Denying the truth
I love him.
But people tell me not to.
I love him.
But they say he's a different person.
I don't believe them.
But I know deep inside me it's true.
I deny that.
So I run away from the truth.
I want to believe them, but I just can't.
Because one thing was for sure.
I loved him.
And all I ever wanted was to be with him.
But never really knew the reason,
Why I was so in love with him.
I couldn't accept what they had to say.
So now I have to live with a lie.
Worrying each day that passes me by.
What they say is that he'll just break my heart.
But letting him go would do just that.
So it didn't matter what they said.
Cuz' I thought I could change him.
I had enough and I didn't want to listen.
They don't understand that when I'm with him,
I'm happy.
But was I blinded by love, not to see?
The person he really was, and what he's become.
But no! It can't be!
Because I know he loves me.
He'll never leave or do anything to hurt me.
But time passed me by,
And the truth still hidden in my heart.
When pieces came together,
Solving the puzzle I've been trying to figure out.
And it came to the conclusion they were right.
Now I know I was wrong.
Never should have doubted myself,
Because I've known the truth all this time,
I've known it all along.