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This is New York City. Its crazy and violent, yet at the same time beautiful and calming. I work to stop the craziness, the crime. Sometimes I succeed, sometimes I fail. But everyday I fight not to become one of them and I never have until today.

I walked into the station with my jacket zipped up to protect against the bitter New York winter. Partly to protect against the cold and partly to hide my secret. As I entered the squad room I felt an eerie calm wash over me, replacing the anxious feeling I was having before. I felt as if I was standing outside my body, watching everything.

I heard a voice in my head, "Go ahead. Do it!" I looked around and saw Mel, Alex and Casey probably here to get updated on the case. I greeted them warmly. I was surprised at how calm I sounded, considering everything.

My gun holster was already unbuttoned, giving me quick access to my gun. Liv came up to me to brief me on the case. I couldn't hear her. I just watched her jaw move up and down. The captain then came up, probably to ask about the case. I heard the voice again, "Do it now, Rollins. You know what'll happen if you don't." I knew what I had to do.

I was brought back to reality when captain snapped his fingers in front of me.

"Rollins?" He questioned, a concerned look on his face.

"I'm sorry, Captain. I'm so sorry."

"For what?"

"For this." I pulled my gun out of the holster and busted three caps in the ceiling. Before anyone could react I pulled Liv into a headlock and pushed the muzzle of my gun against her head.


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