Tell me how I'm supposed to be with no air…
Tommy watched the limo drive away before getting back in his car. He didn't even get to put the key in the ignition before he broke down. In that moment, watching her drive away forever, he honestly wanted to die. He choked back a sob and tried to breathe, but he found that his chest wouldn't cooperate, and he thought about her again. This forced him into a vicious cycle of crying and wheezing.
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
By the time he had calmed down enough to drive, he was alone. Everyone had left and he was the only idiot still parked at the Harrison house. He didn't understand. He thought everything was okay… what happened? What on earth was he going to do with himself with his his Jude on the other side of the freakin planet?!
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand
He went straight home to his small loft. It was really quite bare, but he didn't care, because no one except Jude ever came here, and now she was gone and he was alone. He went to the fridge and got a beer. Pausing, he turned around and went for the whole pack. It was going to be a long night.
Half way through his fifth beer, he look at it in disgust. That's just like you, to get drunk. Quincy, you haven't gotten drunk since… before Jude left—He almost sobbed at that last thought. You never could stay sober more than five seconds without her anyway, Quincy. What else is new?
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
He thought about what he had been through with her. At first he was annoyed with her. He remembered being pissed at her calling him 'Little Tommy Q' that first day, and he half laughed, half sobbed at the thought. She had so much fire in her. So much passion. So much music. It was what made her beautiful to him. He had stuck his neck out there for her several times. He was glad to though, because she saved him in so many ways she didn't even know, that he was glad to show his appreciation.
His eyes drooped, and the room spun. Gonna regret this in the morning,Quincy. Again, what else is new? He put the empty beer bottle on the coffee table, and rolled over and let the drunken sleep take over him, wondering
How do you expect me
to live alone with just me?
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live, can't breathe with no air.
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air.
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon' be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air…
A/N: this song is No Air by Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown. other than that, i won't waste time on a disclaimer cuz we all know they ain't mine ;
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