Disclaimer: I DO NOT own any characters in this story. Well, good- first step is admitting that you have a problem…

Pairing: Sirius/Remus

Setting: Marauder's Era

Warning: Slash.. obviously

Rating: T-might change to M…

Now, this will be a pretty short story, because I'm not a dedicated person when it comes to starting something-so I just better finish it faster. I WILL promise updates as soon as possible, but I'm going away this weekend, so, the best I could get you is Monday-hopefully.

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On with the story:

Chapter 1. Longing.

Remus Lupin was sitting in the common room by the fire on a terribly cold winter night, wrapped in a blanket that he brought from his bed, clutching a picture in his hands. The picture was of Sirius Black, his best friend and love of his life but dear old moony was all alone in this one-sided relationship. He loved Sirius more than he ever thought possible. His heart cried out whenever he thought of his padfoot. His Padfoot. It sounded so right when he said it.

Sirius was known as the common womanizer, a jock. He had another girl in his bed every week and Remus hated it. The thought of Sirius doing that with a girl made him sick. Lupin hoped that one-day, THEY would be making love under the stars (not under a full moon of course) and proclaiming promises of love as they held each other after their passionate lovemaking. Remus could dream - couldn't he?He longed for Sirius to kiss him, touch him, just breathe on him for crying out loud! He wanted to be cared for by Sirius as much as he cared for him.

As the lonely werewolf thought about this, a single tear rolled down his cheek and dropped onto the face or Sirius in the picture. He peered down at the photograph and then held in tightly against his chest, where his heart would be. Little did he know, his love was not one-sided.

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Just above where Remus was sitting by the fire, Sirius had been in his dorm room lying awake, and thinking. Just thinking, about life, school, and love - oh yes, love. As opposed to common belief, he was NOT happy with his lifestyle. He wasn't proud that all the girls was over him like James on Lily, oh no. He wanted a steady relationship where he would love the other, as much as he loved them. Also, another thing that everyone knew, he was bisexual, which meant gender didn't matter to him at all-he was just more lucky with women, still liked men a bit more. Actually, one man in particular - Remus Lupin. His best friend was the object of his lust.

As he thought about coming out with his feelings, he remembered that the worst thing that could happen was that Remus would say 'no' but that's just it. It was Sirius' worst fear that Moony would say no. Being troubled with his decision, he took his blanket and wondered if he should sit by the fire in the common room. He always went there when he was feeling troubled. He decided to go - maybe he'll finally fall asleep in the presence of a warm fire.

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A/N: This is my first RL/SB fic. Please, criticism would be appreciated if they are USEFUL. I will not tolerate any flames because of the character shipping. It's not fucking my problem if you're a homophobe. Anyway, please review-if I get at least 5 reviews, I'll definitely continue this. This might turn into a little songfic... but i don't know yet. 3

-Sad Statue