What's killing me the most
OOC: Thanks to animelyrics.com for the song lyrics! ^_^
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no......
It was really a tragedy to me, the day you left. I couldn't stand it, I hated you for it but I was glad you did... We both knew it couldn't last and now I'm standing in our spot at the park watching the stars and wondering how you are. Do you regret leaving me?
kin no akari ga umi ni ochite natsu no kaze ga togireta
obieru futaru ni tada yosete kaesu mizuoto
I can still hear the waves crashing against the shore, I can still see the moon, nothing has really changed since you left. Jou still eats like a pig, Honda and Otogi are still fighting over Shizuka and even Seto has come to terms with Yuugi while you are away.
nani o shinjite koko made kita michi mo wasure hateta no
sayonara tsugeru tame no yasashisa dake nokoshite
So I guess I better say goodbye and stop dreaming, the others are worried about me and I can see why, I'm stuck in my memories. But I can't forget you no matter what you tell me to do.
donna ni nami o kasanete omoide o sakende mo
anata no ita kishibe ni wa mou kaerenai
Tragic as I seem, I still eat well, sleep well enough, you know all those things that they say you shouldn't be able to do properly after you lose someone really close to your heart but I never really lost you and that's what killing me, you're here just out of my reach. You're not really gone and it's tormenting me..
tasogare dake o daite
ano hi no nami wa mou fukai umi no soko
kanashimi o shiranai aoi yume o mite nemutte iru
Remember the night we met? When we first caressed eachother under these very stars? I do. I can't help but think of the better days, maybe I should leave here that way I won't have to see you, need you and want you but not be able to have you. Maybe the distance will help me..
kurai mizu no mukou ni yureru shiranai machi no akari
totemo chikaku ni mieta mahoroba no hana no koro
I can't help but wonder why you didn't choose me, am I ugly? Smelly? Something? I just need a reason and you didn't give me one, you wouldn't give me one.. I just don't know what to think anymore.
ano toki mou hitotsu dake tooi nami o koetara
anata no iru kishibe made tadori tsuita no
If I'd been thinner, prettier, would you have stayed with me? Would you have stayed by my side instead of leaving me all alone again? Wasn't I enough?
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no
sabishii manazashi o kasanete nemutta yoru mo kiete
I think I will leave, it'll help me in the long run, that way I can heal. I wish I was still little, a skimmed knee is easier to fix than a broken heart.
tasogare dake o daite
ano hi no nami wa mou fukai umi no soko
kanashimi o shiranai aoi yume o mite nemutte iru
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no
sabishii manazashi o kasanete nemutta yoru mo kiete
But above all I don't blame you, I wish I could but I don't and that's what killing me the most.
~MarikzAngel
OOC: Thanks to animelyrics.com for the song lyrics! ^_^
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no......
It was really a tragedy to me, the day you left. I couldn't stand it, I hated you for it but I was glad you did... We both knew it couldn't last and now I'm standing in our spot at the park watching the stars and wondering how you are. Do you regret leaving me?
kin no akari ga umi ni ochite natsu no kaze ga togireta
obieru futaru ni tada yosete kaesu mizuoto
I can still hear the waves crashing against the shore, I can still see the moon, nothing has really changed since you left. Jou still eats like a pig, Honda and Otogi are still fighting over Shizuka and even Seto has come to terms with Yuugi while you are away.
nani o shinjite koko made kita michi mo wasure hateta no
sayonara tsugeru tame no yasashisa dake nokoshite
So I guess I better say goodbye and stop dreaming, the others are worried about me and I can see why, I'm stuck in my memories. But I can't forget you no matter what you tell me to do.
donna ni nami o kasanete omoide o sakende mo
anata no ita kishibe ni wa mou kaerenai
Tragic as I seem, I still eat well, sleep well enough, you know all those things that they say you shouldn't be able to do properly after you lose someone really close to your heart but I never really lost you and that's what killing me, you're here just out of my reach. You're not really gone and it's tormenting me..
tasogare dake o daite
ano hi no nami wa mou fukai umi no soko
kanashimi o shiranai aoi yume o mite nemutte iru
Remember the night we met? When we first caressed eachother under these very stars? I do. I can't help but think of the better days, maybe I should leave here that way I won't have to see you, need you and want you but not be able to have you. Maybe the distance will help me..
kurai mizu no mukou ni yureru shiranai machi no akari
totemo chikaku ni mieta mahoroba no hana no koro
I can't help but wonder why you didn't choose me, am I ugly? Smelly? Something? I just need a reason and you didn't give me one, you wouldn't give me one.. I just don't know what to think anymore.
ano toki mou hitotsu dake tooi nami o koetara
anata no iru kishibe made tadori tsuita no
If I'd been thinner, prettier, would you have stayed with me? Would you have stayed by my side instead of leaving me all alone again? Wasn't I enough?
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no
sabishii manazashi o kasanete nemutta yoru mo kiete
I think I will leave, it'll help me in the long run, that way I can heal. I wish I was still little, a skimmed knee is easier to fix than a broken heart.
tasogare dake o daite
ano hi no nami wa mou fukai umi no soko
kanashimi o shiranai aoi yume o mite nemutte iru
tasogare no umi ni dete
futari wa nido to mou meguri aenai no
sabishii manazashi o kasanete nemutta yoru mo kiete
But above all I don't blame you, I wish I could but I don't and that's what killing me the most.
~MarikzAngel