been selfish

And gave you troubles

"Len . . ." I repeat. My memories of him come back. The Green war . . . Why . . . Why did I order him to kill that lady from green country? All I wanted, was Kaito . . . It was for my own selfish reasons! I gave my brother troubles that I shouldn't have. Now I cannot repent for what I have done!

You who would fulfill my wish

Are no longer here so

I am getting the sea

To deliver my thoughts

"Len . . ." I repeat. He fulfilled my every wish. But now . . . He is no longer here . . . Because of me . . . He wanted to save me . . . Why did you do that? I am now at the sea, from our childhood, to deliver my thoughts . . . My regrets . . . My last wish . . . I have to act for myself now. I have no one else to do that for me . . . God, why?

Drifting away, a little wish

Tears and a slight regret

Realizing sin is always

After everything is over

I fall to my knees, tears flowing out of my eyes. "I'm sorry, Len!" I scream. I kept on seeing his face. "I'm sorry!"

Drifting away, a small bottle of glass

A message with a wish placed in

Far beyond the horizon

Quietly disappearing

Drifting away, a little wish

Tears and a slight regret

I lift my head up to the heavens, my eyes shut, screaming, "Please God!"

"If we could be reborn..."

I put my head back down, "I would like to be with him again." I open my eyes. Out of the corner of them, I thought I saw my brother, standing next to me. I quickly jump to my feet, looked towards the left, but saw nothing. My tears suddenly came to a halt. "Yeah, it will." Was all I could say. I look towards the heavens again. I saw my world turning into darkness.