Hi guys! So this is my first proper fanfic O: I've been putting this off for a while but the first chapter is finally done! :D Please let me know what you think, if you would like me to continue this story (yes I have ideas hmmhmmm :P) then say so! Hope you enjoy!
Chapter 1- New Found Facts
~PHIL'S POV~
"Phil, you're over reacting!" I heard him shout, trying to override my remarks of what seemed like complete and utter disgust. I was filled with anger and sorrow as I mulled over the night before.
"Really Dan, answer me truthfully, how would you feel if someone slept in your bed, with a woman?" I asked, my tone full of disappointment. My hands clenched by my sides as I tried to calm the anger flowing through me. It wasn't often I was this angry, saying that it wasn't often I would express my emotion at all.
"Well who else am I gonna sleep with?" Dan replied sarcastically, rolling his eyes.
'If only' I thought to myself, before snapping out of my own dream world. I knew I shouldn't be thinking these things, but it was only natural. 'I mean come on, it's Dan. Dan, with his silky dark hair, perfect brown eyes….'
"I… I…" I stuttered, not knowing what to say to him at all. "Who even was that girl Dan? I swear I've never even seen her before!"
"Phil! Since when have I needed your permission to bring friends over? Last time I checked, I didn't need approval to sleep with someone!" Dan retaliated.
"Look. I get it okay. We're guys, we have needs, but that does not give you the right to shag her in my bed Dan! How do you expect me to sleep in there now?" I questioned, trying to stop imagining how much fun Dan could have had with that girl.
The girl was rather short and curvy, with long dark waves reaching her waist. She had a very natural look about her- just Dan's type. I'm sure if she wasn't connected with Dan she would have been seen through my eyes as perfectly decent, and… normal. If anything, I would have found her to be quite attractive, if I was into girls, that is. Truth is, I'm not, any more. She doesn't have the perfect brown eyes, the laugh that makes your heart melt or the witty sense of humour like Dan. She wouldn't make you pancakes covered in syrup to give you when you woke up, or hug you tightly before you went to sleep. I always loved that about Dan. For a friend, he was always so affectionate. One time, we literally snuggled throughout the whole of a sad film. And it wasn't even weird. That's the thing though, I don't just want him as a friend. I want him to know how I feel. I want him there beside me when I wake up, to hug and kiss, to own. I want to sit and stroke his hair as he drifts off into a slumber, to carry him to bed and lie there with him in my arms, forever.
I had to pull myself out of a fantasy once again. "You know what, it doesn't even matter. I'm going out." I snapped, reaching for my messenger bag and snatching my phone off the arm of the sofa. I threw on my hoodie and reached for my keys, trying to ignore Dan's excuses in the background as I made an exit as quickly as possible.
"Phil, come on… I don't want to fall out over this… it was just once… I'm sorry Phil, I really am."
No reply.
"...Fine, if you're gonna act like a stroppy little kid and storm out, then I'm making no effort stop you."
"Good." I mumbled as I left the apartment.
Sooo, I hope it wasn't too bad. I hope to begin writing new chapters right away but remember to review if you want to see more drama!
