A/N: Okay, this is the very first Twilight series I've ever written. I really hope everyone will like it! And PLEASE DO REVIEW!!

Memories just don't fade away

Chapter one

I've always thought he love me; after all we've been through. I've thought we were going to be together for all times. But I can see it all clearly now, he don't love me. Heck! He doesn't WANT me!! I've cried for months for him, wondering if he'll ever come back. I've waited for him and he never came back. It's been five years now and I've finished college. Charlie died by being shot by a gang of youngster a year ago, I was nearing to snap and break into tiny pieces. Even though Jacob and Billy helped me a lot, I still couldn't handle the death of Charlie. Everything got worse when I saw Victoria and Laurent…

Flashback

I was walking aimlessly into the woods near La Push, thinking of ending my misery, when I suddenly saw something red that caught my eye. A loud growl behind me made me jumped.

'Was it a bear?' I thought fearfully. Then, there standing beautiful and furious were Victoria and Laurent.

I gasp and scanned them carefully. The thought of them there standing in front of me made me realized all the things about him were real. Victoria walked slowly towards me and I stepped back.

"Why are you here, Victoria?"

"I'm here to torture you, little human, for giving me all the pain and killing my dearest James."

She smiled at me. My eyes looked behind her. There was Laurent standing like a statue. He looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. The growl from Victoria made me jumped.

"Please don't…" I sobbed.

"Don't worry, human. I'll make it slow and hurtful for you to feel all the pain when I lost my dear James."

"Why kill me? Shouldn't you go after…Edward?" I whispered.

It's been years since I've actually said his name out loud. I can feel my body shaking as I sobbed harder.

"You want to know why? Well, let's just say a mate for a mate."

"I'm not his mate; he left me five years ago!" I cried. "He's gone and will never come back! He never loved me. He never ever loved me!" I shouted back to her.

Victoria stopped at her tracks, she looked confused and shocked. I could tell she didn't know this piece of information. I could see Laurent walking towards her and put his hand on her shoulder.

"Stop this now Vic, I know you're deeply hurt. But what is the point? He left her unprotected, that's the proof that he didn't love her any more. Why don't you just calm down and let go of this human."

I could hear the pleading in his voice, 'Why's Laurent saving my life?' I thought.

I didn't know what happened next, all I knew was that Victoria has pounced on me to the ground, with her white venom teeth sinking inside my neck. I shirked, I kicked and punched her, but she wouldn't move. I could feel the venom starting to run through my veins. Flame, burning flame of hell took over my body. I screamed through the pain. I then felt Victoria got off me, and heard loud growls and barking. I was screaming very loud that I didn't notice a pair of cold hands scooped me up and carried me out of this crazy place.

I trashed and clawed the person who was carrying me, screaming to stop the pain. Fire was burning inside of me, and the last thing I know was a pair of icy hands brushing my cheeks before darkness finally took over me…