Blair looks back at the day when he left her. She knew he was sad and she knew he did not know but baby girls are not made from one person."Charlie get up it's time for school. wake up sleepy head." Blair looked down at her little girl. It made her so sad every time she looked at her. She just saw him. She has his eyes and his smile. oh how much she hated that damn smile. She was the pure perfect mix.

"Mommy I don't feel well" Charlie cried. 22-year old Blair saw the pain in her voice. Blair didn't feel well either something felt weird.

"Okay sweetie you can stay here with Dorota" Blair hushed the 4 year old little girl. The little girl smiled oh that smile it made her melt sometimes.

"Ms .Charlotte and I will have a very nice day if she feels better later we will go to the park." Dorota said

"Charlie, Mommy has to go to work but feel better I will call in later bye baby." Blair planted a kiss on the child's head and headed out the door.

My BFF by Paris Hilton a song which Serena chose for herself blasted out of the phone Blair ignored it and then realized that she should call back she dialed 2 on her phone 1 was Chuck it hasn't been touched for 4 years.

"B" Serena sounded worried "He's backChuck is in the city for good. My mother had Breakfast with him. You need to talk to him. He deserves to at least know about Charlie. He's her dad. He would be an amazing father because he loves you so much. I know he would love Char-"

"I tried to tell him" Blair yelled

"You can't blame him for not picking up. The last person of his family died except that uncle. But that was his father." Serena told Blair sounding like a therapist more than a best friend."He will be coming B he loves you."

"No he doesn't" Blair scolded "if he did he wouldn't have left me. I'm not letting him near my daughter that's for sure."

"B" Serena whined "I didn't want to be the one telling you this but when i was with my mom and him to breakfast. i offered to help him unpack he told me not to look into one of the boxes. But knowing me i did so then I saw was several framed pictures of you two together and many pictures of you alone." Blair began to smile on the other end. "The box was labeled office so he had those in France with him."

"You were with him and then you knew where he went Serena I'm disappointed in you I thought i trained you better." Blair joked

"I have to go bye S" Blair hung up and walked into Waldorf Designs. She walked into her office she saw all the pictures of Charlie and then she opened the drawer she kept locked and saw her stash of pictures of them and some of just him. They looked so happy maybe they could add a third smaller person to the happiness.

"Jessica can you bring me over the designs to look over?" Blair asked her kind and supportive secretary

"Sure Blair" Jessica said and dropped the pile of designs on the desk. "Oh and Blair you guys look happy and in love there yu should put it out he must really love you." Jessica said "OMG I saw that picture when I was out to breakfast with my brother. He took out money to pay he was with Serena and her mother that picture was in his wallet so don't tell me he doesn't still love you."

"Oh yay someone else hs seen my missing baby daddy." Blair spat "Jessica you dismissed." The red-head pushed up her glasses and scampered back to her computer. Blair looked at the first design it was a very pretty floral dress but it was missing prew a pin with a man a woman and a little girl onto the sketch it brought it together. she told to make it in gold because they would be the golden family.

Blair tried to look at any other designs but all she saw was him.

"Jessica I think Charlie got me sick so I think I will go home."Blair coughed.

the world around her was spinning and all she heard was what happened 4 years ago when she told him she loved him and he just told her too bad.

"Bye " Jessica said

Blair walked out the door and tried to hail a cab. Her head was pulsing so badly. Was the world really spinning so fast she thought.

she heard his voice screaming "Blair Blair Blair!" she fought off the urge to yell his name right back at him.

Blair tried to hail a cab again but this time she just collapsed.

Chuck Bass was walking to go to Waldorf Designs just to apologize for not calling for 4 years not expecting forgiveness and not expecting to come back in one piece he loved her he wanted to marry her and love her and have children with her.

I think he already is 1/3 through with the list

Chuck was looking down the streets he and Blair would walk down just for the heck of it. Then he saw her looking radient in a purple dress you know how he likes his purple. She looked like she was going to just pass out on the middle of the sidewalk. he yelled "Blair Blair Blair" over and over. once he got pretty close to her she tried to hail a cab and fainted.

Chuck lunged so she wouldn't hit the ground. He reached her just in time and whispered "Blair Blair Blair I Love You." in her ear hoping that she wouldn't hear but also wanting her to hear these words coming from her mouth.

A red-headed woman ran out of a building and ran to see what happened. "Do you know this woman?" she asked knowing the answer.

"Yes. Yes I do" Chuck murmured.

"Is she your wife, friend, girl-"

"She is the love of my life and I can't tell her that."

"Thank you Mr. Bass now I can tell her that and she will finally choose to either forever get over you or marry you. You know she loves you." Jessica told the man

"And who exactly are you?" Chuck looked puzzled

"Oh me i'm Jessica. Jessica Rockefeller her secretary. Also FYI she has a lot of photos of you in her desk drawer I tell her you guys looked so happy and in love and it hurts to see the way she is living." Jessica recited

"Thank you Jessica Rockefeller the secretary but this Blair needs to go home." Chuck Chuckled to himself put her in her arms and took her purse. "And Jessica" the woman looked at him "Make sure to tell he I said that"

"Okay Bye Chuck take care" Jessica tell her goodbye and the headed their separate ways.

Chuck carried Blair into the limo their limo. The limo where they... He placed her down and told Arthur where to go her head gentally laid down on his shoulder and he thought he heard her say "Chuck is that you" or "Chuck I Love You Too." either way he would be happy. he stroked her head lightly.

Chuck carried Blair into the elevator and took her up to her pent house. He knocked on the door and saw Dorota, and she looked mad to see him. She started to curse at him in Polish and then she saw him carrying Blair. "Did you murder him because in novel boy-"

"No I did not kill her I went to apologize to her, not expecting to come out alive or forgiven and then when she saw me she fainted. I caught her so she wouldn't touch the ground and put her in my limo and now I am talking to you who is telling me that I murdered her." Chuck stammered

"That limo is cursed and are you good Mr. Chuck or are you bad Mr. Chuck I don't know" Dorota stormed away so he let himself in. He put Blair down on the couch and watched her. She was beautiful. "Why did I ever leave you. I love you." He by accidently said out loud.

Blair started to fidget and Chuck realized she may be getting up "Blair Blair Blair Blair" he said her name hoping she'd wake up.

"Chuck" Blair mumbled

"Yes" He cooed

"Don't ever leave me again you basstard."

"I will never leave your side" Chuck said he realized that Blair was waking up and she was in a mixture of happy and angry. What a bad mix.

"Good, now get me some coffee you have 4 years worth of Waldorf labor so start now" Blair barked at him.

Better Get Started Bass