Title: Who Is Missing Me?

Summary:Someone has died, but no one is grieving.

Author: Gldnlqr

Warnings:I see a dead person...no, really. Character Death...Sad. Grab ya tissues!

Changes from Cannon: Buffy doesn't die at the end of The Gift, Dawn does. And that's about it. After that, everything is just about the same, as well as before.

Pairings:Oddly, Dawn/Xander. Huh...

AN (Author's Note):Keep thinking about a continuation...eh, depends on reviews, I guess...


Please please forgive me

But I won't be home again

Dawn didn't even look back. Too many memories. Too much pain. She ran and didn't feel a damn thing as she ran. This was for her. She couldn't stand it anymore.

Maybe someday you'll look up

And barely concious you'll say to no one

Xander and Willow laughed. Buffy covered her mouth on a snicker. Spike glared at them from where he was gagging on his blood. Coffee! They had added coffee to his blood!

Isn't something missing?

Buffy's head snapped up as she heard silent laughter. Wha?

You won't cry for my absence I know

She shook her head and looked over at Spike, cracking up once more.

You forgot me long ago

Willow frowned as she heard a whisper in her mind.

Am I that unimportant

She looked around, then shrugged and smiled as Xander leaned against her for help.

Am i so insignifacant

Spike sneered as he watched them laughing. A soft voice echoed hauntingly to him.

Isn't something missing

Isn't someone missing me

Spike didn't even hesitate as he ignored it. Some ghosts were better left gone.

Even though I'm the sacrifice

A ghostly girl stared at them. Not long dead. She whispered to them all, but nothing. It was always the same.

You won't try for me

Not now

Xander saw from the corner of his eye the girl with the long, brown hair and sad eyes. He didn't say a word as he saw her whisper in each person's ear but his.

Though I'd die to know you love me

Dawn avoided Xander because at least with everyone else, they wouldn't break her heart.

I'm all alone

She turned and left without looking back. Thier memories were gone. It was too painful. But she couldn't run.

Isn't someone missing me


Please Please forgive me

But I won't be home again

Dawn smiled at them sadly as she sang softly to herself. Xander was getting married.

I know what you do to yourself

She watched as he paced and lectured himself. He deserved to be happy, she thought.

I breath deep and cry out

And as it all fell to pieces, she silently stood watching, an invisible soothing presence as he nursed his whiskey.

Isn't something missing

In his haze of alchohol, Xander ignored the silent girl.

Isn't someone missing me

She wasn't important.

Even though I'm the sacrifice

Though something tugged at the back of his mind.

You won't try for me

Not now

She was just a ghost.

Though I'd die to know you love me

As tears fell from both of them silently, Dawn grieved while he did, for Xander's lost happiness.

I'm all alone

Isn't someone missing me


And if I bleed I'll bleed knowing you don't care

Dawn jumped and she bled, a scream ripping from her, from deep inside. And she was gone.

And if I sleep just to dream of you

Xander cried as he watched her jump, everything else forgotten. He could hear everyone else's screams, but that didn't matter. Oh, god...Dawn...

I'll wake without you there

He jerked awake, looking around wildly for the girl who had haunted him for so long.

Isn't something missing

She wasn't there.

Isn't something


Even though I'm the sacrifice

Dawn watched them all, silently watching, as ever.

You won't try for me

Xander looked up and stared straight at her.

Not now

She walked over. It didn't matter anymore. They couldn't hear.

Though I'd die to know you love me

She leaned down and whispered to Xander softly.

I'm all alone

Xander closed his eyes and turned away, smiling at his friends.

Isn't something missing

Dawn stood back, watching.

Isn't someone missing me

'I love you, Xander. Miss me...please.'