I hate that video camera, I just wish I would've thrown it away like I had planned to after me and Aiden had finished. But no I had to keep it, god why did she have to see it. Ahh, she had to know I love her more than anything, that I would choose her over Aiden anytime. Apparently I had to show her sometime and right now is the time. I can see Kyla there, she's nervous, very nervous, she's like shaking, and she's actually very funny when she is scared. I'm a little nervous, remember I've been naked on the stage when I was 5, so that pretty much frightened the stage fright right out of me.
Let's see, I take one last look at the mirror, perfect I think, well as perfect as I can pull off without Spencer as my girlfriend. But no, I remember saying, after she came out, I wanted to shout to the world that I am in love with Spencer Carlin. I did actually scream it at school and Spencer blushed, she was so cute, I love it when I make her blush, it's a reminder to me that he still loves me, because if she didn't she wouldn't really care what I say, well not everything I say anyway.
Okay, they tell me and Kyla will be on in 5 min. Well Kyla and me, wait isn't it Kyla and I, I laugh at my grammar, I laugh at me English teacher who's German. Oh I don't even understand her most of the time. I realize that all day I've been occupying my mind so I don't have to think about Spencer, but its impossible and I know, she's my one and only. My soul mate, my baby. I can't cry, no I can't. Okay, there we go he's about to announce us.
"Raife Davies will never be forgotten, and here are his daughters, Ashley and Kyla Davies."
We walked out arms linked and went to the microphone. I decided to talk since I saw that Kyla was much too nervous. I started off.
"How are you New York!" I yelled and everybody applauded and cheered. "Well as you all know, Raife Davies was an awesome musician, a talented business man, but most of all a great father, although he wasn't always there for me, I know he would've wanted to be. Without him I would not have learned about life the way he has taught me, I wouldn't have loved music this much, and without him I would not have this amazing sister, who although gets on my nerves sometimes, I do love a whole lot."
I turned to see Kyla whose eyes were tearing now and I pulled Kyla into a big hug. I put the microphone to my now tearing face and spoke on. "Before I go I would like to say…" I wasn't sure how to phrase it but I took a deep breathe and continued, "I would like, scratch that, I would love to let the whole world know that I Ashley Davies am in love with Spencer Carlin."
Everyone went quiet and then a sudden burst of applause and cheering occurred. I dropped the MIC to the ground and grabbed Kyla's hand and started to walk of stage. My attention was caught by the stage director mouthing me to present my dad's band. I laugh at my stupidity but go back out there, I grab the MIC and explain my stupidity to the crowd, they laugh of course, but I got right to the point. I wanted to head back to L.A to know what Spencer had to say about my big announcement.
I presented my dad's band and headed towards my dressing room. I had to get changed and quickly. I know my flight isn't until tomorrow night but heck I'm rich I know I can get that changed, maybe I could be in LA by morning so I can wake up next to Spencer.
Just the thought is getting me excited. That's when I think about what I have just done, I actually told her I love, like I literally put my self out there, even though I feel at my best I am at my most vulnerable, I guess that's what love is. I can see my dressing room so I decide to start jogging there, why waste more time than I already have. I go inside and flip the light switch, because well to see my clothes I do need light. But it doesn't work, and if I call someone it will be quite a bitch of a wait, I can barely see but I remember a lamp being there in the middle of the room. So I head to the middle feeling around like a blind person and finally find it. Yes, I shout in my head. I pull the little string thingy as I like to call it but what the hell, that doesn't feel like working either. So guess what, I'm just going to LA like this.
I hear the door close behind me, now I am truly blind, I don't get scared though because I assume it's the wind, but then I hear a click that indicated that someone was in the room and had just locked the door. I would've screamed but I don't know, I didn't, I just didn't. I actually felt safe in the darkness, I felt safe with whoever or whatever was in this room. I start talking, "Who's th…" Someone's finger is on my lip indicating me to shut up. I do and the light touch on my lips sends electricity through my body. I like it, actually I love it. I think to myself no, I can't I love Spencer. NO, Ashley stop. But it's too late.
The person's lips were on mine, I knew it was a girl though, the way her lips were shaped, the way she was kissing, and then I realized, wait a minute, I recognize these lips. They're Spencer's. I deepen the kiss knowing it's Spencer. I just know it is, I know it is my baby right there in front of me. She pulls away and I reach into my pocket and pull out my lighter, I flick it on and there she is, so beautiful, gorgeous and I see what she's wearing and I just get turned on so fast.
She is wearing red lingerie, god, I can't take it anymore, I look around and notice the couch I was sitting on earlier, I throw the lighter down, it immediately breaking, and I pull Spencer in the direction of the couch I saw and when I thought I was close enough I threw Spencer in that direction. I hear the grunt she made as she landed and I knew she was on the couch, and this is where it happened, the most intense connection me and her have ever made. I could see her, I don't know how but I could see, you know when they say blind people can actually see people's 'colors' like this one certain person is yellow while another is blue, well that's what it seemed like. I could see red, red because I love her and well the color of love is red right? I chuckle at myself and my corniness. I can see her heart beating, god I love her so much I could literally see her body all her curves and I know she saw mine too. I saw her biting and licking those luscious lips.
I straddled her, started kissing her with so much passion, I never wanted this to end, just me and her, the only light in this complete darkness. I started caressing her body, knowing exactly where to touch and knowing where it all was. There were no 'I'm sorry' 'oops' or 'are you ok' here. No accidental touches, I knew exactly where everything on her body was, I had a map engraved in my head, and I could feel so did she. I knew I was touching all the right places, kissing all the right places, because I always heard her moan, god that turned me on so much.
I decided to make the first big move, I wasn't in the mood for any foreplay to tell you the truth, so I just headed to the final destination. I moved the silk in between her legs and just pushed my fingers in. Two fingers for now, because I know she wants more but I want to see how she reacts. She screams my name, "Ashley" god I love it, I decide to add a finger and use my weight to go in deeper than I ever have with her. Oh my god her moans, her body, Im can't hold it any longer, I thought I could but I can't just the thought of her body is enough for me to climax. I tell her to open her eyes and believe it or not I can actually see them. Those beautiful blue orbs, then I tell her, "Come for me baby, come for me"
She surprises me and sticks three fingers in my wetness and we move in sync, I pull out and she pushes in and it goes like that when she says, "Come with me baby, I need you so badly." We scream each other's name almost simultaneously as we come. We just lay there, Im on top of her, body limp, more tired than I've ever been, and I hear her whisper something but I heard it loud and clear.
"Ashley I love you with all my heart" I responded,
"Me too, baby, even more" And I decide to ask her,
"Honey, how'd you get here?" and once again she whispers but I hear her.
"It's a long story, I'll tell you later."
We fall asleep right then and there, in each other's arms and I wouldn't have it any other way.