A/N: Hey guys I know I shouldn't be writing another story, but I just couldn't resist. I just love the Bamon/Damonnie relationship and all the AMAZING fic! Well hope you guys like this because I've written all week trying to make it good for you guys. I also wanted to say that this is dedicated to thos people who wrote those AWESOME fics for inspiraing me so much! Every chap is going to be deticated to a certain author/story, and this chap is for Rachel-Blue-Flame for the inspiration for the first chap. You'll see what I mean later on and if you read her fic "These Moments That Definds Us", it's SOOO good! Anways so sorry for this long A/N hope you like my story. Enjoy!

Chapter 1: My Guardian Angel is a vampire?

I was sitting on my bed looking through the old pictures of my family during the years, mainly focused on the Christmas ones. For a family of witch's decent, we enjoyed the Christmas time. It didn't faze me at all that we went all out, but now knowing the truth about my family, I thought it was funny.

You must be wondering why I was looking at my family's boxes of pictures. Well, to tell you the truth, with all the weird things that's been going on, I guess I just wanted to look back before. Before I knew about my family heritage, before I knew about witches, and before I knew about vampires. I just wanted to look at the happy times when all my worries were if anybody messed with my friends, or if my parents were getting along. I know, not exactly the normal thing a kid or a teen would worry about, but I never was.

Anyways, I looked through all the pictures with my dad and me in front of the Christmas tree last year. Ever since Mom left it was just the two of us. My father didn't want anything to do with her, so that meant I couldn't see my Grandmother as much as I did before. I looked further, hoping to see earlier photographs when all of us were together. There was one of me when I was ten with my parents and Grams all in dorky Christmas sweatshirts, on the couch holding all of our presents. I smiled as I looked more. I saw one when I was seven holding my old-but new back then-spell book that I used until I was in the seventh grade. I know how ironic? I was really into those things when I was a kid, but gave it all up when my mom left. That was also the year that I got my matching spell book of old spells. Remembering one of my favorite Christmases, I realized that I forgot who gave it to me. It must've been Grams. I thought to myself.

I looked at other pictures of that same day, and saw something very strange. I saw myself taking a picture of me and half of a strange man's face while I was on the porch. I was wearing I observed the man, thinking it was odd that I was sitting on a stranger's lap. Then it hit me. I knew very well who that man was: it was Damon Salvatore. I couldn't believe it, Damon Salvatore was holding me of all people on his freaking lap!

"What the-?" I was saying slowly but got interrupted by a cawing of a bird. I looked up to my left and saw a crow sitting on the tree right in front of my window. I slowly got up off of my bed, and started to walk towards it. My head told me to stop and ignore the creepy black bird, but something made me keep walking. It was like something or someone was calling to me. I got my hands out to open the window, ignoring the warnings in my head.

Bonnie what are you doing?! You're letting the lion in your room. What next? Willingly walking in the trap of a wolf?

Will you be quiet? I know this is dangerous but I don't care! I told myself back.

You're making a horrible mistake!

I don't care!

Bonnie Bennett! You listen to me!

"Be quiet!" I yelled to myself out loud. I looked at the mysterious crow. "Not you". Then I opened the window expecting it to fly right in, but it didn't. It just stood there flapping its wings staring right into my eyes. "Well, come on little birdie what are you waiting for? An invitation?" I could've sworn I saw it nodding. "Okay, this is seriously weird. I bet I've gone insane. I mean I was having a conversation with myself, then talking to a bird." I sighed. "I just wish that that was my only strange worries, but no I have to be a freak'n witch and know freak'n vampires. To top all of this madness I have to find out that I was sitting on the bad vampire's lap when I was six." I sighed, this time in frustration. "Since I'm already going crazy, and I think that you're in my head, Birdie, you can-"

Are we human or are we dancer? My life is vital. My heart is cold.

I looked down to my cell that was ringing. "Hello?" I asked recovering from my mental break down and -what seemed like- a daze.

"Hey, Bonnie it's Elena. I was wondering if you were up for some shopping with me?"

"Uh..yes. I really need to get out of the house."

"Cool. Pick you up in five?"

"Sounds good." I said then hung up. "Good thing Elena called me before I could've gone even more crazy." I said to myself. "You know what? You're a mystery that I don't think I will ever figure out and kinda don't want to, just like that sick vampy who I think is a Dracula wannebe." Man I was really losing because I saw the black bird smile. "Well, I'm gonna go. Bye, bye Little Birdie." I said then shut the window.

I walked to my bed and put all the pictures in the boxes before I put them under my bed. I noticed I had that picture with me and "you know who" in my hand. The cautious part of me told me to put it away, but I once again didn't listen and put it in my pocket. I looked back at my window right before I left and saw that Birdie was still there. I waved to it and went down stairs. When I opened the front door and walked down the front side walk, I noticed it was still in that tree and waved back at me. Great, it's official, I completely losing it!

"So we got things for everybody except for Stefan and Grams." Elena said as we walked through a restaurant in the Mystic Falls's Mall. "What do you think a vampire and a witch would like for a present?"

"Wow, that's a toughy. Good thing we have to be about the only people on this planet who have a dilemma like this." I said as we sat on the stools of our table that had a window which showed the food court.

"Hey, with what we've been through, you never know what can happen." She said as she smiled.

"Oh, believe me, I know"

She noticed my, and said, "Are you okay?'

"Yeah, I'm fine." I replied trying to let it go.

"Bonnie, we've been best friends since we were in Kindergarten. I've been through everything with you. I know when you're lying, even if you're a great liar."

"It's nothing, okay? I've just been having a hard time sleeping, that's all." I told her. It wasn't really a lie. I haven't been able to sleep, but that wasn't what I was worried about.

Elena didn't look convinced.

"I'm fine, Elena. Really. Can we just please change the subject?" She looked reluctant at first, but then she gave in. I usually didn't keep any secrets from her, or let alone act like this, and I knew she knew the same thing. "So," I said after the waiter got our orders, and a little silence, "did Stefan tell you if he wanted something?"

She looked like she was deep in her thoughts, and got our of it when I finally said something. "What? Oh yeah, he said he didn't want anything."

"Do you know anything that we can buy here, that he'll like?" I asked.

'Well, there's only so many places we can go to get a 166 year old vampire something that he'll actually like."

"We have two options: 1) Go to like that shop across the mall that sells old antique stuff from the old days of Mystic Falls-which I wouldn't be surprised if there were things that were his- or 2) Getting something more these days that will help him be more to this era." I said. I felt sorry for her. It must be hard to date a man that's like ten times older than you. I stopped eating the food that the waiter gave right after we started talking. I didn't know why, but I felt like something like I was in the same ballpark. Which I was nowhere near, though. I started to think back of what happened, but stopped myself. "So what do you think?'

"It's not like he needs more ancient things, but he doesn't really need anything that will help him be more up to this date. I mean even if I knew vampires were real, he would seem like a human to me. Well, besides all the weird things that happened around him that made me realize what he was."

I smiled and giggled. "So, we're back at square one."

I looked at Elena and it looked like something dawned on her. "Well, he likes different types of things throughout the eras. We could give him something that would have a lot of different things in it like an iPod with all the types of music that he likes."

"Oh, that's genius. Just one problem, though."

"What?" She asked confused.

"We don't know all the music he likes, or do we?" I asked realizing that maybe she did.

"Yeah, he told me all the different kinds he liked."

"Well, that's perfect."

"Yep. So what should we get Grams?"

"Oh, that's easy. We should give her something witchy. You know herbs or something like that."

"Sounds good. So let's finish our food and go shopping some more!" She said and I couldn't help but smile.

"You sound like Caroline." I said as we got up and left the tip.

"Hey, we all need to a have a little Caroline in us."

"Speaking of, it's so weird shopping during especially this season, just us and no Caroline."

"Yeah, I know. It's like Matt's changing her little by little. Why do you think they're keeping that act of them just being friends when they know that everybody knows they're together?"

"Maybe they're not together."

"Come on Bonnie, you really think that? I mean have you seen them lately?"

"Yes, and that's my point. Just because you see them hanging around all the time doesn't mean that they're dating. It means that they're hanging out. That's it. Also, just because you see something doesn't answer all the questions."

"Yeah, but when there is something there, you can see it, and I see that they do like each other. I can see that they really care for each other, but they don't realize it."

I was surprised that she thought this. Then something dawned on me. "Wait if you see all of that, how come you said you thought they were together?"

"Because I can see that you're doing through the same denial, but don't know what or who your denial is."

"Elena Gilbert you sneaky little devil. You should become a secret agent or something. Man just think of it: the vampire and spy couple, they could conquer the world!"

Elena smiled. "Well, if you get your hands on a vampire, you guys will be the dominate couple."

"What?" I asked startled and stopped walking. Something triggered in me when she said that. "Oh, yeah that would be one powerful couple." I said walking again trying brush that feeling off.

She looked concerned for a second, but then carried on. "Too bad the only other vampire we know is Damon. I highly doubt that you guys would ever happen." She said joking with me, but that feeling came and I stopped.

"Bonnie are okay? Please tell me the truth this time." She sounded concerned.

Luckily we were close to the store to answer. "Look there's F.Y.E let's go." I replied as I grabbed her hand eagerly and ran to the store.

"Bonnie, you're not getting out of this that easily."

"I know, but let's get the iPod and CD's that either he doesn't have or don't have. I'll tell you when we're alone." I wasn't really sure if I really was going to tell her, but I knew that I would have to tell her eventually.

"Fine. So what do you think we should start with?" She said as we walked deep into our favorite music store.

We got all the CD's and iPod that we needed and listened to some music that we liked on the way. As we got in line I decided to pay for a lot of the CD's even though Elena was reluctant at first. After I put my jacket that I was carrying on the counter to look through my purse for my wallet, something fell from the black jacket and Elena went to pick it up. I quickly got down hoping it was not what I thought it was. Naturally it was. She looked at it for a second confused of what she saw, then her puzzled look turned into a shock and what I thought was an anger face. Probably for Damon. I thought. Her eyes were wide as golf balls, as she got up trying to comprehend what the photograph she was holding in her hands.

"Bonnie, what is this?' She askeda little weirded out, holding it in her hand showing it to me, as I got up.

"Uh…um…a picture with me as a six year old and Damon holding me on his lap." I replied quietly looking at nothing but the floor.

"I know what it is, but why does it exist?" Elena asked the same question I was asking and trying to answer myself.

"That's the thing, I don't know. Uh, can we talk about this later, there's people waiting in line behind us."

She looked to the clerk and said, "Sorry, about that here's the money." She gave him her money I did the same thing. We got our bags and decided to walk across the store to the fountain that was in the middle of the mall.

"So, what do you mean you don't know?" She asked as we sat down.

"I don't know how that happened. All I know is that I was looking through my old Christmas pictures and saw that there. I was as freaked out as you are. Worse, actually."

"When did you find it?"

"Right before you called."

"Really? So right when I called you found it?"

"Not exactly. I found the photograph and the turned around to see this creepy yet comforting crow sitting on my tree next to my window. I actually started talking to it, and it seemed like it responded back. It was really weird. I was about to let it in, but then you called. Thankfully, or else it would've flown through my room."

"Wait, a crow?'

"Yes." I said.

"Did you open the window?"

"Yes for some weird reason, but it didn't go in. So I decided to use the way you invite a vampire as a joke, but like I said you called."

"So when you opened it up, it just stood there?"

"Yeah, I opened the window to Little Birdie but it wouldn't come in and I was just kidding when I asked it if that I needed to let it in, and it nodded."

"So you were about to, but I called?" She asked

"Yeah."

"A good thing I did."

"Why? Elena now you're hiding something from me."

"Well, from all the facts that you told me, I think it's a vampire. Stefan told me that strong ones can morph into animals if they wanted to."

"You mean…" I couldn't even finish the sentence.

"Yeah, I think Little Birdie is Damon."

"Wow, I didn't see that one coming, but I knew there was something fishy with Little Birdie. Boy, do I feel stupid."

"Wow, this must be really hard on you."

"Why?"

"Well, you're usually so confident about yourself. Lately you're not though, especially right now. You've never put yourself down before, except when you're mom left."

"Yeah, I guess you're right." I sighed.

"But, I can see why. If I were you, I would feel not myself either." She saw my face and smiled. "Hey, just like then, I'm going to anything to help you."

I smiled back and hugged her. "So you think he saw me looking at my picture?" I said as I let go.

"Well, that depends. Did his birdie self ever come before?"

"Yes." I said as I looked down.

"Then knowing Damon, I think he did."

Great I thought. Then something dawned on me that I wished it didn't. "Oh, great that means he saw me undress. That perverted vampire. This just keeps getting better and better."

She giggled. "Hey, look at the bright side, you got two nicknames to call him. One 'Little Birdie' and 'Perverted Vampire.'"

I chuckled. "Actually, three. I called him 'Dracula Wannabe'".

Elena laughed. "Now that's a good one."

"I should do more things to piss him off than just call him childish names. Although, calling people names is always a fun time."

"Yep, it sure is."

"So what do you think I should do?"

"I don't know. The only thing that I can think of and it makes since, is going to Stefan."

"Yes, but I can also go confront Damon and ask him what is going on."

"Bonnie, you know that's dangerous."

"I can handle myself thank you very much."

"Bonnie, are you serious? Let's just go to see what Stefan thinks of all of this and if he can help us. If you don't like his plan then we do it your way, but I'm not leaving you alone. Deal?" Elena said and put her hand put to shake.

I sighed. "Fine, deal." I shook her hand back.

"Okay, let's go see Stefan."

"Great." I said sarcastically. I thought he was a great guy and all, but this was definitely something I didn't want to tell him. It just seemed too weird, but I decided to go anyway.

We arrived at Stefan's house in what seemed like a hurry. When we got out, Stefan was already opening the front door to his manner. Elena already called him and told him that we were coming and made sure Damon wasn't there. Thankfully he wasn't.

"Hey, Stefan." Elena said as she hugged him.

"Are you alright?" He asked her worried.

"Yeah, but I'm not the one who should be asking." She said as she pointed her head towards me, as I walked near them. I hated me being the third wheel.

"Bonnie, tell me everything what happened. Elena just told me that you were in trouble and that you didn't want Damon here." He said as we walked inside. I looked around thought it was very fancy and ancient. I liked it.

I took a deep breath before I told him everything.

"What do you think he wants with her?" Elena asked interrupting a short silence after I talked. She was sitting one the couch beside me and Stefan was on a sofa chair a little cricked in front of us.

"I don't know, maybe because he wants more witch's blood. The real question is 'what did he want with you when you were a kid?" Stefan asked looking at me.

"Well, I think it has to do with him watching my family from faraway. I just don't get why I was hanging out with him, or even more weird why he was hanging out with me."

"You don't remember at all?" He asked sincere.

"No, all I remember is a man who I thought was like my guardian angel, guess I was way off." I paused for a second. "It's weird, I don't remember anything about him except that, and I remember stuff way before that."

"Are you sure you don't remember?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure."

"Tell me what you do remember of you're..." He paused for a second.

"You don't have to say it, I was wrong, he's the opposite of that. Can we move on? Please?" I asked a little aggravated and sad. "What I remember is that he would save me from things. When I was little I saw his face-which I now don't remember at all- but when I got older I just remember being safe out of nowhere but he never came out. I knew it was him though. I never gave up." I said going deeply into my memories. I hated how my guardian angel who always saved me was actually a cold blooded killing vampire who just saved me because he promised my ancestor to keep her family safe.

Stefan saw my face and knew I was upset. At least he can't read my thoughts. I thought to myself.

"I know this must be hard". He said going on the edge of the chair he was sitting at that was beside me and put his hands on me and squeezed. He kept on reminding me of Edward Cullen. Elena was so lucky. I didn't like Stefan like that, but I wanted someone like that who would always be there for you and be overprotective even though it would drive you nuts, but you knew that he only did that for you because he loved you so much. I know, I probably don't seem that romantic, but every girl wants their own personal Edward Cullen. They want their own guardian angel. Mine just happened to be the opposite. Lucky me.

'Thanks." I finally said and smiled. Elena was right beside me and held my other hand.

"You're welcome. I just hate what Damon did to you. Toying with you even though you were just a kid. He shouldn't have. That was just low, even for him."

"Well, from what I understand, he's done some pretty low things, like toying with Caroline."

"Yeah, well Damon has a twisted mind, you never know what he's up to next. That's why you need to be careful. So in order you are, I have this for you." He got out of his pocket and took out a little charm.

"What's this?" I asked.

"It's a charm for your charm bracelet and inside there's something called Vervain that keeps a vampire from controlling a person's mind. It's the only one I have left since Damon gave the rest away."

"Great more magical jewelry." I said sarcastically.

"I know you probably don't want another jewel since what happened last time, but that's the only option we got. Well, I have heard of witches invulnerable to vampires. That's where the Vervain came from. I'm not sure since you just started if it effects on you or not, so I'm not taking any chances. It's just in case."

"Okay, I'll wear it." I said as he gave it to me and I added it on my charm bracelet that I had since I was young. At that moment I remembered that my "angel" gave that to me. That was the last straw. I was fed up.

Then Stefan noticed something, Elena and I got worried.

"What's wrong Stefan?" Elena asked concerned.

"It's Damon. He's here."

"He is?" I asked.

"Yes, just outside the back of the house. When he comes in just stay cool. He'll leave us alone after he gets bored of us."

"No," I said as I got up, "I'm going to talk to him."

"Bonnie, that's too dangerous!" Elena exclaimed as she and Stefan both got up together.

"No it won't. If he were to kill me he would've by now. He wants something of me. Besides if something happens I got my powers and Stefan to help."

"Fine, but we'll be right outside the door." Stefan replied.

"Thanks." I said right before I started walking to the back. I opened the door and saw Damon on the lawn right in front of the wooden porch. He seemed like he was waiting for me.

"Hello, my persistent little witch." He said giving me that devilish smile that he always did as I started walking towards him.

I froze still when I heard his nickname for me that he gave a long time ago, when he was my guardian angel.

"Ah, I see you remember."

"Don't act like you don't know. I know everything. For some reason I know that you put those memories in my head. They were all real right?" I asked.

He nodded as he walked closer to me.

I was trying to brush off the closeness we had as we got closer and closer. "How long were you listening?"

"Well, I was running in the woods after a 'snack' and heard you guys talking. I was intrigued so I decided to stay there so Stefan wouldn't interrupt."

"How long, Damon?"

"Let me see, oh yeah, the part after you told them all those things that happened to you earlier." He said as he became so near that I could feel his breath as he breathed. As a reflex I stepped back. "Don't think you can change the subject on me my persistent little witch. What do you remember?"

"I'll answer you're questions if you answer mine."

Damon groaned. "Fine, but since it's only for you." I was shocked at that, but tried not to show it. It didn't work though I was blushing like crazy. Stop blushing he's the enemy! I heard myself think. "Lay it on me." He said after smiling when he saw me blushing.

"What happened? Why was I…"I paused. I couldn't finish the sentence.

"Why were you sitting on my lap? I thought you were going to say that. Since my question goes with yours, you answer it and then I'll answer yours."

"Fine. All I remember was a man-which is apparently you- always saving me and being there for me. Then I remember that he still saved when I needed it, but he never came back. I remember he was the one who always comforted me when I needed it and was the only one besides my Grams who told me to pursue my magic. I remember he was the person who got me all those witchcraft stuff. I remember he was my-"I choked. I couldn't let Damon get to me especially only being here for a little bit.

"You're what?" He asked, but this time not taunting, This time he asked…sincere.

"I can't say it, I won't let you get to me." I said as tears slowly came down.

"Say it." He said now he was only several inches from me.

"My guardian angel. Now tell me what I want."

"I will, but not here, alone."

"No, why would I trust to be alone with you after you tried to kill me?"

"First off, I didn't so that has to count for something." He smiled his devilish smile again. For some reason it made my heart skip a beat. Bonnie, he's the enemy! Stop it! I heard myself think again. Like always, I didn't listen to it. "Second, I didn't mean to, I was furious at Emily not keeping her side of the deal after I did all this time. My mind didn't see you, it saw her. I never meant to hurt you." He was now close to me again. He was not the Damon Salvitore the killing vampire, but he was Damon my angel.

"Bonnie." He said so soft and smooth as he held his hand out. "Please come with me."

"Fine." I said as I grabbed his hand. He then carried me wedding style, as he started to run. He stopped at to what seemed like Fells Church.

He put me down and I just looked into his eyes. The same eyes I remembered all those years ago. "Damon what are we…" I tried to ask but then he interrupted by putting his finger over my mouth. In a surprise he put it down and grabbed me right before he kissed me.

A/N: So? What did you guys think? PLEASE tell me and give feedback! Constructive critizism only please! Thanks :)